Hello!, I'm Shaymeon Ivashkov and I'm going to be taking over this story. The original author was Purple Scorpion. I'm gonna start it off from Chapter 12: Good To Be Girls. And follow through with the story, This chapter is Edward's POV.

Disclaimer: Nope, I don't own Twilight. That belongs to Stephanie Meyer. Or this plot, that was Purple Scorpion. Originally. But now it's mine. But overall, Stephanie Meyer, owns the adorable Vampire Baby Edward. I'm just playing in this world.

Enjoy!

Chapter 13: What Edward Thinks


Previously on ' My Baby Forever'

Alice came up to me then and silently asked for Edward. Confused, I handed him to her and although he was fussy about it, he unwillingly went to her. She then turned and handed him to Carlisle.

"Sorry Edward, but I think it's time for us girl's to have some real girls time. I think it's best if you go with the guys and have some guy time with them for now." Alice explained. Edward looked at me and immediately started crying. Loudly.

"AHH! BEWA! I WAN BEWA! AHHHH!" He started to wail, pushing at Carlisle's arms to get to me. We all tried to comfort him, telling him that he couldn't come with me.

"Edward…Edward. Please stop crying." I grabbed him from Carlisle and gently bounced him, whispering him with soothing words. He cried into my shoulder while the others continued to calm him. I sat down at one of the benches and held him there. I waited till the crying subsided and then I faced him towards me.

"Edward. You need to understand that you can't always be around me. You need to spend time with your other family members. Do you understand?" I asked him, as I wiped his face with his towel. Rosalie handed me a tissue and I let him blow his nose.

"I-I wan wu, B-B-Bewa." He said brokenly, tiny sobs coming from him. I held him tightly and rubbed his back.

" I know, sweetie. I know." I told him. Truthfully, I didn't want to leave him neither.

"Edward," Alice said, sitting besides us as she laid a hand on his back.

" Bella and us girls need to go to a salon because Bella really needs to fix herself up. Look at her hair. Also, she'll be able to relax and she definitely needs that after the figh-flight of stairs she fell down earlier. Do you want Bella to feel better?"

Edward took a peek at me and after a moment, nodded his head.

"Good. Also, you should spend more time with the guys. You haven't spent much time with Carlisle or Jasper. You should let them have this time." Alice added.

After much thought, Edward slowly moved from me and gave me a small sad look. " I sowy Bewa." he said, not meeting my eyes.

"It's okay, Edward. I understand." I told him, giving him a smile. He gave me a kiss on the cheek before turning and raising his arms toward Carlisle.

" Okay, up you go." Carlisle said as carried Edward in his arms. Edward held onto Carlisle's neck and looked at me, still looking sad.

"Bye Bewa." Edward said, waving at me as the guys left.

" I'll see you soon. I promise." I called to him, waving at him back. I felt my throat close up as Edward's tiny figure slowly disappeared. I missed him already.

"Don't worry. I miss him too." Esme whispered to me, putting an arm around me. I nodded and us girls went to the salon.

The people greeted us and immediately took us in as soon as Alice showed them her black unlimited credit card. Rosalie and Esme went to get their nails done, while Alice took me to get my hair done.

"Honey, what happened to your hair!" One of the hairstylist named 'David' squealed as Alice took it out of its bun.

"She was the one who was in the cat fight at Bloomingdale's." Alice explained. David looked at me with a surprised look, but then smiled.

"Ooh…I heard about you. You did a fine job against the other gal. I saw her being dragged away and whoo! She was a mess! Her friends-two girls and a boy- left with her." he told me. I was relieved that I wouldn't have to worry about bumping into Jessica or Mike today.

"So what are we doing today?' David asked, fingering a strand of my hair.

"Her hair is currently dark brown with auburn highlights in a long layered look, but I was thinking about changing it to a medium brown with red on top and black brown underneath." Alice instructed him.

"Oh, that would look nice! I can tell that she can match any hair color-even blonde! So do you want to change the style or keep it layered?" David asked.

"I want you to give it waves and make sure there's a shine afterward." Alice told him. He nodded and quickly started. I was startled when felt someone grab my feet and looked to see someone massaging it.

"Don't worry, Bella. Just relax." Alice assured me. I gave her a smile and closed my eyes as they put cucumbers on my eyes. I relaxed and cleared everything in my mind, thinking about only Edward.

I hated to admit it- and I'll deny it if anyone, especially Alice, found out- but I'm really glad that we went to the

Mall of America.

Thank you, Alice.

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Edwards POV

"I wan Bewa!"

