I could say that I know what I am doing. But that would have been a lie. I am totally out of my depth here. I have so many things to tell you. I don't know where to start. So maybe I should just stop beating around the bush and just come out of it. But I am so not strong and so not prepared for what is going to happen next. And that's the only thing stopping me to tell you what's on my mind. I am just going to take a leap of faith here and tell you.
I think I am in love with you. Don't look so shocked and scared 'cause I know. I know I am not the ideal person for you. I am not the type you would go for. I am nothing like anyone you ever wanted. I just can't help it. You are just so—you. Everything you do, I just can't help but marvel at everything that is you. And I am so blessed to have you in my life. You are the only person who gets me, my best friend.
You see me for who I am. Not the heir of the Noble and Most Ancient House of Black, not the school prankster, not the supposed cassanova of Gryffindor, just me. You know how I am afraid of the cold and how I cringe from unwanted human contacts. And you know the reasons behind it and still don't hate me. You are the ever patient and ever indulgent Moony.
I don't even know when I fell for you. Maybe the day we talked all night and I told you all my fears. All about my family. All my problems. And you listened. And when I got to know about your little problem, I wondered again how small my problems seem before you. And yet you embraced your life and even made my life better. I was so proud of you. I think I always knew what you were to me. But you know when I fell for you? When you were doing the things that makes you, you. When you become so engrossed in a book that you don't hear the outside world, I fall for you. When you crave chocolate the day before and after your transformation and basically any day in between, I fall for you a little more. When you lie in the hospital after your transformation is over, so vulnerable, I can't help but wish that I could make it all better for you. Moony, I am in love with you.