I Will Learn to Love Again

By: Hikari Ice Angel

Warning: This is a YAOI/SHOUNEN-AI fan fic! You no like then you no read. Also, may contain many trace amounts of Harada bashing. Please be advice.

Note: This is from a song by Kaci.

A/N: I know I've been slacking off....I can't help it seriously! Well actually....I need some help on Forbidden Love. I'm facing writer's block at the moment. I'm inserting references of martial arts and Bushido into it. I'm just so interested in that type of stuff that I couldn't help, but insert it! I've been doing a lot of research on it though in order for all the stuff to make sense with the plot of the story. But I'll try to update it soon. Also since it has been raining cats and dogs all day I'm going to make it my personal mission to trying and update all of my fan fictions (not all at once though). I swear I will have at least Blue Eyes updated by the end of the day! It has two more chapters to go, so it should be my personal mission to at least get that fic updated and complete. Now I'm babbling. Sorry for the wait! REVIEW!!! I PROMISE YOU MANY GIFTS OF FAN FICS IF YOU DO! IF YOU DON'T THEN BOO TO YOU!!!

~ Hikari Ice Angel

Disclaimer: (grabs a microphone) I DO NOT- WOOPS!!! (turns down the volume) I do not claim any ownership of any of the characters I use and/or abuse. It is only for my own (and other people's) amusement. Also, if I did own them then there would be no Haradas! They would have died by my hand! MWAHAHAHAHA! Their crime? For keeping Daisuke and Satoshi a part!

To love again

Drowning in tears, that won't be me
I will soon be, free from the chains of all this pain inside
And though i cry it won't be long, til i regain my strength to know I can go on

I will find my way through the heartbreak
I will not give up on love
I believe...

I will learn to love again
I will learn to trust
Once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to, learn to love again

All of these tears, time will dry them
I will survive them, and make it through into another day
All of this pain, time will heal it
There'll be a time sometime I know I won't feel it

I will live through life without you
After the hurting is done
I believe...

I will learn to love again
I will learn to trust
Once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to, learn to love again

And I will find someone who deserves my touch
After all the hurt is through
I will be so over you
I will not give up on love
I believe, yeah...

I will learn to love again
I will learn to trust
Once this heart can start to mend
I will learn, to love again

I will love again...
(To love again)

The shell of a sobbing figure shook, and gasped on the bench by a water fountain. His heart was broken and shattered into many pieces that before him were covering and dusting the ground like a layer of glitter. Brilliant, spiky red hair covered his head, and set into his eyes sockets were a pair of unique, red eyes that were now lifeless as tears streamed down his face. "Who is this person?" one would ask. This person was Daisuke Niwa.

His cheerful persona had disappeared, and now sadness lingered in his aura. There was no Dark Mousy to comfort him, because the soul of the kaitou was now sealed within the Kokuyoku along with his counterpart, Krad. So, now he was curled up into a ball and crying on the bench by the water fountain.

She had broken his heart; his sacred maiden and the one he gave his whole heart to. Her smile, to him, was so infectious, and her laugh was so sweet. It haunted him, and took him by the heart and choked him with emotion with each memory that passed before his eyes. He just didn't know what to do! This made him feel so hopeless; so useless in so many ways.

The sky in its own sad, understanding demeanor sympathized with the young Niwa, because of its loss of the sun though its friend the moon still slept on in its peaceful slumber. The sky, so gray, began to cry its wet, watery tears of sadness. Drip…drip…drip…drip. The rain fell from the clouds in steady fashion, and descended to the earth. To Daisuke, each raindrop that fell signified for each tear he had shed that could have been avoided if he had seen the signs.

Daisuke closed his eyes, and faced the sky as the slowly falling raindrops speed up their descent to the earth. The rain began to fall more quickly, and had changed from sprinkling to a rain shower. The rain washed over Daisuke in a peaceful motion and calmed his unsteady heart. All problems, for that moment, seemed to wash away; taking the stress with them. For now, his state of mind was stable and at peace with itself. "Tell me sky," he said sorrowfully, "Why are you sad too?"

Daisuke didn't really get the answer he wanted from the sky. The rain just kept on falling in synchronized fashion; soaking him to the bone. He wasn't cold though. It wasn't a cold rain that fell, because the raindrops held some sort of warmth as if wishing to comfort someone. Daisuke's body shook as if crying or laughing at the irony he now faced. He was sad and it was raining! He knew that the sky held no sympathy for him! He knew that, but at the same time he didn't seem to care. It felt comforting to him, and that was what he needed at the moment.

The falling rain began to cease its descent to the earth. Daisuke turned over onto his side on the bench and curled up into a ball. He didn't shiver, because he wasn't cold but his body still shook and shuddered rhythmically with hiccups from his now ceased crying. His breathing calmed slowly, then the sound of insects lulled him to sleep while a figure watched him from afar.