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Chapter One
Rating: M for Language and maybe future lemons.
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter
"What the fuck do you want from me?" I asked angrily.
"You know why I am here."
"I will never join you. You killed my parents." I shouted.
"It was for their own good."
"You're a pathetic coward. Killing people to get what you want." I told.
"That may seem so but, I have my reasons."
"And the stupid fucking reasons are so that you can eliminate all muggles and create an all wizard world. You're fucked up"
"Listen here, Bitch. I am Lord Voldemort. You will see things my way." He demanded.
"Oh , really now? What are you going to do kill me? I questioned.
"Maybe." He simply said.
"Do it! Put me out of my fucking misery. You would be doing my a favor." I said with a sadistic smirk.
"I don't think I will kill you…yet." He told me with a matching smirk.
"Now it is your turn to listen up. I will never join you. Harry Potter is going to kill your pathetic ass."
"You wish." He spoke softly.
"You'll see."
"Then I woke up." I told to Professor Dumbledore.
"I see." The old man said from behind his desk.
"My dreams are always so vivid. In this one I had to be in my forties or late thirties." I explained to him.
" Well, I think there are some truth in you dreams. Perhaps you are seeing into the future." Dumbledore said as he stood up,
"I have a theory about whoever Harry Potter is, Sir."
"What is it, Amonsodora?" He asked walking over to his phoenix.
"Please just Amon, Sir."
Dumbledore smiled and nodded.
"I think that Harry Potter is James Potter son." I shared.
"You must not speak about it to him." Dumbledore said sternly.
"Never, Sir. I promise."
"Thank you. Now how about you hop off to your classes?"
"Have a brilliant day sir."
I got out of the mahogany chair I was sitting in and picked up my book bag. I then walked out of Professor Dumbledore's curios office and walked to my first class of the day. Which of course has to be bloody potions. Why did I choose to continue my seventh year? I could have had it easy like the majority of the Hogwarts seventh years. Oh, well.
I'm going to be late. Professor Slughorn is probably used to it. I have had to miss his classes a lot to go talk to Dumbledore about my mysterious dreams. They have been getting really annoying lately. NEWTS are just around the corner and suffering from lack of sleep is not exactly helping my studying habits. Also the dreams are sometimes drives me insane trying to figure them out.
Dumbledore thinks I have a connection with Voldy Moldy due to the fact he murdered my parents. That happened last year. I was devastated. Hell, I still am. I'm going to be okay though. I have a really great friend who was able to work me through it. He is of course the amazing Mr. Remus Lupin. He lost his Dad. He was able to patch me up through really rough spots and give me really helpful advice. I just got to stay strong. I can hopefully do that.
I am coming to an end of my walk to potions. I push my reddish brown hair off my shoulders and walk in. Everyone turns and looks. They sigh when they see it is me being late again. Guess they wanted something more interesting to happen.
"Late again I see Miss. Clarke." Slughorn says, looking from his paper work he was doing, at his desk.
"My apologies, Sir." I say taking my seat next to Lilly.
"Same reason as the other times?" He asked.
"Yes, Sir."
"Alright. We are doing essays about our favorite potions. Two Foot minimum."
I nod my head. Lily looks over at me and smiles. I return it with one back. I grab my ink and parchment an out of my bag. I look over to see how much Lily had done and her page was blank. Not usual for Lily.
"What's wrong?" I asked as quiet as possible.
"Potter asked me to Hogsmeade." She replied.
"So? He does that all the time."
"This time I said yes." She said staring down at her parchment.
"Lilly!" I shouted shocked.
"Miss. Clarke and Evans see you after dinner you will be cleaning out the first years cauldrons."
"Yes, Sir." We both said at the same time.
I look down at my paper and think about what I am going to write. How am I supposed to think? I have Potter and Lilly on the brain. Potter has been wanting to be Lilly's for ages. I can't believe it is actually happening. She thinks he is revolting. He is revolting. Always pranking people for no reason. He deserves to rot. That's it! I will write about the potion that rots your insides. Brilliant.
At the end of the hour I had about three feet written. That's has to be a new record for me. I turned it in with a coy smirk at the professor.
"Don't forget after Dinner." He said with a smirk back.
"I won't sir.
I gathered up my things and walked out with Lily into the corridor.
