green and blue scrutiny
prickly sweat encases you.
he shakes his head as if he had a clue.
'claireclaireclaire, what happened to you. '
you peek through a dingy unevenly cut curtain.
[no cam, there was never a claire. only me.]
tweakcrankmethcrystal.
all the same
clear blue pools
demolished by the monster
pools now turned murky and opaque
milky skin now bruised
tinged violet
.
[you look like a fucking fairy.]
stars dotting your vision
bright lights
you can see the galaxy now
enveloping you in a snug embrace
you're flying
trying to greedily find that familiar
heat
only to crash and fall inthecold.
.
spiraling
downward
rolling your tongue
savoring the taste
of that
drug induced kiss
massie rolling in her grave
gonegonegone
cam[gone]
massie[gone;dead]
layne[gone]
claire[gone]
.
blame josh
blame derrick fucking harrington
blame massie
for the crashandfall
of a monster
ok no at this. i tried though loool.