"Petra" She listens as the soft raspy voice whispers her name, the tone of his voice made her feel like she were floating. "Levi." She whisper back in a mellow tone, not making eye contact with him as she laid in bed. Her eyes directed toward the ceiling as the dim light from the lamp across the room lit the darkness. Smile on her face she could see the man she loved laying next to her, staring at her as he rest his head on his arm. He traced his fingers across her bare shoulder as he watched goosebumps rise.

"What are you thinking about?" Levi bends down and begins to kiss her lightly on her shoulder, reaching her neck as her smile widened.

"just about how much I love you, Levi." She sighs in bliss as she feels his soft lips reach her ear.

"I love you too, Petra." He whispers low into her ear making her blush from the words coming out so soft and settle from a man that was known to be harsh and that everyone under him was afraid of. Petra saw a side of Levi that almost no one knew about. He was a gentle human, If she hadn't met him through the Survey Corps she would have never thought he would have the rage he did while fighting titans or being Captain. Levi on a personal level would never hurt a fly, Levi in captain mode would squash a human without a second thought. Petra loved that she could have moments like these with the man she loved. The calm mornings, the long nights drinking tea together talking about anything other than work. Having their alone time together was a beautiful time for her, any time she spent with Levi was beautiful. He was her world, she could never guess where she would be right now if she had never met this man.

"Levi..." her voice trails as she turns her head, eye to eye with the blue eyes that always looked tired. "where do you think you would be now if you never joined the Special Operations? do you regret joining?" She asked sympathetic. Levi closed his eyes looking as if he had gone into deep thought. "I would have probably hunted you down within these giant walls, made you mine and have made a family. Spend the rest of my days being at your side, holding your hand while sick, carrying your soul within mine forever. Hoping that we could grow old together and not have to worry about titans, not worrying about who's going to die next, have our minds pure and focused on each other." Petra got up on her elbows and looks down at Levi as he continued on. "Keep you by my side forever not having to worry about you on the battle ground. I want you in my life no matter what. If being in the Special Operations with you means being with you, protecting you, having you in my life, Then I regret nothing at all. No matter how much pain this job gives me, how much grieve I have chasing me that I try with all my might to avoid, all the regrets that haunt my every thought deep within my mind, i will never regret joining as long as it meant meeting you." His eyes opened once again to see Petra staring down at him, her eyes full and a smile imprinted on her face, she leans down and kisses his soft wet lips, feeling his smile against hers she giggles and gets back up.

"You mean the world to me." She exclaims resting her chin on his bare tight chest. closing her eyes as she feels his chest lift up and down as he breathes. his hand rested on her head while he had his other arm around the small of her back. Petra wanted this moment to last forever. The calm environment, the relaxing feeling she had while in his strong arms. She hasn't known this man for more than a year and yet she felt as if they had know each other since they were young. She felt safe around him. As she has her eyes closed listening to his faint breathing she felt her body become light. She was on the verge of sleep, her eye lids growing heavy as her thoughts became more jumbled as she was drifting into her dreams, she heard a loud pounding on the door, making herself and Levi jump at the same time.

"Get your ass out here Levi, We have a meeting in 30 minutes, Petra I know you're in there also. Lets fucking go!" Auruo's loud voice boomed within the empty walls of Levis bedroom, Petra got up quickly, jumping off of Levi sitting on the edge of the bed as Levi continued to lay there watching her. "What?" She threw on her shirt and looked back at him. "nothing" He sighs and sits up, grabbing her chin to look at her face perfectly. "You're beautiful." He planted his lips onto hers aggressively, making her submissive under his mouth. Petra moans softly into his mouth as he bites her lower lip. He pulled away still looking onto her face, Petra's eyes still closed, her mouth slightly open breathing heavier as her face looked a bit frustrated. Petra wanted more time with Levi, wanted to be intertwined within his body, wanting every inch of him to herself. She sighs once more as she lunges for Levi without a second thought, She warp's her arms around his stomach pressing her body against his coltish chest and nuzzles her face into his neck lightly kissing every inch she can take in almost forgetting that Auruo was just outside the door. As she lowers down to his collar bone he softly pecks him once more, she places her forehead on his sternum and matches his breathing, She watches as Levi's takes a cover of goosebumps from her breath hitting his skin. She smiles to herself when she hears the pounding on the door once more.

