Behind blue eyes

Okay this is my first thing on here ever so please be nice if you give me flames im going to hunt you down and slit your throat but I do except constructive criticism.

Warnings: this is a yaoi fic which means boyxboy so if you don't like it push that little back button up there. Oh yeah and in like a chapter theirs is going to be a lemon in every one almost except the first 2 I think!!

Summery: Au fic!! Gaara is a lonely 16 year old living with his family then he meets someone special and things start to happen!! Gaara is uke sasuke is seme and so isn't naruto!

I don't own naruto if I did you would no because there would be lots of hot make out sessions between the male characters!! So don't sue me I own nothing but a penny so if you sue me that's what you'll get a penny and a stalker!!

Let the story begin!!...

I got up out of my bed with a sigh, and got ready for school. When I walked down the stairs I giggled. (You read right I gaara did giggle) quiet loudly might I add at the sight before me. Tamari was asleep on the floor sucking her thumb. She got up and looked around finally noticing laughing my ass off and gave me a confused look. At that I burst out laughing. "HAHAHA you have drool all over you oni-chan!!" I said happily. She wiped off her mouth embarrassed and said "oh, hehehe uhh gaara do you need a ride to school dad already left!" she said straightening out her clothes. "No since it's my first I'm going to get a better view of konoha!" I said and started off in a random direction. "Wait a minuet!!" I said and ran back into the house. I opened the door and saw a smirking tamari. "Forget something gaara?" she said. "Ummm ya… how do you get there because I have no idea?" I said. "Come on you dork I'll take you. I have to take kankuro anyway!" She said playfully ruffling my hair.

I smiled and went to wake up kankuro. "Hmm ya I'll be their in a minuet" he said and pulled the covers over his head. I sighed. "KANKURO GET YOUR LAZY ASS UP NOW!!!!" I shouted by his ear."AHHHHHHHHHH!!" he screamed and fell out of bed. He sat up and looked at me stupidly. "Come on kankuro its time to get to school." I said grabbing his foot at a pathetic attempt to drag him down the steps. "Okay okay." He said swatting me away like a fly. I walked down stairs and sat on the couch. And finally the panic set in.

"Ahhhhhh!!!" I screamed and tamari came running into the room with a spoon slashing it around like a sword saying." Gaara are you okay is something wrong is someone trying to hurt you??" she said still slashing the spoon. Then she accidentally smacked kankuro in the face with it. "Tamari I'm worried I mean what if everybody hates me like at my last school?" I said worrying. "Well then its time to put plan k.y.a.g.b into action." She said smiling softly.

k.y.a.g.b what the hell does that mean??

"k.y.a.g.b?" I said in a questioning tone. "Yeah k.y.a.g.b kiss your ass good bye!!" she said smiling playfully. I smiled and laughed with her, she always knows how to make me feel better.

in the car

"Come on gaara don't worry about it being your first day here I'm sure you'll make plenty of friends and meet a lot of hot guys here." She said smiling then giggling like a fan girl. I blushed and put my head against the window and sighed when I felt the cool air touch my face. "We are here have a good day and try to make friends you two." She and drove off to her job leaving me and kankuro standing on the side walk like lost puppies. "Hey are you two okay?" said a voice behind us. I turned around and was staring at either a girl with a really flat chest or the most grisliest guy ever. "Hi, im haku and a guy if your wondering!!!" he said smiling.

Oh my I didn't think any one could speak in 3 exclamation marks!

The next thing I know I was thrown to the ground by a body slamming into mine. Said body got off of me and I just kind of laid there in a daze. "Wow gaara I'm so happy you finally come to visit me and actually stay!!" said a voice.

Oh mo that can't be……NARUTO!!

I jumped up and flung my arms around him with a girly squeal. "naruto!!!!!!!" I hugged him tight which seemed to surprise him. " wow gaara your a lot then what you used to be like when I met you in suna!!" he said hugging me back, I smiled and let go of him and around and slammed right into to somebody. I look up and saw a shadow of what looked like a cockatoo. "Cockatoo??" I said out loud and in response I heard naruto and kankuro laughing. "HAHAHAHA…CACKATOO...HAHAHAHAHAHAHA SAUKE-TEME YOU'RE A EMO COCKATOO!!" naruto said laughing so hard he was crying. I looked closer and gasped.

Holy fucking shit!! Damn is he hot!

He is so unbelievably perfect!!

He reached out a hand and helped me up. I blushed almost as red as my hair. "Be careful there kid wouldn't want anything to happen to you." He said smiling. I blushed even darker and murmured a thank you and hurried to my homeroom class.

"Umm hi!" I said quietly. Everyone looked at me blankly except for naruto who was waving his arms around wildly. "gaara, over here sit by me!!" he said. I nodded my head and smiled little but didn't get too far because the teacher stopped me. "Tell us a little about your self!" "Umm my name is umm it's umm."

Oh shit I forgot my name!!

