Sweet dream, Beautiful nightmare

I lay in the sand of the beach completely naked. I felt the cool oceans water rush over my toes and then disappear again. Closing my eyes I was a brilliant red color as the sun warmed my skin, finally emerging from the clouds. I didn't worry about anyone who might see me, for the moment I couldn't care less. I could hear the impossibly silent feet of someone walking towards my naked figure. The mystery person stopped right next to me, but I refused to open my eyes. Before I knew it, they were kissing me. My arms, my stomach, my chest, my neck… and then finally the strong warm lips connected to mine moving with mine in such a beautiful way. The taste was intoxicating, and the smell… I shuddered. It was so good, like a musky wood. I opened my eyes and smiled up at my sexy intruder.

"What are you doing out here all alone?" the husky voice asked. I felt the fire blaze within me as a started into his eyes.

"Well, im not alone now" I murmured. And like an explosion of animal need I was all over him. The best part was, he was all over me too. Kissing and touching and teasing each other. And finally I couldn't take it anymore… I wrapped my hands around the top of his pants, his throbbing member sticking out, like it was begging me to take him. I looked up into his eyes to find he too had that fire in his eyes, pure animal instinct.

I whispered his name before a slid of his pants.

"Jacob"

I awoke suddenly, jumping up in my bed. Sweat covered my body as I stuck to the sheets. My labored breathing and acute awareness of my surroundings made me realize that I had that same dream again.

"What is wrong with me?" I whispered to myself, I had been having such vivid and sexual dreams lately. Worst part was that it had all been about Jacob…and like a warning signal that burning desire within me started up again. I looked at my alarm clock and I sunk a little.

I couldn't go on patrol now, not after THAT. I had been calling Sam to cancel my patrols a lot because of these stupid dreams, and lately, the boys have been very pissed that they had to take over for me. So I reluctantly promised them I would go at this time, and we had a pack meeting just before it. I had to do it this time. I couldn't put it off any longer. I would just have to watch my thoughts extra carefully.

"Mind over matter" I whispered to myself and heaved myself out of the bed.

I pulled on my short denim shorts and black tank top. You can do it; just 2 hours and you can leave. I jumped out of my window, landing in a crouch with one hand extended towards the ground to keep me steady. I got up and marched into the forest. Just don't think about, it's not hard, you can do it. When I was far enough into the woods I hid behind a tree to phase. I thanked god for the blessing he gave me, I was very glad that Jacob hadn't phased yet.

Where are you?I asked the pack; Sam was the one to reply.

North end, beside the first river.

I ignored everyone's annoyed thoughts about how I should now do 'extra' patrol for the last 3 I missed. I kept running silent and swift until I came to the huge group of 8 wolves sitting in a circle. That's when my self handling started to slip as I heard that wonderful voice enter my mind.

Whoa wonderful? Since when did you become so welcoming? Paul snickered at me. Jacob and everyone else also seemed a little confused by my slip-up.

Since when did you become so fucking annoying? Oh wait, you always were, thanks for reminding me.I shot back at him, he growled and was about to lunge towards me with barring teeth.

Paul, stop. The double timbre of the alphas command froze Paul in his place, but he still growled ferociously at me. I wicked smile crossed my face as I trotted past him flicking my tail into his face as I went past.

That's when Jacob finally caught up to us now making 10 of us including me. I did a double take of his mammoth wolf form as he came and sat Right beside me. I swallowed loudly, every pair of eyes turned to me.

Are you all right? Sam asked partly wondering why I was so nervous and partly because I was starting to twitch.

I'm fine. I shot back trying to get as much attention off of me, but it was hard for me to be angry at Sam, everyone knew it too, and making it known again now kind of pissed me off. Why can't I have a quiet space in my own head?

Because you're a bitch.Paul Snickered at me, I lunged for him grabbing him by his throat. Paul twisted his body so that he slammed my head into the ground, I cut in deeper with my teeth, but Paul was now using his full body weight to crush my skull. I squirmed trying to get back up again, but still not letting go of his neck. I could hear Sam telling us to stop what we were doing, but honestly, when it came to fighting each other… it was a hard thing to stop. I noticed that it was getting very difficult for me to breathe; I wiggled and wiggled under Paul's massive form, trying to move so that I could breathe. I let go of his neck but still couldn't get out.

Get off me flea bag. I wiggled some more until finally Sam had us under control.

Stop this very instant, remove your self Paul.

Paul stood up letting all the weight of his body off that was holding me down. I gasped and lay there for a bit trying to relocate my lungs.

I WAS a female dog, a female dog on heat. I scoffed, a bitch on heat.

On HEAT? I heard 9 voices say at once. Quil and Embry cracked up laughing. Oh, god don't think about it….

