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I miss Alice
I wont even try to deny such an obvious fact
You know I can almost say that I miss her more than Edward
Sigh, almost
I miss Emmett too
And Jasper, Esme, Carlisle, and even, sigh,
Rosalie
Was I really just a pet to them
Something to keep them away from the pits of boredom
Sigh, I don't think that I can bring myself to dislike them for it
Sigh,
I hope that Edward finds someone worthy of him
Even if it's not me
Sigh,
I hope that I at least relieved there boredom for a little while
I wonder if Edward cared about me
Even if as a minor friend
I mean, why would he have saved me from James otherwise
Oh right, I was there only source of entertainment,
Sigh,
I sigh way to much
Sigh,
I'm beginning to hate my inner monologue

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