BPOV

I was thirteen when it happened. I went to my first high school party with my best friend Olivia Hales. It was a high school party and it was at Sandra Claire house. She was one of the most popular girl in school an being invited to her party would be the one thing that set you off for your high school carrier. But Olivia and I were invited to the party because of our brothers. Emmett was my big brother and Jasper was hers. Emmett was big for a fourteen year old. He had black hair and the cutest nose. He was really mean looking, but he was really nice once you get to know him. Jasper was different. He was always nice, but he had this crazy look in his face. Olivia used to say it was because he knew what people was feeling and it drove him crazy.

Even though they were freshmen, they were the two most popular guys in school, our at least their school. I was still in junior high and the school semester was coming to an end. In actuality, I still had nine more months, but I always plain ahead. I was that much of a nerd.

So that why I came to the party. One was because of my brother. Every girl had a crush on him, include Sandra Claire, and she was a senior. Two, I wanted to get throw away my geeky image. I wanted prove to everyone including myself that I wasn't the loser that everybody thought I was. I wanted to me something more. And third, Olivia beg me to go. She didn't want to face their world by herself and I knew I couldn't let her do it by herself so I went to the party.

Olivia and I talk to the other students to know what was what. Who you should stay away from and who were good people to get to know, so high school could be pleasant for yourself. As the time went on I started to get tired and I started to feel sick. A guy name Clarence started to me some soda to drink and for some reason the soda made me sick.

Before I knew it, I was bumping to other people, trying to keep myself up. "Are you ok" was on of the voice that I heard. It was so sweet and strong. I look up and saw this guy with the most beautiful green eyes and bronze hair. He was so cute that I couldn't believe he was smiling at me.

"I'm fine, I just feel a little sick." I told him

"Me too, I think they did something to the drink. You should go somewhere and sleep it off."

"I got her." I heard Clarence behind me. The boy left and he put me on a sit and kept giving me drinks. The next thing I remember was leave Clarence side and going up stairs to sleep it off.

I don't remember much, the only thing I remember was going upstairs to one off the rooms so I could lay down. I came into a room and lay down next to someone. It took me a while to realized that their was someone next to me. By the time I realized he was next to me, it was when I was having sex with him. It wasn't bad, it just felt weird. I mean I just lost my virginity to a guy that I don't know and most likely will not remember. But I did it and there was no turning back.

The next morning Olivia got me out off bed and told me that I had sex with this really cute guy. I didn't remember much about the event and I wanted to forget, except for the fact that Emmett found out and he was mad at me. You see, when Emmett was twelve, one of our neighbors had sex with him. She was arrested afterward, but after that it became his mission in life to make sure that the same thing that happened to him never happened to me. So you could imagine of how much off a failure he feel right now.

2 Months Later

It has been two month since that party and I have been feeling really sick. I have throwing up a lot, eating weird food and sleeping more than usual. Plus my periods hasn't come in two months. Olivia related to stress, which could be possible. When ever I was stress, my body would do the weirdess thing, that why Renee, my mother, put me on the pills. But still I was scared and that why I am now in Olivia bathroom waiting on the result of three pregnancy test.

"I can't be Olivia, I just can't be."

"But Bella you have been really stress with all those exams maybe you not pre.." I stop her before she could say it. I was afraid if she said it, it would that much more real to me. After five minutes, Olivia went over and check the results. "Well" she came next to me and gave me a hug. "Maybe it won't that bad Bella, maybe your parents will understand."

"Are you kidding me, Charlie, Renee and Phil are going to kill me"

"Bella, calm down, maybe they will be ok with it. I wasn't listening to her, as I was continuing talking to myself.

"And Emmett is going to kill the father, which is funny since I don't know who is the father."

"DO you remember anything about him" She ask me

"No, not really. Well except I think he had a score on his back and maybe had green eyes. It was dark and I wasn't feeling well, so I am not sure."

"Bella, you're my sister and I love you. And I am soooooooo praying for you."

I waited until Charlie came to Phoenix for a visit to tell everyone that I was pregnant and that I didn't know who was the father.

"Guys there something I have to tell you."

They all look at me that the same time. "What is it sis"

"Well I'm pregnant. I about two and half months and I don't know who is the father."

"Bella, were you rape. Cause if you were, I will kill him."

"I don't know Emmett, I think I was drug at the party, but I am pretty sure the father is not the guy who drug me, but I still don't know who is the father."

"What are planning to do." Ask my mom

"I want to keep it. I want to give it a great home And all you guys I know I can."

"But Bella your only 13, should be exploring life, living you life, not giving it up for a baby." My dad said

"Dad I made up my mind, I am keeping, and I still plan on going to high school and college. I will just have a baby by my side."

The consersation when on like this for a while, until my parents and I agree to disagree. The only thing we new for sure was that I was not having an abortion. My mom never wanted me to feel that pain and I agree with her. It didn't take long for the school to find out, but I didn't care. I still got straight A's, I was still part off the debate team and I still earn 10,000 dollars toward my college funds. I was just pregnant at the time.

I also went to every doctor appointment. Emmett, Renee, Phil and Charlie went with me for every appointment. Not together, but one of them was always with me when I went. Jasper and Olivia also came with me when my family couldn't come. They were the one that was with me when the doctor told me the news. "TWINS, ONE OF EACH." I was having two babies, a girl and a boy. I couldn't believe it.

The day of graduation, I went to go give my speech because I was graduating with honors and everything. Unfortunately I went into labor. I got my diploma, but it still suck. The pain lasted six longs hours and I scream to much that I lost my voice. But eventually I was holding my beautiful babies. My son, who was name Emmanuel Charlie Swan, had brown reddish hair and green eyes. He face reminded of somebody so much, but I could remember. Jasmine Olivia Swan, my daughter had brown hair like me, but had the oddest blue eyes I ever seen. She didn't get it from me, so she had to get from somebody else. She look like me when I was born, but her brother was a mystery.

It has been three years since that day and I was now sixteen and my kids were now three. Emmanuel, who I name after my brother and father, was big for his age, but was very smart. He learned how to walk and talk early and he actually enjoy fishing. He was the strong silent type but he was very cute with his bronze hair and green eyes. His sister was a handful. She was extremely hyper, always dancing and singing. And she loved fashion. She would change her clothing three time, before choosing what she wanted to wear. It was driving me crazy.

Me, the twins and my brother were heading to Fork to start our new life. You see, Phil got a job in his baseball career and Emmett and I got tired of getting into fights because somebody new wanted to call me a slut. Plus the twins wanted to spend more time with Charlie and I miss him too. So now, We are heading to Fork to start of New Life