I crossed my arms as I pouted at my Dada.

Bella left a while ago with Momma, Alice and Rose and left the guys to watch over me. I was okay with Dada, but I wasn't too sure about Tweedledee and Tweedledum over there.

When I first woke up, I of course noticed many changes. For one thing, I was no longer a 108-year old vampire, but a baby. The world around me looked so different, so BIG!

I could still feel the 108-year old in me when it came to my comprehension and grammar, but for some reason, I couldn't recall anything about being a vampire.

I knew that I used to be a vampire and that my family-minus Bella- were vampires also, but I just couldn't remember actually being one. I was pretty sure it was because my new baby instincts were now overriding everything that was the old me.

For instance, even though I could think with correct grammar, my baby genes made it hard for me to express the thoughts out loud. I guess my young brain couldn't quite connect to my mouth yet. That's why my words came out the way they do-all mushed up and confusing.

It's also the reason why I try to talk in short and less complicated sentences. But of course, I did find myself speaking a bit old once in a while.

What also changed was my perspective in this life. Instead of seeing this world as dark and complicated, I saw it as light and carefree.

Even my feelings had changed- I was just so happy all the time-when I wasn't crying- and didn't care about the bad stuff happening around me. I just wanted to have fun!

I saw my family a bit differently too. Of course, Carlisle and Esme were and always will be my parents, but now I saw them as a real momma and Dada.

It's was like instead of also being their friend, I was just their baby son and they were my parents who protected and loved me and would do everything for me like feed me, change me….just taking care of me.

Alice and Rosalie were always my sisters, but now it felt like they were really my true sisters. Same goes for my brothers Emmett and Jasper.

As for Bella…nothing changed much. I still loved her times a million, but since I was a baby, my instincts told me that I was too young to comprehend the true love between mates. So as a baby, I loved her as my bestest friend ever and also as another mother-figure.

I loved Bella so much that I hated being away from her. I made me feel lonely and sad. Since I was a baby, when I feel that way I couldn't help but cry. It's just what babies do; we're too young to know anything else. Besides, it's the fastest way to get a person's attention. My love for Bella was so tremendous that it overflowed my heart.

Even though there were perks to being a baby- sleeping, not worrying about hurting Bella all the time, getting Emmett in trouble and him not being able to get back at me- there were the downfalls as well- having to take naps, having to be careful or I'll hurt myself, and the diaper changing. But those are the things you have to deal with when you're a baby.

All in all…I liked being a baby. It was a nice break from being a vampire.

"Edward…" Dada said, tiredly. "Bella needs time to just be with the girls for a while. She deserves some pampering and relaxation, don't you think?" He asked, gently. I frowned as I knew he was right, but it didn't mean that I had to like it.

When Bella first left to find the jacket Alice wanted, I didn't put up much of a fight because I knew she would be back in a few minutes

How hard would it be to find one jacket?

But after a while, Bella still didn't come back. I wanted to get someone's attention so I could ask them if they knew where she was and if she was okay. But since I was a baby, it would probably be weird for me to directly ask a person like a normal adult would. So the only option I had was to cry.

I started crying loudly, wailing for Bella. The people who worked there didn't know what to do. One lady carried me while the others were either trying to comfort me or trying to figure out what set me off.

I just kept crying, ignoring their comforting words, as I continued to call for Bella. After a few minutes of this, I was getting ready to give up until I saw momma come up to us and told them that she was my mother. She cradled me as she said this. Her familiar arms calmed me down and I eventually stopped crying.

When the employees saw her ID and proof that I was indeed her son, they shared a few words with momma and cooed at me once more before they left.

I expected momma to bring me to Bella, but she just put me down and started to reach for my toys, playing with me. I asked her where Bella was and what was taking her so long and momma just told me that Bella was having a hard time finding the jacket Alice wanted.

I scowled at that but it immediately disappeared as I saw Rose coming towards us. Surely she knew where Bella was. But when I asked her, she gave me the same answer that momma did. I knew something was up and I was going to ask again, but then my stomach growled and when I saw ice cream coming my way…well, all rational thoughts left my head and went straight to my belly.

I did eventually see Bella again and though I knew that she was lying about what happened to her earlier-I highly doubt she fell down the stairs-I let it go and just reveled in her warmth and comforting arms.

Of course that didn't last long and now I'm stuck here with Dada, Idiot 1 and Idiot 2 while the girls are having their 'girl time'. I missed Bella but I knew that I had to give her time to herself. Like I said before, even though it was the right thing too do, it didn't mean I had to like it.

