Choosing is always a hard task. If you are on that kind of position, what would you do? Which would you choose?

What would you do when the past just suddenly came right behind you?

Rating might change. I'm aiming for a boyxboy. If you don't like, don't read. The rest, enjoy.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Ao No Exorcist. Not even the characters.

PROLOGUE

I was the first one to be your real friend. I did not shun you, unlike them. I could not tolerate not hearing that lively voice and avert your electric blue eyes that are full of life. Despising you for what you are did not exist in my mind.

But when you found out I was a traitor to our group of friends, your eyebrows furrowed into worry and confusion as you hesitated to attack me.
"Do not make me hit you….. please….."
The feeling of betrayal, anger, confusion and uncertainty surrounded my whisper of words.
I only gave you a reassuring smile but mentally told you to help me, help us.

You planned everything to save me. You came just like how a friend should. 'Yes, just like how a friend should.'

But as fate has it, happiness does not always last long. You saved me but I was not able to pay you back. Heck, I was not yet even able to tell you my thoughts, my feelings towards you. You disappeared from our grasp, my grasp. Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend. A very very special one.

Yet… why?

You were my last and only family left as I am to you. I act cold and strict to you so as to hide this weird awareness to you. I am what I am today to protect you.

I hated you for doing things I cannot do but that made me dependent on you with which I despise myself of.

You have always been the only one so bright, always grinning, smiling like an idiot you were. You melt away all the hatred and selfishly always sacrifice yourself.

Am I not enough to protect everything as I am now?

I scold you for some close calls of losing you, but you just laughed it all away, telling me not to stress myself out for I am also a teenager like you.

But we were twins. I know what you were thinking. You thought you were a huge rock of burden to me.

'No. That is not it.'

But when that happened, you casually smiled to everyone, "I'm fine.", like it was normal in those kinds of situations.

I hated you then. I hate you for smiling like always. I hate you for always being selfish. I hate you for not depending on us, on me. I hate you for the burden you just threw.

But when I see you, it's like the word "hatred" itself had ceased to exist.

My goal has already been succeeded. I had done what I could to pay her back. Now, my life has gone back to normal.

I felt something lacking in my life. Walking down the street made it seem to be narrower than before. Cities have become so crowded, looking at the sky made me choke, the world seems to shrink little by little everyday.

I looked at the sunset in the beach. 'The beach…'

Yes, it was when I noticed the sunset had another color. It was when I noticed things changing. It was when I noticed you were just lying in there.

The color of blue, 'the symbol of being one of them', was slowly fading yet it was so beautiful despite me hating the meaning of it.

Our features helped us in giving the title to each other. It was like we were tied from the start.

Once we dreamt we were strangers and now we woke up to find we are dear to each other.

But your past has always been silently tailing behind you.

What can I do?

What will I do?

"If you love two people at the same time, choose the second. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second."

But is that really true for every love one has gone through?

Would that be enough reason for a judgement to be decided?

Is that the best way to keep you away from all the pains to retreat?

Would freeing yourself be the best choice among all the problems?

Is dying the last option?

Your last false hope as history might repeat itself.

A/N: I don't know how to write a prologue properly, something that would catch attention. Anyways, how did I do? I'm pretty sure you already guessed about the plot.

Also, sorry for any errors. If you find one, tell me so I could fix it the next time.

I want to write this with action and tragedy but I don't know if I can. I can't properly write what the story is really about.

This was not the original idea but when I typed, it turned out like this.
Also, I'm having a conflict inside my mind as to who I want Rin to be with.

As for the title, I couldn't think of any.

Tell me how I did. Should I continue this? Any suggestions?

Also, if anyone wanted me to continue this, then you are to wait. I am a lazy person. It will take time. Hehe...

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