"Spill it." I told her.
" Well at breakfast he came up to me with a lily and asked me to go. It was so sweet. I decided I will give him one chance." She said with a sigh.
"Hope Potter, doesn't mess it up."
"I think it will go well. It can't hurt to give him a chance. Right?"
"Lily, Just remember it is Potter."
"Trust me. I won't forget." She said.
" You want to go study in the library till our next class?" I asked her.
'Sure." She answered.
We walked to the Hogwarts library chattering about what she would wear and what not. I think she is actually pretty excited. I am happy for her. Even though it is Potter. Lily doesn't date a lot. I think she should. Of course I have never even been out on a date. So, why I am even talking? It isn't like I have never been asked; I'm just waiting for the right guy. I am in know hurry to find him either.
Lily and I walk over to our favorite chairs in the huge library. I pull out my History of Magic book. I love History of Magic. It my favorite subject. A lot of people think it is boring. I think that they think that just because our teacher is pretty boring. The books are always so fascinating.
Lily smack my shoulder.
"What?" I asked.
"Look who is coming your way." She whispered to me.
I look up and saw the sex god of Hogwarts coming my way. I roll my eyes. Oh great. Sirius Black it coming to talk to me. Joy. He is friends with Remus, Potter, and that fat boy. How is Remus even friends with him? They are so different.
"Hey Beauties." He says when he get with in five feet of us.
"Hi, STD." I greeted back.
" What do you want?" Lily asked harshly.
"Chill, Flower. I just need a word with Amon." He answered.
"Well have it." I said.
"In Private." He stated.
I groaned and stood up.
"Walk." I demanded.
He took my arm and led me behind some deserted shelves.
"What?"
"So, Lily and James?" He asked putting his hands in his pockets.
"Yes. Is that all?"
"James wants me to Double Date with him and Lily to make sure he won't screw things up." Sirius Explained.
"This evolves me how?" I asked curiously.
"I was wondering if you will go on the date with me. If you go the Lily will probably be more comfortable. Plus I think you are a really great girl"
"Okay, Black. I'll go." I told him.
He grinned.
"Brilliant."
"I'll meet you in the Great Hall tomorrow." I told him.
"Sounds great." Then he started to walk away.
"Black!" I shouted as quiet as I can.
"Yeah?"
"Don't screw it up."
"Alright."
A date with Sirius Black. Wasn't I just ranting about how I am waiting for the right person. I am so pathetic. I refuse to turn into one of those Floozies that go and date everyone they see. I am only giving the a try for Lily. I need to get back over to her to make sure she isn't worried.
"What took you so long? Snogging session in between the shelves?" She asked with a smirk.
"You know it." I said sarcastically.
"So what did he really want?"
"He asked me out."
"Sirius Sex God Black asked you out?" She spoke with a glint in her green eyes.
"I do believe that is what I just said." I replied rolling my eyes.
She let out a high pitched squeal. Everyone in the Library turned and stared at us.
"Lily, calm down before you wet your self." I told her.
"Sorry." She giggled. " So what did you say?"
"I agreed to go. We are going to tag along on your date with James to make sure he doesn't do anything stupid." I said letting her in on the plan.
"What are you going to wear?
"Clothes." I answered.
"Smart ass."
I just smiled and started to read my History of Magic book. Tomorrow is going to be a really interesting day. I just know it. Today has been eventful and it isn't even lunch time yet. I wonder if Sirius is as cocky on a date as he is in general life. Probably. I hope he doesn't think I am one of the girls who sleeps around and is done after a night of festivities. We will just have to see.
"How about we wear matching dresses?" Lily asked while going through her wardrobe.
I flopped myself down onto the bed, in our dorm we share with a few of the other seventh year Gryffindors.
"Lily, I hate dresses." I pouted.
"I have the dress in your favorite color though." She told me.
"Teal?" I asked curiously.
"Yup." She smiled.
"Okay, I will wear the stupid dress since it is teal.
Lily laughed and we changed into out matching dresses. Which in my opinion wearing matching dresses is weird but I absolutely love teal. Lily's dress is her favorite color green. It matches her eyes. The dress isn't to bad. It is one of those sweater materials so it is nice and warm. Perfect since it is January. I put my hair up into a pony tail. That made Lily fuss.
