Hey guys this is going to be not only my first Death Fic but also my first Supernatural fic. Sorry if I get stuff wrong if I do just message me and I'll try to fix it. Thx!

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN SUPERNATURAL!ANY PARTS OF IT ARE NOT MINE EXCEPT FOR THE STORY LINE!

Dean's POV

This all just seems like a bad dream or something. It was just a regular case. I never wanted this for Sam, hell he didn't even want to be here either. I should've listened to him when he said that we should leave, but I didn't. I just thought he was being a wuss but he was right I hadn't seen that demon come right up behind him and stab him in the back. Literally.

I wasted the demon and then I turned to Sam who lay on the ground at the time. I picked him up so that I was cradling him. I kept telling him that it was going to be okay, but to be totally honest I had no idea. I told him to keep his eyes open but all he did was smile weakly and then he let out a shaky breath and he went limp.

"SAM! SAMMY!" I had screamed but he never answered me or even flinched. I put my right hand on his face and dragged it down so that I closed his eyes. I started to cry as I pulled Sam as close as I could to me. I grabbed handfuls of his hair as tears fell from my eyes

"I'm sorry Sammy, I'm so sorry" I whispered to him. First mom, then dad, and now Sam. There was no one left except for me. Sam had been right when he said that I saved him because I didn't want to be alone. But I also did it because I wanted to see him grow old. I wanted to see him fat, old, bald, and chugging Viagra. But now that future just disappeared.

I screamed in pain, though it was not physical emotional pain was just as painful. Tears fell from my eyes like mini waterfalls. I couldn't remember the last time I had cried so much. I pulled Sam away from my chest and I looked at him. His face was growing pale

"I love you Sammy" I whispered to him. Then I kissed his forehead and brought him back to me and I let my chin rest on the top of his head.

I had made a promise to take care of my little brother. My pain in the ass little brother, but I failed. I didn't deserve to live any more. I couldn't carry on without him. I was done. So I said goodbye to the world and then it went dark.

So what'd ya think? Next the roles will be reversed.