"Edward?" Dada asked again. I realized I didn't I answer his previous question. I pouted at him but nodded my head. He smiled at me and kissed my forehead. " Good boy." I giggled at him and started to pull on his hair.

The only ones I didn't get to spend much time with was Dada and Jasper. As for Emmett…maybe some time away from him might do me some good.

" Okay, now that Eddie's-" I glared at Emmett.

" No call me 'Eddie'!" I snapped at him. He just gave me an innocent smile and ignored me, continuing with what he was saying.

I sighed and put my head on Dada's shoulder while playing with his tie. He chuckled and patted my back as he followed Jasper and Emmett to god knows where.

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It turns out the place we ended up going to wasn't that bad. Emmett thought it would be a good idea if we went somewhere that I would like. So we arrived to this inside playground! There was a inside ball pit too. And
Games and trains, with cars you could ride and drive in. They even had a roller coaster! And this huge long purple slide. I think Emmett just wanted to come here and needed an excuse. But I'm not complaining, and couldn't help my amazed oohs and ahh's.

We walked through the entrance and Emmett saw the bumper cars when he started jumping up and down. Jasper just starred at him and then looked away when people started to stare.

" Dad, Dad, Dad! We have to get on those" Emmett declared looking at the bumper cars again. He had a huge grin on his face. I looked to Jasper and he just shook his head, but I saw the excitement in his eyes.

" Emmett, keep it down" Dada said and cast a disapproving look to him. He pouted and looked to a 3 year old who was crying behind his mommy's leg. He huffed and followed us as Dada paid for our entrance.

I giggled at his expression, which turned out into a full-out laughing session. He turned looking amused at me.

" you think I'm Funny do you?" He asked smiling as he took me from Dada's arms and threw me in the air.

I squealed as he caught me back in his arms and tickled me. I started laughing some more as he continued to tickle me, and continued the throw me-catch me in the air thing.

" Em-my... no-o-o mo-rr-e" I laughed as I tried to catch my breathe. He stopped, still grinning at me.

" still think I'm Funny?" He asked angling his hand, as he was about to tickle me some more.

I put my hand on my chin pretending to think. " yea-" I started but before I could finish he started tickling me again.

" o..k..- Em-my okkk" I yelled with he continued to tickled me. I saw Jasper grinning at me. O no! He's helping.

He stopped and ruffled my hair. " ok squirt. But what's the magic words..?" he trailed off, smiling at me

I shrugged my shoulders, but before he could continue with his 'tickling Game'. Dada came over.

He chuckled " alright boys, I think that's enough" Dada said a small smile on his lips. I stuck my tongue out at Emmett and Jasper reaching for Dada. He chuckled and picked me up into his arms.

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It was about an hour later, when Bella, Alice and Rose showed up. Me and Emmett were playing inside the jungle gym when I say Bella through the window. I started jumping up and down in the balls pointing to them.

" Bewa, bewa. Looks Emmett, it's bewa!" I exclaimed as Bella and Rose made their way over to us. Bella smiled when she saw me and went to pick me up. I literally jumped into her arms. She chuckled. And kissed my forehead.

" I miss you" I said laying my head on her chest. She hugged me closer to her running a hand through me hair.

" I missed you too" she said " Did you have fun?" Bella asked as I lifted my head up to her. I nodded, playing with a strand of her hair.

" I pay in balls. Uks, slide! And Emmy, ept tikin me" I told her pouting, but being a baby it came out in baby talk. But, I think she got what I was saying.

" ooh, so Emmett kept tickling you?" she asked and blew bubbles on my stomach. I squealed and started laughing. She smiled and started tickling me on my stomach again. I laughed trying to get away from her.

Finally she stopped and I laid my head on her shoulder yawning. She rubbed my back kissing my head again as I rubbed my eyes. I didn't want to go to sleep. So I started whining. She might leave again.

" shh, it's okay don't cry. Just go to sleep, I'm not leaving" Bella cooed to me rocking me slightly. I couldn't hold in my yawn as I pouted and laid my head on her shoulder wrapping my arms around her neck.

She chuckled quietly and kissed my hand that was on her cheek. I yawned again and knew I couldn't fight it anymore. " otay" I mumbled as I snuggled closer to her and soon fell asleep.

" sleep tight Edward. I'm right here" I heard Bella say as she kissed my head again.

I smiled as I drifted off to sleep. This was a nice change. And I was liking it. For now.


Sorry it's kinda short! But, I promise the next chapter will be better and longer. Review and let me know what you think!