EDIT 10/14/11 :

I am currently editing chapters of this fanfiction while simultaneously updating with new ones. Not much will change from what you see here, just grammar/ vocab errors.

Thank you~!

EDIT 3/12/12 :

I've ultimately decided to to put Volare on a hiatus. I have had a terrible writing block for some time and now as I am finally getting back into writing, I find that I'm not sure how to go about continuing Volare right now. I'm hoping to finally finish this fanfiction soon but I'll need some time.
I hope you all understand and thank you ever so much.

NeneluvxD

Bonjour! Thank you for taking the time to read this fic of mine! ^^

Warnings: Ghei. Very Ghei. Not so much in the first chapter but throughout the fic. There will also be hetero and girls-love (Yuri).

Notes: Mutter= Mother in German

Vater= Father in German

Alice=Belgium

Sohn= Son

Greece is sex= Flashback /Video watchingness / Talking in a different language

"Denmark, have my babies" = Dialogue

'Lithuania...' = Thoughts

From far away you could tell the couple was having a lover's spat.

The blonde sat on the park bench gripping his hair, while the woman with short light blonde hair stood with her arms crossed.

"Look Ludwig…I like you but… this is just not working out."

The blonde looked up with a confused look on his face that seemed to say 'Why?'

The woman narrowed her eyes and said," Oh don't give me that. You know why we are breaking up."

After the man failed to conjure any words after his now ex-girlfriend's sudden announcement she turned to walk away when he blurted out, "But we were in love!"

The woman gave him a sad smile and said," Ludwig…you were never in love with me. "She paused for a moment before saying the six words which would haunt him for the rest of his life.

"You were in love with him"

"Sohn! Ludwig! Wake up and come eat! You're a growing boy, ya know!"

Ludwig groaned after being woken up by his mutter's loud voice. Although sleeping is something he was definitely a fan of, dreams like that were not. He picked himself up out of the thousands of quilts his mutter had piled on him in the middle of the night and grabbed some random articles of clothing and put them on, while trying to get that awful dream out of his head. The delightful smell of Wurst filled the air and his mood brightened just a bit.

In the kitchen the German's mutter was laying out plates on the table where his vater was sitting reading a local newspaper. He assumed there wasn't much too read about especially since they are currently residing in the desolate town of Grangeville, Idaho. They'd moved here when Ludwig was about 10 years old. His parents had wanted to start a new life and make sure his older brother and him were given opportunities they may not have gotten back in Germany. His mutter smiled at Ludwig and beckoned for him to sit across from his vater. She soon dished out a mixture of American and German food onto the plates while humming a tune she'd probably made up.

The family then began to eat in silence until the older woman just happened to say,"Ludwig. We heard you thrashing around in your sleep last night. Are you feeling alright?" She asked while putting her calloused hand onto Ludwig's forehead. He then moved her hand away and grunted as an "ok". She sighed and continued to eat her food whilst his vater just snorted at him.

"Greta. Don't baby the boy." His father said while still reading his newspaper.

"I know Bertram… but I just wish they'd stop growing so fast."

After they'd finished eating Greta asked Ludwig to fix the television so she could watch one of those American award shows. And by 'fix' she really meant turn it on. Ludwig couldn't understand how his mother has lived in the United States for almost ten years and she still hasn't given an effort to do anything involving technology. He turned on her show and sat on the couch with a book while she patched up a sweater of Bertram's. He began to be immersed in the book when all of a sudden Greta gasped and said," Oh….now that is a very beautiful boy! Almost looks like a girl, right sohn?"

Ludwig glanced up and the screen and as soon as he realized who he was looking at he caught his breath.

It was him.

He was smiling an almost too perfect smile and waving as he walked down a red carpet. He had brownish red hair with a curl sticking out on one end. He talked to the interviewer in English but you could hear his slight Italian accent. Ludwig stared intently at the screen and gripped his book so hard he could have broken it in half. He excused himself from the living room and headed upstairs to his bedroom, where he locked the door after entering. He sat on the bed with his eyebrows furrowed and his heart beating fast. Way too fast for just seeing him on TV. Ludwig laid his back onto the bed and sighed.

'Will I ever get over…well…whatever the hell this is!'

He didn't want to call it a crush since that made him sound like a 13 year old girl. He also didn't want to call it an obsession since that made him sound like a stalker. And it was DEFINITELY not love. No...He couldn't be in love with someone he never met. He thought he was in love with Alice but she knew better apparently. Ludwig had no idea why he was so obsessed with this boy but he knew it wasn't healthy. He grabbed his laptop from his desk and typed in the two words that could melt his cold exterior anytime he heard them.

Feliciano Vargas.

Soon thousands of pictures and links came up and he began clicking on whatever he hadn't already looked at. You could say Ludwig knew everything about this Feliciano. He was an international supermodel and full Italian. He had an older brother who was also a model but with a complete opposite personality of Feliciano. His name was Lovino Vargas and he always seemed to have a frown on his face whereas Feliciano seemed to be smiling at all times. Feliciano was also 20 years old and was very compelling. He had a huge fan-base and he had even done acting gigs in famous movies too. His sexuality was always a hot topic and Ludwig found his stomach in knots whenever he read about how the Italian may be homosexual. Although, many of his female fans would disagree and swear he's straight since he acts very flirty toward girls. Ludwig knew his manager's name, his hairstylist's name, and even his personal assistant's name. He knew Feliciano's horoscope sign and his birthday. Ludwig knew that knowing this much about someone should definitely be considered creepy, but Ludwig swore that he was just fascinated with this man and that was it.

Ludwig had first found out about Feliciano from his ex-girlfriend, Alice. Alice would read her magazines nonstop and loved to tell Ludwig all the details from How to Satisfy Your Partner Better (which made Ludwig blush like no other), How Diet Soda isn't The Best Soda to Drink, and Who had a Fashion Faux Pas. One article she read to him was about a new up-and-coming model and Alice thought he was adorable.

So did Ludwig.

But, Ludwig would never admit that. No. But it wasn't until Ludwig found himself in that park with Alice that he really realized his feelings for Feliciano. First of all Ludwig always thought he was straight and believed he would marry a woman and have children one day, but when Feliciano stepped into the picture everything changed. He couldn't admit he was gay because although he was attracted to the male model, other men just didn't turn him on. He also couldn't believe his own girlfriend had picked up on his infatuation before him .

Ludwig kept glancing at the web links as he scrolled through them, looking for anything interesting, when he found something that made Ludwig widen his eyes. It was a video and Ludwig jammed his earplugs into his ears and pressed play.

'Today we have found out that supermodels Feliciano and Lovino Vargas are taking a break from modeling to spend time in their home country of Italy. They will be back and in action after about a year. The reason for their absence is as the boys' manager Francis Bonnefoy puts it is for "Family time". And that's all for today on-'

Ludwig put the video on pause and tapped his fingers lightly on his thigh. His brain was processing the information he had just heard about and coming up with a reasonable conclusion. His first thought was 'Whatever. Like I care what he does'. The second thought was 'Wait…No Feliciano for a damn year! What the hell!'. But his third thought was the one that really got the screws in Ludwig's brain working.

'I need to get to Italy…and soon'.

Teehee. Oh Germany. You lovesick bastard.

Oh and I've never been to Grangeville, Idaho So, sorry if I'm wrong! But I heard it was an agricultural town so yeah!

:D Please review if you do read this! I don't know if I should continue on… I had this great plan for this fic but I'm worried if no one will enjoy it! So please express your opinion!

Thank You

NeneluvXD