"You look better with it down." She stated.
"But I like it up." I argued.
"I'm not going to fight with you today."
"Good because you know you could never win."
"Whatever." She said laughing. " Will you braid my hair?"
"Sure."
I walked over to the vanity she was sitting at and started to French braid her hair. She has such pretty red hair. It's so soft and smooth. I wish I could have her hair. Nope mine is just Reddish brown that falls in waves.
"All done." I told her once her hair was braided in loose French braids.
"You always do such an amazing job." She told me.
"Thanks."
"Ready to head to the Great Hall?"
"Ready as I'll ever be." I replied.
She laughed and we went off to the Great Hall. When we enter Sirius and James were waiting for us. They saw us come in and walked over to where we were standing. Well James about ran towards Lily but Sirius held him back a bit.
"Hello, Love." James greeted kissing her hand.
"Hi." She greeted back.
"Hey, Beautiful." Sirius greeted with a smile.
"Hey." I said plainly.
Lily nudged me and gave me a look. I gave her one back. Then there was an awkward moment of silence. All we our doing is just standing here starring at each others. What are we one of those muggle movies where everyone is shy for their first date? I laughed out loud. They all turned and looked at me. I decided I would be the brave soul to break the silence.
"So, are we going to get the show on the road or what?"
"Y-yeah lets go down." James stuttered.
I guess he is a little nervous. He has been waiting for this for year. You would think he has it all planned out. It is kind of cute. We get to see a side of James with have never seen before interesting. I look over a Sirius. He is staring at me. I stare back. He just grins. That's isn't a slight bit creepy. I look away.
We start to head down the path to Hogsmeade. Its slightly chill. I left my jacket on my bed. Damn. I'll live. I slightly start to shiver. Sirius noticed. He quickly takes off his jacket and places it on my shoulders.
"Thanks."
"Anytime, Love." He told me.
I allow myself to walk a little closer to him. He grins. I wonder if he really actually likes me or if he is just doing this for James. Either way it can't end to badly. Today he seems like he is acting like a decent bloke. I hope he can keep it up.
"So, do you like Quidditch?" He asked trying to start up a conversation.
"Yeah. I do. I absolutely love being a Seeker." I answered.
"I wish I was more sports inclined. I love to fly." Sirius shared with me.
"Flying is the best feeling in the world."
"I agree."
I smiled at him. I can believe it. I actually have something common with Sirius Black. Not to mention that it is about flying. Flying is one of the most amazing things in the world. I swear it got to be up there with air. Was that my sorry attempt for a pun?
"Well I see we have something brilliant in common."
"Shocked?" Sirius asked.
"Just a bit." I told him honestly.
"How come you and I never saw eye to eye?" He questioned.
"I don't really agree with all the pranking you do."
"Well, the boys and I have toned it down quite a bit."
"Lily and I have noticed." I told him.
" I think that is one of the main reason why Lily flower said yes." He confided.
Lilly glared, then went back to the conversation she was having with James. Sounded like they we talking about Muggles.
"She hates that name." I stated.
"It is a compliment." Sirius defended as he smoothed his hair back.
He has really nice thick, black hair. Whoa! Control the thoughts, Chick. Don't get ahead of your self. Don't let your life be a sappy, cliché, romance novel that your late Aunt Margaret used to read. Get back to the conversation.
"Really? How so?"
"Well, a lily flower is a very pretty delicate flower. So, calling Lily, Lily flower is a compliment because its like saying she is delicate." Sirius explained.
"That didn't make sense to me."
"Lilies are pretty so you wouldn't want to break them. Sometimes its hard not to because they are delicate."
"I never took you as a sensitive type." I told him.
"I am a man of many secrets. Why don't you try to unlock them?"
Whoa! Cheesy Alert.
"Sure, I'll try to unlock them." I giggled.
"What?" Sirius asked.
Guess he didn't think it was cheesy. He must really be sensitive.
"Just remembered a joke." I answered choosing not to tell him the line was cheesy.
"And what is this joke?"
"Knock, Knock."
"Who's there?"
"Interrupting cow."
Sirius raised his eyebrows in a questioning manner. Guess he hasn't heard the one.
"Interup-"
"MOO!" Lily shouted.