"ALRIGHT, were coming!" they sigh in unison as Levi pulls himself away from her, Getting off the bed he throws his boots on and reaches for his shirt that he had hung from the bathroom doorknob. Petra pulls on the rest of her uniform. "Ready for yet another eventful day?"

"Ready as I'll ever be." her voice trails off. All she wants in life is to be with Him. The short mean looking man that held her heart. Levi grabs her hand and squeezes it as he leads her to the door. He flips his black hair out of his eyes as he opens the door to be faced with an angry Auruo.

"Took you two long enough, We have 10 minutes to get there!" Auruo looks down at Levi's hand grasping Petra, and then back up at Petra's face that held embarrassment and annoyance. "You two need to remember we have a job to do."

"Get off it Auruo."

"You need to get more serious about this you two!"

"Remember your place!" Levi snaps back at his underling, working under Levi specifically, hand picked by the man himself. Auruo ready to talk back looked down at the sharp intimating eyes, choosing not to carry on. Petra Sighed quietly to her self. She didn't hate this side of Levi, but the fact that he can change modes on a whim irritated her to a point.

"Lets go..." He pulled Petra on behind him as Auruo followed closely. As they walked the long narrow hallway in silence Petra stared at the ground as she walked, watching Levis steps that were speed up. Her mind was on the meeting, she had a strange feeling about today in general. Trying to get her mind off it as they reached the tall corridor that a few military police were guarding, Levi let go of Petra's hand and took on his serious face. Not that he didn't have any other facial expressions. He turned to Petra as Auruo went on inside before them. He took her shoulders and lightly kissed her once more before turning around and entering the room himself. Petra stood there in silence for a bit, something was wrong with Levi but she couldn't quite put her finger on it. Brushing off the worrying feeling she walked in alone, entering the room where the rest of her squad sat talking amongst themselves

She noticed Hanji freaking out about the newest titans she had captured at the last battle to Erwin who looked as if he weren't listening. Mikasa and Eren sat next to each other in silence, both looking down at the huge round table, Armin and Jean laughing to themselves about Hanji's fangirlisum about titans. Levi sat at the end of the table with his feet up, his arms crossed with his eyes closed like he was taking in everything that was going around him. She took the only empty seat left that was next to Gunter. she pulled the chair out and looked down at her hands as she fiddled with her thumbs waiting for Erwin to say something.

"Today we have an important mission to complete. We must go to the Maria wall and retrieve Jagers information from Erens Basement.

"What! Were leaving the walls again!? this is the third time this month Erwin!" Jean yelled over everyone, slamming his hands on the table."Haven't we lost enough men?" Jeans voice trailed off when he watched everyone look down, the last time they left the walls 30 men had died, the time before that, 60 men. Petra watched as Levi sighed and opened his eyes for the first time. "We took that into consideration. that's why not everyone is leaving the walls today." Everyone looked back up at Levi in surprise.

"Then who'll be going!?" Armin spoke up. "Well Erd, Gunter, Hanji, Erwin, Mikasa, and obviously Eren are going. Jean and Auruo and Armin are coming along also. We don't need a huge squad since Jager's house isn't that far from the walls." Petra sat in silence waiting for her name to be called.

"Well since you named everyone in your squad, Levi, Does that mean I'm com-"

"No!" Levi barked before she could even finish her sentence.

"What! Why not!? I'm just as strong as you guys!"

"You're not needed for this mission." Levi bluntly replied.

"That's bullshit Levi! You know I'm always by your side no matter what! Let me c-"

"NO!" Levi had his eyes on Petra, They were a dark blue and almost frighting. She knew not to push the matter but was not so open to the idea of her not fighting by Levis side.

"Levi! I'm apart of this squad, I'm coming!" Levi looked at Petra not showing any sign of submission.

