Songs by Evanescence
Disclaimer: I do not own the songs from Evanescence or the characters from Final Fantasy 7.
Whisper & Going Under belongs
My friend Juzu talked me into doing this fiction and I not sure if this is the way a song fiction goes, but I'm pleased with the result.
Slip into Insanity
'Now I will tell you what I've done for you.'
What you've done?
'50 thousand tears I've cried.'
No one has ever cried for me. Why should you?
'Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you,
And still you won't hear me.'
But I'm listening now, so tell me.what should I do? What can I do? They.
'Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself,
Maybe I'll wake up for once.'
They too have sealed you away from your fate? I was to rule this world, not be controlled by these parasites. 'Maybe.I'll save you?'
'Not Tormented daily defeated by you.'
'Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom,
I'm dying again' Why do you lie to me so with all these false words? Every thing I've ever know was a lie. Am I loosing my mind?
'I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under..'
Why won't you leave this relentless torment you inflict onto me? No more lies, I already live so many. I am not who I thought I was, but then that I have always felt. I do not know where my own thoughts end and yours begin. Please.just let me be.
'Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
.I'm dying again'
What are you making me do? I can't control my actions as I move out of the dimly light old library. My SOLDIER was alarmed of my sudden presence, but you force me to pass him and the others without a second glance. I hear myself tell them, ".I'm going to see my mother." I may have said more but that is all drowned out by your voice.
'Traitors,' you speak to me. 'You must kill them all before they enslave you, my son.. Don't be a fool as you have lived your life, burn them, kill them all, don't let any of them escape. Do as mother tells you.'
'I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through.'
But, it's so hard to fight back now. I can feel myself giving into your lies.you're going to get what you want.mother. I'll kill every last one of them..but, is this truly what I want? Is this right?
'So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away'
There.it is done. Every last one of these.traitors has died by my hand. My sanity long forgotten, so far away now. Now I give into your lies and hope that things won't happen as I know they will. But now, I am too far gone, buried in your desire to rule, that such thoughts do not exist.
'I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under.'
.but even then, I know that to be yet, another lie.
Mother, I am near now. Just outside this machine devised to killing our world. I will set you free, just wait for me. The door is sealed shut. "Mother, open the door." I smile as you oblige me and the door hisses open before me. I see you now.as those 'humans' have left you. Let us go now, I'll free you from this place.
I reach out and take hold of what's left of you here. Glass flies into my face, but I do not worry. As soon as we leave this place I know every thing will be all right. The wires and tubes hooked to you hiss and spit sparks in protest to your movement then they break away. I turn and come face to face with the trooper who had followed me here...then I feel a searing pain in my gut that quickly spreads through out my body.
*flash*
I walk across the catwalk intending to leave this place, but that trooper refuses to let well enough be. He charges me once again from behind, but he won't catch me off my guard again. I whirled around and impaled him on my masamune. I think myself victorious, until.
I can't believe my eyes. How can this be? He stands and takes hold of my blade and pulls it free of where it was buried in his flesh. Once again my guard has fled me so I am helpless when he pushes me by the force of my own sword to the railing and over.
'Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself'
Mother, have you abandoned me so quickly? I thought you were one to be trusted yet you let me fall to what would be any mans death?
'This truth drives me
Into madness'
I already am.mako surrounds me, such pain.
'I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away'
Mother, am I still alive. Where are you? I can't feel anything.I can't see anything except the endless nothingness, I can no longer hear you. What's happening to me? Mother.
'Don't turn away
Don't give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
Though they're screaming your name
Don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don't turn out the light
Never sleep never die'
Mother.what is this I see before my eyes that you have so forced me to keep open?
'I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come'
Such horrors lay ahead, and I see myself in the midst of them. I will cause such destruction for your sake mother, but I still feel. You tried to block that and I have hidden it well, but it's a simple truth. Am I afraid?
'Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away'
I see my future clearly now, even though I won't remember it because there is always you. You are always there blocking such things from me. But I know, and you know, that this angel will not succeed in this life.
'Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear'
Your mistake mother, is that of in which I failed to do. That trooper, you know which one, he too lives on. And you know what? That town you had me destroy was his home town. He will seek his revenge on me. He'll be the death of both of us. Let him come, so long as I live to see your death.
'Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in?
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end.'