Guess Lily was listening in. It is her favorite joke. Sirius and Lily both started to laugh like loons. Which caused James and I to join in on the laughter. I can believe a bunch of seventh years are laughing at a little kid joke.
"I have no clue why that was funny but it just was." Sirius told me when he finally stop laughing.
"I know. It's awesome. It's Lily's favorite joke."
"Where did you hear it from Lily?" Sirius asked.
"My sister Petunia. She told it to me in the first letter, she ever sent me in first year." She explained.
"You have a sister?" James questioned.
"Yup." Lily said, " Petunia is a Muggle like my parents."
"Sirius and I are pureblood." James said.
"Yeah I knew Sirius was." Lily said dryly.
"I'm nothing like my parents." He defended.
I really hope Sirius isn't one of those father like son cases. Sirius's folks are bloody awful. Pureblood, pompous ass family. They believe that are bad. They also believe that purebloods should only associate with other purebloods. Sirius has really rebel against them so far though.
"We know, Sirius." I said.
I gave him the best sympathetic look I could come up with.
"So, what are you, Amon?" James asked trying to change the topic.
"Pureblood."
"Any Siblings?"
"Nope."
"I'm an only child too." James stated.
"Get along with your folks?" Sirius asked.
Lily gave him a harsh look. Guess Sirius doesn't read the Daily Prophet.
"Their dead." I said bluntly.
"Amon, I'm so sorry. I didn't know."
"Sirius, It's ok. You didn't know."
He looked really guilty. He doesn't need to feel guilty he didn't know.
"I feel bad." He told me.
I just gave him a hug which he returned. This feels so warm and natural. It's really nice. I wish I could stay in his arms forever. I breathed in deep and then released him.
"It is fine."
We all decided to walk in silence till we got to the three broomsticks. We found a both in the corner and sat down. We ordered lunch and chatted. I learned a lot about Sirius. His favorite animal is dogs, he loves night time, he hates being alone, and wants to be a father. I really think I am starting to like him.
Lily really seems to be getting into James. I think she is actually flirting with him. She is laughing at all his jokes and she is twirling her hair. Lily only does that if she likes the bloke she is having the conversation with.
"Hey Amon. Come with me to the Loo." Lily told me.
"Excuse me." I said to Sirius.
I got up and walked with Lily to the ladies room.
"What's up?" I asked her.
"I think I might be into James." She answered biting her lip.
"Awe! Go for it." I advised her.
"Really?"
"Hell yeah. He has been in to you for years. So, I think he will be pretty loyal."
"Okay. I'll do it."
"Ready to go back?"
She nodded and we headed back to our booth.
"Welcome Back, Ladies." Sirius greeted.
"Hi." I greeted back.
"We were thinking we go pick up some desert as Honeyduke's." James told us.
"Sure, Lets go." Lily agreed for is.
We went in and had a look around. I myself and not a huge fan of sweets so I mainly helped Sirius find what he wanted. He loves Chocolate Frogs. I also suggested we get a slab of chocolate for Remus since he was feeling to well and is in the infirmary.
"Remus, loves chocolate." Sirius told me.
"You would have to be Mad to try to take it from him."
So, Remus goes nuts over chocolate. I guess it is because Remus is a werewolf and chocolate usually has soothing effects. I know he is a werewolf. My father was one before he pasted. I figured out that Remus was a werewolf three months into first year. He seemed really relieved. I asked him however to not tell his friends that I know because I wanted to keep it a secret that my Dad was one. I couldn't of risked anyone finding out since the Ministry Of Magic didn't even know. That was where Dad was employed. He was doing something that involved with Muggle Relations. He loved Muggles.
"Aren't you going to get anything?" Sirius asked.
"I don't like sweets." I answered.
"That's a shame. How come?"
" Too much sugar makes me feel bad."
I ate a candy bar that Lily got me for Christmas this year and I felt like I was going to die. The chocolate just didn't agree with me one bit. Even before then sugar never really liked me much. My Mum didn't eat very many sweets either. I guess I get it from her.
"Oh, I see." He said.
He went up to the counter to purchase his good. He had a lot. I'm guessing he is the total opposite of me when it comes to sugar. Once he paid we walked out of the shop and over to a bench. James and Lily were still browsing inside. It will most likely be a while since Lily is very Serious about her chocolate and will take some time picking what she wants.
