Living and Leaving (Dean and OC)

by hipsterkitty220

"Decisions, Decisions..." Crowley's voice cooed in his mind. He knew that he was putting her in danger. He had never been so selfish, but she was more than anything he had ever known. Dean, what have you gotten yourself into?

1.16.14

Killing people, hunting things…. the family business. I never thought anything could be as important as the task set before me by my father. For as long as I could remember, it was Sam and I, on the road, kicking demon ass. I had literally been to Hell and back, and I still couldn't stop this sort of obsession with monsters. But she is….. Different.

When I imagined my future, it was a hunter's death and burial- charred bones and nothing to show for it. I couldn't fall in love. There was no time and it was much too dangerous. Everyone I have ever loved has died, sometimes more than once. I couldn't bring another person into that. It was irresponsible and wrong. But she is… everything.

I don't know how to let her go. I don't know how to keep her.

~Dean