~Written for Soncnica~
Random drabble fic set in episode 4.01
Feeling The Moment Slip Away
The knock on the door, makes him tense up as he wonders if its Dean.
He tells himself that he's being stupid because Dean's dead. Gone.
Hell he buried him. But he can't shake that feeling. Ruby says
something about Pizza but he doesn't answer her. He stays in the
bathroom until he can hear voices. Convinced that it's the pizza he
steps out the question halfway out of his mouth when he sees Dean.
Dean is looking at him and he just stares back. He's not real, he tell himself. Not real. So what if Bobby is
with him, he's not fooled. He pulls his knife and lunges forward.
"WHO ARE YOU" he yells and suddenly Bobby is holding him back and
shouting something.
"it's him, Sam, it's really him" and just like that the fight goes out
of him and he just stares at Dean. A million thoughts are running
through his head but the one that gets to him is the fact that Dean's
here and Sam's not the the one who brought him back. But the most startling thing is he feels
happy. Some of the pain is subsiding leaving him with a sense of
failure but its better the ache caused by grief. Suddenly he's
overcome by the urge to hug Dean, to make sure it's not a dream. He
steps forwards and wraps his arms around Dean. Tears appear in the
corner of his eyes, it was really Dean. And yeah he was happy. Then he
realised that he'd have to let go and face up to what he'd done during the four months, who he'd become. As they let
go of each other he feels a sense of dread. Dean's going to find out;
he always does. As he takes a step back he feels the happiness of
moment he and Dean just shared slip away.