"Gaara!" I was snapped out of my thoughts by naruto who stared at me a minuet. "Oh umm yay my name is gaara and ummmmmmmmm I just moved here from suna and that's about it" I said and blushing and sat quickly down beside naruto. I looked around me and sighed in relief that no one was looking at me. "Hey gaara want to hang out after school?" naruto whispered softly to me. "Sure!" I said

Anything to stay away from HIM!

I shivered slightly. "Mr. Sabaku are you cold?" asked Mr. Hatake.
Huh, no not at all!" I said blushing. The rest of the class was uneventful. Naruto just kept throwing paper at me. After class I went into the hallway and bumped into and fell on top of someone……again. I looked down and blushed really red.

Oh man I fell on him again im sorry sasuke!!

"umm gaara are you going to get off of him anytime soon??" I heard naruto say. I blushed and l sat up and got off of him. "Sorry sasuke!" I squeaked and turned to run but was stopped by someone tugging on my arm. I turned around to see sasuke smirking." you know gaara we have to stop meeting like this" he said. I cold feel his hot breath on my neck as he spoke. "People are going to get suspicious, no?" he said tightening his grip. My heart was so much I was afraid it would burst from my chest. He let go of my arm and walked away and right as turned the he stopped and looked at me. "You know we should hang out sometime." He winked and disappeared around the corner. "Ooooo gaara!! Was sasuke uchiha the hottest senior in high school just talking to you a junior?" I jumped at the voice. "Holy shit kankuro you scared the crap out of me!!" I said catching my breath... "Alright. Hey have you had a good day so far gaara?" he asked."Ehh it was an okay day so far." I said blushing then walked into my next class and sat down beside a girl with short brown hair and white eyes. "h-hi I'm h-hinata!" she said softly holding out her hand. I reached out and shook it. "I'm gaara!" I said smiling. "I know my cousin neji is in charge of all the new people!" she said quietly. The teacher walked in and we started class. At lunch I looked around trying to find naruto but instead found sasuke waving me over.

Oh my gosh what does he want??

I looked around again to see if I could find naruto again then sighed. I walked over to sasuke trying hard not to trip and make a fool of myself. "Umm hi!" I said softly. He smirked and said "come on gaara I won't bite……unless you want me to!!" he said with his smirk never leaving his face. I felt my face burn brightly. He noticed my blush and patted the seat beside him .I slowly sat down and noticed that it was just me and him at the big table... as I looked around the table sasuke continued to talk to me while he ate. Then naruto came over and sat down. "Hey gaara why are you sitting with sasuke-teme?" He said. "Uhh i...i was." You weren't here yet so I called him over to sit with me." Sasuke said finishing for me. "well I don't trust you so we are all going to sit here!" naruto said protectively. I looked at sasuke and he looked ready to rip narutos head off. Then hinata and 12 other people came and sat down with us.

"SASUKE WHY ARE YOU HANGING OUT WITH THESE LOSERS???" said a shrill voice. I looked behind me to see a girl with long brown hair and hate in her eyes. "Kin??" I shouted. This seemed to startle everyone because I even felt sasuke jump. "Fag boy, what're you doing here?" she yelled. "Kin shut up god do you have to so fucking loud?" sasuke yelled... "Sasuke I repeat why are you hanging out with these freaks?" she said pointing at me." Gaara is my friend and his friends are my friends so I suggest you back off bitch got it!" he roared. I blushed at sasuke standing up for me. She stared at him in disbelief then stormed back off to her preppy table. "Thank you," I whispered to him.

OH MY GOD he stood up for me.

Inner gaara: does a little dance yahoo.

But since im so sophisticated I sufficed with a quiet "wooh!" Everyone turned and looked at me weirdly. I blushed darkly and looked away. After that we all just hung out together talking and laughing about random things. When school was over naruto came up to me and said. "Uhh sorry gaara I sorta forgot but I already had plans for today so how bout another time?" he said smiling sadly. "It's okay naruto!" I said smiling at him. He turned and left and kankuro came up behind me smiling. "Ready to get home?" he said. I laughed dryly and said. "Yep I can't wait!!" (Note the sarcasm)

We walked down the road to our house and I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw my dads truck in the drive way. "Its okay gaara I won't let him hurt you okay I'll walk in front of you and we will walk straight to your room okay?" he said. I nodded my head slowly and began walking behind him. We were almost to my room when someone grabbed the back of my shirt and flung me into the wall. "gaara!!" I heard kankuro shout. I opened my eyes and saw kankuro he looked scared. " gaara I didn't get to see you off this morning so now I'm going make it hurt even worse." My father hissed by my ear. I could smell the alcohol on his breath and I shivered knowing what was to come. "Please dad doesn't!!" I cried out. I saw his foot lift up and watched as it descended slowly onto my chest. He kicked me over and over again. I cried out at each kick and my father just laughed. Then he lifted his foot up again and brought it down on my head extremely hard then everything went black!

Ohmygodthestoryisdoneonthischapter!!

Hi!! I hoped you like it! It was my first one so please review and ill put another one up!!