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Hating Potter.
From flashbacks, toast and a basket full of Chicken
Flashback
An eleven year old Lily Evans sat on a boat with three other boys; they had introduced them selves to her on the train. The first one was a messy black haired, brown eyed boy called James Potter. The second one was called Sirius Black; he had black hair and looked like James. You could've sworn they were brothers but Sirius had dark blue eyes. The third one was Remus Lupin.
"Hey Lily did you know that there's a giant quid in his lake?" James asked me. "A…a sq-Squid??" I replied while stuttering. "Yeah, if you're not careful it'll pull you in." He replied. Then suddenly I felt someone's hand on my back, I plunged into the lake. I had been pushed in or the squid had got me. I couldn't swim, I tried to swim but I just couldn't I was sinking to the bottom. All of a sudden I felt two big hands grab me it was Hagrid. I was freezing. Hagrid wrapped a blanket round me. "Th- thank y-you." I stuttered. I saw James Potter and his friends laughing. I yelled "POTTER IM GOING TO KILL YOU!!!!" My anger had taken over me. I lunged at him and my two hands wrapped around his throat, oh god I was strangling him I thought. I didn't stop though until Hagrid pulled me off.
End of Flashback
That was the day I swore I would always hate Potter. Until now, five years after I was Prefect while Potter was a Marauder. I refused to speak to him. He would always ask me out, ever since third year's ball
I hate you Potter, okay I will never like you. Do you understand me Potter? " I shouted Potter was in some sort of daze, he just stared at me. "Are you even listening to me? Bloody hell, there's no point in even talking to you, don't you have to go bully someone?" I asked. "Sorry, what did you say Lil?" Potter asked. "Don't call me Lil, I am Evans to you remember Potter?" I yelled. What is wrong with me, why am I yelling so much and why the hell am I just standing here looking at him? "Walk away Lily now before he say's something you don't want to hear. I ran for the portrait hole. Yes I made it without him following. I could hear someone breathing. I just stood, with my wand in my hand. Than it hit me, the damn Git was BEHIND ME. "What the bloody hell are you doing POTTER?" I practically screamed.
"What on earth is going on here Miss Evans and Miss Dawn?" Professor McGonagall asked. "I err…I just was…um." I said. What the hell, I normally come up with excuses, what just happened? God, I am so confused. "Professor McGonagall I was just checking on Lily because she just had an argument with James." Tara Dawn exclaimed. Tara was my best friend, she was a half-blood. She had dark black hair down to her waist and stunning dark blue eyes. She was about 5"9. Tara was James Potter's cousin. I don't how but she just was. Her mother was related to the Potter's. "Okay Miss Dawn, if Miss Evans isn't feeling too good than send her too the hospital wing. I trust you Miss Dawn to take care of Miss Evans today." Professor McGonagall replied.
Oh damn, I just screamed at my best friend. I might as well just slap her. "Tara I am so sorry, I honestly didn't know you were behind me." I said. "It's okay Lil, you didn't know. No one a help that. Come on now I am starving I missed dinner, I was doing our transfiguration homework, you know the one which you have to explain the process of turning a chair into an owl." Tara said. "Okay." I replied. She was my best friend and I owe it to her, Tara is shy and is a quiet girl who sits in the library reading mostly. One you get to know her she is quite loud. The one thing that is different between most girls and Tara she has the appetite of an elephant, but has the body of a supermodel. Tara has the waist, legs and height she only lacks the chest size. But Tara doesn't care. She isn't modest either. She accepts the way she looks and is happy about it. Tara sat on the Gryffindor common room floor and rummaged through the basket of food the house elves had kindly packed for her. She picked up a giant chicken leg and took a hug bite of it. "Tara that is disgusting, really it is!" I said queasily. "Its jut oo am nasty ilee!" She replied back with food in her mouth. Oh god, I am best friends with a girl Sirius. Tara had a huge crush on him. In ways she and Sirius were both very similar. Tara was too shy to say anything. I just told her when you're ready just tell him.
After Tara finished her food we both decided to go to sleep. I got my nightdress on and watched Tara flung on her brothers old Hexes t-shirt and dived into her bed. I lay onto my soft mattress and I drifted into a beautiful dream. Hey wait did I just say beautiful, GOD NO it was stupid. It contained James in it. Potter I mean. I sat in a park and held a sleeping baby in my hands and then Potter walked up to me and told me it will be okay, he was here to protect me and always will be. James then told me he loved me and our son. James then caught my chin with his soft hand and pulled me into a passionate kiss. I had just started to taste the soft, sweet kiss when TARA DAWN woke me up. Oh damn, it sounds like I was enjoying the dream well I wasn't. Okay!I trudged down to charms with my bag slung over my shoulder and a piece of toast in my hand and my wand in my right. All of a sudden I crashed into someone. My toast slammed into his robe and my wand fell out onto the floor. I then looked up and saw it was James, oh go his eyes were so beautiful. They were a soft chocolate brown colour. They glowed wonderfully. I shook myself out of it and told myself it's Potter the one who haunts you when you're awake and now when you're bloody asleep, the one you admire, love and cherish. Wait did I just say admire, love and cherish. Like I Lily Evans can fall in love with Potter. But you know you do, look deep down in your heart and it will tell you. A voice said, wait a voice!?
"I am so going crazy!" I said not thinking that Potter is in front of me with toast stuck to him. "Crazy, yes you are Lily and here's you're toast" He replied pulling the piece of toast off of his robe and handing it to me casually. "I err…thanks" I stuttered and blushed a deep crimson. Oh god did I just stutter and on top of it all I blushed! "Oi Prongs come on we are late, Professor Flit wick is going off his rocker." Sirius yelled. "Ill see you later then Lily" James said coolly and walked away leaving me Lily Evans completely lovesick. "Bye, then James" I replied. AHHHH!!! I just said James. I said my damn enemy's name!!!! I have finally gone mad. That's it I am going to the hospital wing NOW!