Disclaimer: I do not own the songs from Evanescence or the characters from Final Fantasy 7.
Whisper & Going Under belongs
My friend Juzu talked me into doing this fiction and I not sure if this is the way a song fiction goes, but I'm pleased with the result.
Slip into Insanity
'Now I will tell you what I've done for you.'
What you've done?
'50 thousand tears I've cried.'
No one has ever cried for me. Why should you?
'Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you,
And still you won't hear me.'
But I'm listening now, so tell me.what should I do? What can I do? They.
'Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself,
Maybe I'll wake up for once.'
They too have sealed you away from your fate? I was to rule this world, not be controlled by these parasites. 'Maybe.I'll save you?'
'Not Tormented daily defeated by you.'
'Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom,
I'm dying again' Why do you lie to me so with all these false words? Every thing I've ever know was a lie. Am I loosing my mind?
'I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under..'
Why won't you leave this relentless torment you inflict onto me? No more lies, I already live so many. I am not who I thought I was, but then that I have always felt. I do not know where my own thoughts end and yours begin. Please.just let me be.
'Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
.I'm dying again'
What are you making me do? I can't control my actions as I move out of the dimly light old library. My SOLDIER was alarmed of my sudden presence, but you force me to pass him and the others without a second glance. I hear myself tell them, ".I'm going to see my mother." I may have said more but that is all drowned out by your voice.
'Traitors,' you speak to me. 'You must kill them all before they enslave you, my son.. Don't be a fool as you have lived your life, burn them, kill them all, don't let any of them escape. Do as mother tells you.'
'I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through.'
But, it's so hard to fight back now. I can feel myself giving into your lies.you're going to get what you want.mother. I'll kill every last one of them..but, is this truly what I want? Is this right?
'So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away'
There.it is done. Every last one of these.traitors has died by my hand. My sanity long forgotten, so far away now. Now I give into your lies and hope that things won't happen as I know they will. But now, I am too far gone, buried in your desire to rule, that such thoughts do not exist.
'I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under.'
.but even then, I know that to be yet, another lie.
Mother, I am near now. Just outside this machine devised to killing our world. I will set you free, just wait for me. The door is sealed shut. "Mother, open the door." I smile as you oblige me and the door hisses open before me. I see you now.as those 'humans' have left you. Let us go now, I'll free you from this place.
I reach out and take hold of what's left of you here. Glass flies into my face, but I do not worry. As soon as we leave this place I know every thing will be all right. The wires and tubes hooked to you hiss and spit sparks in protest to your movement then they break away. I turn and come face to face with the trooper who had followed me here...then I feel a searing pain in my gut that quickly spreads through out my body.
*flash*
I walk across the catwalk intending to leave this place, but that trooper refuses to let well enough be. He charges me once again from behind, but he won't catch me off my guard again. I whirled around and impaled him on my masamune. I think myself victorious, until.
I can't believe my eyes. How can this be? He stands and takes hold of my blade and pulls it free of where it was buried in his flesh. Once again my guard has fled me so I am helpless when he pushes me by the force of my own sword to the railing and over.
'Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself'
Mother, have you abandoned me so quickly? I thought you were one to be trusted yet you let me fall to what would be any mans death?
'This truth drives me
Into madness'
I already am.mako surrounds me, such pain.
'I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away'
Mother, am I still alive. Where are you? I can't feel anything.I can't see anything except the endless nothingness, I can no longer hear you. What's happening to me? Mother.
'Don't turn away
Don't give in to the pain
Don't try to hide
Though they're screaming your name
Don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
Don't turn out the light
Never sleep never die'
Mother.what is this I see before my eyes that you have so forced me to keep open?
'I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come'
Such horrors lay ahead, and I see myself in the midst of them. I will cause such destruction for your sake mother, but I still feel. You tried to block that and I have hidden it well, but it's a simple truth. Am I afraid?
'Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away'
I see my future clearly now, even though I won't remember it because there is always you. You are always there blocking such things from me. But I know, and you know, that this angel will not succeed in this life.
'Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear'
Your mistake mother, is that of in which I failed to do. That trooper, you know which one, he too lives on. And you know what? That town you had me destroy was his home town. He will seek his revenge on me. He'll be the death of both of us. Let him come, so long as I live to see your death.
'Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in?
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end.'