"I know its not the end of the date yet but I was wondering if you would like to go out again sometime?" He asked nervously.
He wants another date. What should I say? Where is Lily when I need her? I like him. So, I should say yes. What if he is only being nice to me so her can get him so action? Well, you won't be giving it to him anytime soon. So, no worries. He is staring at you. You need to answer….
"Sure." I agreed.
Sirius and I both let out a breath that we weren't to sure of that we were holding.
"Brilliant. I'll plan something really good out for us, love."
He reached over and grasped my hand. I am holding hand with Sirius Black. If this day comes with any more shockers I might as well get electrocuted. I just can't believe this is all happening. Its like a dream. Oh, wait. My dreams are all weird future dreams. This must me reality then. However, if this is a dream, I hope I never wake up.
I wonder what he is thinking. Right now I am looking into his silvery blue eyes. They have a beautiful shine to them. My line of sight goes now a bit to his lips. They are perfect. I have never seen a set of lips look so kissable and inviting. I can feel my body leaning in toward him. He is slowing leaning in towards me. Are lips are almost going to touch. Sirius puts one of his hands on my cheek.
"Beautiful." He whispers.
I feel his words vibrate across my lips. His voice sounds so composed and sexy. It is so amazing. I wish he would lean in a little more so we can complete the kiss.
"Sirius!"
We jump apart so fast you would think lighting hit us. I looked up towards the voice to see who it was. It was Tabitha Hick. I almost had my first kiss.
"Sirius." Her nasally voice whined, "What are you doing with her?"
She pointed one of her disgusting fingers towards me.
"Come on, Sirius. Lets go." Tabitha demanded.
"I'm not going anywhere with you." He told her.
"Sirius, come with me and we can have some dirty fun." Tabitha said licking her lips.
"I don't like you." He told her.
Oh, please. I need to get out of here before I get sick. This girl is nasty.
"Lets go get James and Lily." I suggested pulling on his hand.
Then Tabitha ran up to Sirius and kissed him. Sirius tried to make an attempt to push her off but she jump up and put her legs around his waist. She then proceed to wrap her arms around his so he couldn't move them.
I usually don't resort to violence but I think this counts as I time that would be good to use it. I grab her hair and yank it as hard as I can. She lets go of his arms. Sirius manages to get her legs off of him so she falls to ground. Tabitha burst out into tears.
"Sirius! Don't you want me?" Tabitha screams at him.
This girl is a drama queen. She would probably wear the crown proudly if some one gave her one. Sirius had no clue what to say. He didn't want to be rude but he had didn't want her to get any ideas.
"Sirius, is on a date with me." I tell her.
"Why?" She asked through her tears, " You're ugly."
Bitch. That was really rude. I have so many things I could say but, the words don't want to come, out of my mouth.
"You really need to learn some manners." I told her.
I'm going to be the mature one and walk away. I pulled Sirius back into Honeyduke's.
"Hey Lily!" I shouted to her over the crowd of people in the shop.
"Yeah?"
"Sirius and I are heading back to Hogwarts."
"Alright. See you later."
Sirius and I started on the path back to Hogwarts. It was kind of awkward after what happened.
"I'm sorry." Sirius said.
"It's fine. Tabitha is just a crazed bitch."
"She really is." Sirius agreed with a chuckle.
"So do girls do that to you all the time?"
I hope not. That was one of the most awful things I have ever saw.
"Not usually." He answered, "But some girls have done some pretty weird things."
"Like?"
"The one I dated sent me a hundred toads as a thank you."
"Oh yeah. In fifth year. I still remember the look you had on your face." I said laughing.
"That girl was weird. She had an obsession with frogs."
"Why did you even date her?" I asked.
"Her friend asked me to date her and I owed her friend a favor." He explained.
"Oh."
"So have you dated any weird people?"
"I've never dated anyone."
I could feel my face getting red. Here I am Little Miss Virgin with Sirius Black. He is the most experienced guy I know. I am a seventh year and have gotten absolutely no action. He probably thinks I am pathetic.
"Really? You're very pretty."
He looked shocked. Wow. He thinks I am pretty. I started to blush harder.
"Have you actually seen me with any boys?"
"No." He answered. " I figured you were the private type."