"You're not going, we can't afford to lose you! We need you in this squad... I need you Petra." Hanji's head snapped to Petra, the way Levis voice softened as he spoke to her was a dead give away of something under wraps. no one in the Special operations knew of Petra's and Levis relationship except those who worked under Levi himself. Him admitting something like that in front of everyone was dangerous. People in the Special Operations were not allowed to have relations, Erwin would kick them out on the spot. Emotional bonds meant not having the strength to let go of people, making them vulnerable in battle, weak. Erwin didn't stand for weak people.

"But why is Armin going?" Mikasa spoken up releasing the tension in the room. Hanji looked to Erwin's direction. He seemed unfazed.

"Armin seems to be secure around the female titan. Jean is his best partner. We need them both." Erwin spoke deeply his face holding a hard expression.

"No more talk. Everyone who is not accompanying us at battle will be on the wall shooting signals if any titans are seen in our area. We're leaving in two hours, everyone get ready." Without another word Levi got up and walked out the door, Everyone else followed except Petra and Hanji.

"Petra.." Hanji spoke quietly as she watched Petra's face take concern.

"Why wont he let me fight with you guys...?"

"He loves you Petra, the only thing that terrifies that man is loosing the woman he loves."

"I'm terrified of loosing him! I know that if I were to fight along side him I can protect him!"

"You and I both know he needs no protection, He want's whats safest for you." Petra looked up to Hanjis smiling face. Hanji always knew exactly what to say to comfort Petra.

"You're right.. Just make sure to watch over him out there."

"You know I will doll!" hanji got up and walked out the door. Petra sat in the room alone not very convinced that she should be stuck behind the wall while her one and only love was risking his life without her. If she were to lose him she had no idea how she would be able to deal with it. Upset and concerned of this upcoming battle Petra decided to meet up with Levi before he left.

Walking down the quiet halls alone looking around ever corner to see if she could find Levi. Finally reaching outside where they were training to new recruits she finds him getting ready, putting his maneuver gear on making sure that the gas takes were full.

"LEVI!" she yelled making sure he was able to hear her. Levi turned around, a bit shocked to see her. He walks away from the rest of his gear and straight towards her. Before saying anything he grabs her waste and aggressively plants his lips upon hers. Petra pulls away for a second, what if anyone were to see them? "Levi! whats gotten into you!?"

"I don't want you to worry about me, I know what I'm doing out there. Please just stay here without a fight, I'll be home before dinner. Make something delicious." Levi kisses her once more, his lips hard on hers. Petra wraps her arms around his neck not wanting him to leave her side. she grips her wrists behind his back not wanting to ever let go. "Levi, I have no idea what I'll do if I lo-"

Her sentenced was cut with yet another hard kiss. "Don't even say it." His voice was rasp. He didn't like the thought of Petra being alone. He promised he was always going to be with her. To grow old by her side. He wanted nothing more than to make a family with the beautiful girl that held his heart. Levi felt a few warm drops hit his shoulder. "Petra, don't you dare cry!"

"Levi I love you. I love you so much please, please let me come with you!" Petra was almost yelling, tears streaming down her face. She was scared to death of loosing him. She was terrified of not being able to have him in her life. She never worried this much over him, but the Female titan had taken some of the strongest men. The entire operations knew that they weren't dealing with a normal titan, they were dealing with one of the strongest titans that they have ever encountered.

"Petra, I love you. I'll be home tonight!" Levi kissed her one last time, letting his lips linger on to hers. He could feel her tears on his face. He was worried about this mission but he knew that if Petra was home waiting for him, that that was enough to get him through this.

"Levi!" Gunter yelled from behind them. Levi broke the kiss and looked into Petra's bright blue eyes one last time. "I promise I'll be home in a few hour" He whispered softly into her ear. "Coming!" he yelled back still looking at Petra. She nodded without saying another word. letting go of her embrace around his neck she watches as he walks away. Levi jumps on his horse and he and Gunter vanished behind the dust that rose.

Second chapter will be out shortly. Petra/Levi is just so darn cute I can't not write something for them! I hope I did a good enough job expressing how much I actually adore this fucking ship! :3