Why?
There's one thing I never really understood. Even with everything I have, it seems that I cannot understand the love between Clark and Lana.
I give her everything she would desire, I have all the luxury, but it seems it's never enough. Everyday when I look at her, hold her, I always see a part of her that isn't truly there. That part is always with Clark. She'll always love him, and she still does.
Sometimes I wonder if she truly does love me, or if I'm just the rebound guy. Sometimes I can see in her eyes the regret. Sometimes when I hold her, she'll close her eyes for a moment; when she opens them and sees me…I can tell it wasn't me she was thinking of.
I don't know how he does it. Clark always has everything I ever wanted. Even though I married Lana, he still has her. He has the family and friends that loves him, everyone seems to like him, and he has Lana's love. The one thing I want the most.
Even with the baby, I know she wishes it was his; it sometimes pains me to see her this way. Looking back at Clark and the life she could have had. I want her to look at the future, but she looks at the past. She'll never let go, even if she says she did.
I don't know how many times Clark hurt Lana – emotionally- yet she still loves him. How many times, did he lie or held secrets from Lana? Again, she always turns to him. I was always there for her when she had no one to talk to. Yet, she always seems to go back to Clark.
Sometimes I wonder why Lana is even with me; her love for Clark goes beyond anything she feels for me. All I ask from her is her love and no regrets… is that too much to ask?
Can I ever solve this mystery? Can Lana ever get over Clark?
THE END.
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One shot; it's about how Lex feels on the whole CLANA fiasco.
I feel this what Lex sometimes wonder. When I look at his character… I see the friendship he used to have with Clark, and how much he tried to be like the good person Clark was; all of that was to get people to love him…
At the end he simply couldn't do it, so he does it the Luthor way. Gain peoples supposed "love" with money and power.
I don't think Lana truly loves him the way he wants, maybe as a friend, but besides that no. I'm sure she's also memorized by all the money he has and all the things he can do – help her friends when they need help – but I see no deep feelings for him.
"shrug"
I thought it would be interesting to write a short "point of view" about all of this.
Sorry if there's errors. Thanks for reading AND I do appreciate feed back.
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