Hello! Some late night insomnia. Gotta love it... Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing...
The Mind
Why can't I ever fall asleep? Why do I always lay awake as my mind races, thinking of everything and nothing at once? My body screams in protest, exhausted from the long days and sleepless nights, yet I can do nothing... I crack open an eye and stare at the red lettering. 4:19 Am. I cringe thinking about how late it is to be up.
But isn't it an enigma in itself to consider 4:19 Am late? It's so early in the morning yet it's still considered late because one has not yet fallen asleep. People often don't consider anything a new day until after they've slept.
That is unless they are purposely staying awake for some unknown reason, depriving their poor bodies of the much needed sleep. Like mine. Drat. My mind has yet again wandered off onto meaningless topics when all I wish to do is sleep.
Why? Why?!?! All I want is to drift off into the peaceful abyss yet my mind thinks of the word abyss and makes me think of many things. Like for instance that one time when I was younger and saw that guy on TV try to jump a canyon. Kinda reminds me of an abyss. He was just flying through the air. Like a seagull...
When was the last time I had been to the beach? Felt the warm sand and cool waters? Chased seagulls and had an ice cream. Wow. I really wish I could go to the beach instead of being cooped up here.
Ah! I'm cooped here because I need to sleep!!!! Stop stop stop stop stop!!!!! Stop thinking!! Alright. I'll think of a white void. Nothingness. A blankness... Kinda like a sheet of paper before someone writes on it. Or draws a picture. Maybe inks it after and posts it for all to see. That could be cool. Hm... Cool like the snow? I could make a snowman outta snow... Give it a carrot nose and everything. If I had left over carrots I could...
Hey! Wait a minute! I'm thinking again... Brain... If only you knew how much I can hate you at time. Fine. You win. I'll just think about everything and never sleep and then you'll be sorry. I'll think about planes or carpet lint. Your choice... Perhaps I'll... Maybe think... Flying...
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I'll leave it up to you who you think I was writing about. I had Duo in mind but if you think it fits someone else better, go with it. Kinda random but it's all good.