"I usually keep to myself." I told him.
"Well I am very honored I get to be your first date. Hopefully I will me your second, third and so on."
Oh my goodness. He wants to keep dating me. He wants to date me even though I am totally inexperienced. Is he going to play me though? Use me for a few weeks then throw me away like a child's toy.
"Sirius, you aren't going to use me right?"
"Amon, I have changed my ways." He said grabbing my hands.
I hope he has. I have never felt this good. It is amazing.
" I think you have." I told him.
We continued to walk hand and hand up the path towards Hogwarts. We started to talk about random non-serious things. I learned even more about him. He loves corn pudding, ice skating, and muggle motorbikes. He is a very curious person. I told him about how I am fascinated by Muggle sports, dancing, and reading.
I like the way my hand feels in his. It is so warm and inviting. I feel safe. I leaned my head onto his shoulder. I just remembered I am still wearing his jacket. It is a nice black leather. Its comfortable and well worn. It suits him really well.
We were getting close back to Hogwarts. Which is a shame because I really want to hang out with Sirius longer. Maybe we can talk in the common room.
"So you have a Quidditch game tomorrow right?" He asked.
"Yup. Are you going to watch?"
"I'll be there. I love watching the games. I'll make sure to cheer you on." He told me.
"Thanks."
"So you want to hang out in the common room?"
"Sure." I said.
We arrived at the castle and walked up to the portrait of the fat lady.
"Blubber Nit." Sirius and I said at the same time.
He helped through the portrait. What a gentlemen. Who would of thought that Sirius would ever be called a gentlemen? We walked over to the fireplace and took the couch the most close to it. We went back to random things again and it was nice. I told him things I haven't shared with anyone else.
After about two hours of Sirius and I talking, I realized that Lily and James weren't back yet. I hope Lily is having a good time. When we left it looked like her and James were getting along swell. James is probably having the time of his life. Lily is finally giving him the time of day.
"James!" I heard Lily shout.
I looked behind me and saw James with Lily in his arms bridal style. She was giggling her ass off. James had this huge cheeky grin. It was cute scene. James carried her over to the couch Sirius and I were sitting on. He sat down and positioned Lily in his lap. Lily put on the biggest smile I have ever seen. They are adorable. James kissed her nose. Awe! That is just so darn cute.
"Good day, Mate?" Sirius asked James.
"Not good. Bloody amazing." James answered.
"That's great!" I said.
"Amon, Its getting late. Lets go to bed."
It's only ten. Oh wait. She probably wants to stay up have the night telling me how great James is. I do want to know how the other half of their date went.
"Okay."
I started to take off Sirius's jacket to give it back to him.
"Keep it. It looks better on you."
"Alright. Night, Sirius." I told him as I got up the couch.
Lily gave James a kiss on the cheek and hopped off his lap. We started to walk up the steps when I heard…
"Wait."
I went back down to the bottom of the steps and Sirius ran over. He grabbed me around the waist and moved his body to as close to me as humanly possible. His head started to lean towards mine and our lips touched. Bloody Hell. Sirius is Kissing me. I put my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. It was amazing. I never imagine how good a kiss could feel. Never have I felt so tingly and special. I love this feeling. I can't believe I have been missing out on this.
I guess we had been kissing for quite some time because Lily cleared her throat and said.
"Break it up you two. You are scaring the first years."
I looked over Sirius's shoulder and saw a group of first years staring at us. That isn't weird. Creepers. I blushed. Sirius gave me a short little peck kiss.
"Good Night, Love." Sirius said.
I smiled and walked back up stairs. Lily was at the top smirking. We went into are room and squealed as soon as the door closed. We began to tell each other everything about what happened on the second half of the date. I eventually fell asleep.
"No, Sir. Please don't take him to the Muggles." I pleaded.
I was in Dumbledore's office.
"He will be safe their." Dumbledore responded.
"No he won't. I have dreamed about it. You are making a mistake." I told him.
"What should I do with him then?" He asked.
"Let me take him."
AN: Okay that last part was another dream Amon had. Hopefully you can guess who they are referring to. This is my first fanfiction. I hope you can excuse any grammar/spelling mistakes. Let me know what you think. This just the first chapter and more action will happen in the next. Please Review. Thanks.