I felt that fire go off in my lower abdomen and I started towards Jacobs's giant form, he shifted slightly and leaned away at the sudden intensity my eyes held, my legs started to twitch as my mind kept thinking of several different scenarios we could get or selves into. His lips EVERYWHERE, all over my naked body, on the beach in the sand with rolling waves crashing over us as Jacob let me have my way with him, my mouth sliding up and down his giant…

Um, Leah? Are you feeling ok? Jacob asked completely caught off guard, not really knowing how to feel about my strange fantasies, he was feeling mixed between embarrassment, shock, lust…

I felt my core burn deeper. I was suddenly VERY curious as to know what having sex as a wolf would feel like.

Leah? This voice brang me back to reality, it was like a fat slap in the face. Sam spoke again.

Maybe you should… head home for a while.

FUCK! I couldn't believe I just shared that with everyone. Quil and Embry where laughing in fits on the ground, Paul was amused and thinking of himself in Jacobs place, EW, Collin Brady Sam jarred where in complete shock, and Seth… well he looked green and on the verge of passing out. I guess it's not everyday you get the vivid fantasies about your Role model. Seriously, Seth hung on every word Jacob spoke with idolizing eye, Poor kid.

Everybody saw what I had been trying to avoid showing them.

So Leah seems like you defiantly want to get nice and cozy with Jacob over there, maybe we should leave you two to have some special 'bonding time'. Paul snickered at me. I growled at Paul and found that Jacob began growling with me. GOD that's sexy. This set Quil and Embry off again, they were both choking on their own lungs.

SHUT UP YOU FUCKING MONGRELS OR I'LL BITE YOUR HEADS OFF. I threatened them.

Which head exactly? Paul asked almost making me want to try my luck at suffocating him again.

What else are you going to bite off Leah? Quil thought before laughing harder. I growled again before shooting off into the forest, I heard Jacob right behind me.

Don't listen to those jerks Leah they're just trying to piss you off. He reasoned chasing after me, I got a little thrill over that. I knew what his motive was; he wanted to find out what was wrong with me.

Yeah, and don't listen to Jacob because now, he's just trying to get lucky. Paul scoffed.

I ran until I came to the tree where my clothes were hiding. That's when I made a really stupid mistake, I phased.

Looking back at Jacob I saw his eyes roaming my body.

"See something you like?" I teased. His eyes met mine… I'll take that as a definite yes. Jacob phased right before my very eyes, looking at his naked body set alarms off in my own screaming 'FUCK HIM!'

"Whoa, big boy" I said placing a hand over his chest when he started moving quickly towards me with lust filled eyes. I felt the fire of my touch against his chest it was smoldering. That's all it took and my legs where wrapped around his body, my hands entangled into his hair as I pulled his lips to meet mine. He acted quickly and pushed us into the mossy earth. Every touch was so alive so real, I hadn't had this in so long I needed this. I saw Jacob come up with the same initiative. He stroked his hard cock along my soaking centre; I growled my nails digging into his back. Yep I definitely need this. It was like magic when he finally entered me; it was hot, like warm silk on a rod. IT WAS GREAT!

I knew Jacob had no experience in this area, hell he's only ever kissed one girl and he was 17! I guess sex is like fighting, they both come from a deep animal instinct that we have to act upon. Jacob was amazing at this, probably even better than Sam. Every thrust just about sent me over the edge, he certainly delivered, and I lost count at how many times I came, was it ever going to end? I knew one thing for sure; I didn't want it to.

"God Leah you so tight" He huffed, plunging deep inside of me over and over and over. I couldn't form words with my mouth so I just moaned and wrapped my legs around his waist puling him in further. His lips smothered my neck again kissing and sucking and nibbling. I felt myself tighten further around him and he began pumping faster hitching my legs over his shoulders. I suddenly hit breaking point and screamed loud and clear, I had never screamed, then again I had never been pleasured this well.

Jacobs face scrunched up in some erotic expression and with one deeper push he finally came, I felt the hot liquid spread inside of me.

He left it there and started down me, both of us breathing loudly. Both of our bodies where still warm and burning for each other.

He gave me one swift kiss on the lips before pulling out. We both stared at each other confused and happy.

"What just happened?" he asked me as if I had the answer.

"I have NO idea" I replied sitting up to brush my fingers over his gorgeous lips before kissing him again

[Female wolvesare only capable of mating and producing young once a year during their heat (oestrus) period, which lasts for only a few weeks. The alpha female in a wolf pack is usually the mother of the pups. In almost all cases, the alpha male is the father of the pups, but in some instances the wolf who ranks just under the alpha wolf in the pack's hierarchy (the Beta wolf) will take over the alpha's role as father if the alpha wolf shows no interest in mating with the alpha female or any other pack member. The male and female often mate several times before the female's heat period is over.] This are the main mating pair- in other words Leah is about to find out that she's not a genetic dead end after all.

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