Shikamaru knocked the door of Chouji's apartment. It had been two years since the last time that he was here , and he felt a little… ashamed ,we could say ,because in this two years since his departure, he didn't make any effort to stay in touch with his bestfriend.

"Coming" he heard Chouji voice from inside.

The door opened to reveal a shocked Chouji, but his face quickly change to a serious one.

"So you know?" Chouji asked letting Shikamaru enter to his apartment.

"yes" Shikamaru whispered " Naruto told me when I arrived, like an hour ago"

Chouji nodded his head and said "You can sit on the couch, I will go and get it"

He went towards the hall , disappearing himself in the darkness of the apartment.

Shikamaru sat on the couch and gave a long sigh. He looked at the picture that was resting in Chouji`s coffee table. It was an old picture of team ten. Asuma , Ino ,Chouji and him were in front of the academy. Theirs smiles were from ear to ear. He gave another sigh, He would do anything to go back to those times, when Chouji was still his best friend, when Asuma was still alive, When Ino….

"Here is it " Chouji said interrupting his thoughts.

In his hand there was a big notebook, It was decorate with ribbons and all that kind of stuff. Shikamaru could tell that it was of Ino. It had a purple rose in the cover, it mix Ino favorite flower and colour.

" Come to the room in the end of the hall when you finish , I will be waiting" Chouji said giving him the notebook and once again, disappearing in the apartment

Shikamaru looked at the notebook. It was heavy and its pages were cut and old. With a sigh, he opened it and started reading

August 29

Chouji told me to do this. He said that if I don't tell him what was wrong with me that at least I should write it. He keeps telling me that I will get sick for not expressing my emotions.

So where I begin… umm it kinda hard really… to many BAD things happen in such short time that I feel like I'm in the middle of a river fighting against the current.

Well , the first thing is that Shikamaru left…I miss him … a lot … I cant stop thinking about him and it breaks my heart every time that I do … I cant forget the beautiful times that we shared. Everywhere I go, there is something that makes me remember him. I cant look to the freaking sky because I enter in depression. I'm a mess.

The second think is that my dad is missing in action. They haven't found a single clue that may say were the fuck is him. I'm mad with him even though he doesn't deserve it. He leaves me alone when I need him the most for some stupid mission! ARGH! I'm wondering if he go to the hokage to ask for a mission just to be away from me ( he has done that before)

And the third and the life changing one happened today in the mourning. I haven't been feeling very well this month, I have a lot of nausea and headaches. So, I went to the doctor for a check up and some medicine but they make me wait in the fucking waiting room ( Please! I work in that hospital all my time! Why they didn't let me wait in the doctors lounge ? it is prettier and has air conditioner). When they finally called me, they run a couple of test and they told me to wait 15 min.

And there I was, sitting in the checkup table, swigging my legs back and forth when the doctor arrived with a frown in his face.

He looked at me and said " You are so young Ino , I don't know how you will handle this"

I went rigid for a moment… What the hell was wrong with me? Did I have a deadly illness and I only have a moth to live?

Trying to calm my thoughts,I gave a long sigh and said " I think I will handle it"

The doctor look at me and said…"Ino you…."

Aaaaaaand my world crashed….

I couldn't breath. I felt like everything was moving in slow motion. I saw the doctor's mouth moving, but I didn't understand what he was saying … I had only one thought in my mind and it was driving me crazy.

I ran out of the doctor's office. Running through the streets at top of my speed. I heard people cussing at me because I push them but I couldn't care, I couldn't stop until I was home.

When I finally reach my apartment, I locked my self in my room. I closed the window and the curtains , I lay on my bed and I started crying… how I was suppose to get through this? I am alone in this…

In no more than 5 minutes, I heard that someone was knocking my apartment's door. With a lot of effort, I forced myself to open the door. It was Chouji. He was worried about me because he saw me running through the streets. He entered to the room and I hid my face in the couch' cushion and started crying. I didn't want him to see me like this. He asked me what was wrong but I only cried harder. Poor Chouji, he didn't know what to do to calm me. He went outside and returned 15 minutes later with a notebook in hand.

"Maybe writing it down will make you feel better" He said with a comforting smile on his face.

Now, he is waiting in the living room. Waiting for me to settle down and confess my problems to him. I will tell him but I need to write it first.

In this mourning, at 29 of august, Dr. Ryo gave me the news that I expecting the child of my ex-boyfriend, Nara Shikamaru…