ALONE TIME

CHAPTER 1

Hi my name is Alice and this is my first fan fiction ever :) It will only be a short one because I'm experimenting a bit but soon should do longer stories maybe involving my favourite twilight characters(Alice and jasper).

DISCLAIMER:All characters and plot belong to Stephenie Meyer

Melanie

I felt her absence as soon as she left my so long i have moaned and groaned about her ,but now I can tell that i would do anything for her to come back because as strange as it sounds i didn't feel whole without her.

"Wanda Wanda Wanda"I tried to call her with the mind connection we shared but deep down I knew it was useless.I felt like an empty shell i would never be able to live without her what was I going to do about Ian,he loved her so much maybe even more than me and I knew she loved him to I would keep my promise I would look after Ian. I would make sure that he was safe but I didn't love him and he wouldn't love me even though I wore Wanda's body.I was so caught up in my musings that at first I didn't notice the voices and the slightly familiar peppermint aroma.

"Right Doc I used the awake now what"I knew that voice it brought so many memories to my mind ,hiding in the cave with Jamie. Him kissing me for the first time I can even remember he taste and smell,I remember all the awkward conversations we had.

"Why do you act so careful around me Jared "he looked awkward as if he really didn't want talk about this his sparkling eyes were looking at the floor as if ashamed of himself I wish he wouldnt because I love his eyes,I loved the way they could tell exactly what I was thinking. He was wearing an old shirt because we hadn't been able to get any new clothes recently so his well formed muscles were showing through the holes in the navy blue cotton.

"I'm not"he looked eyes wide as if in shock but he knew that was a lie

"You so do you act all sweet when we kiss"I said in a seductive voice"but you act like you don't even like me"I moved towards him I reached him I placed my hands on his rock hard chest"Why won't you make love to me?"

"Mel..I..just"

I stepped back and I felt tears pool in my eyes,he didn't want me I felt like a fool I turned around and wiped my eyes with the back of my hand for the falling tears.I sniffled "you know I thought I loved you "I gave a humorless chuckle "and I thought you loved me .Stupid me."

From out of nowhere I felt big strong hands on my shoulders and twist me crushed his lips to tongue pressed along the crease on my lips and my lips opened in response to this his tongue messaged mine for a few minutes before we both broke apart to gasp for breath. He held my face in between his two hands and looked into my eyes "I never stop loving you .You stupid woman."

I gave him my best grin and pressed my lips to his once more.

Yes I knew that voice extremely well,he was my love my life my Jared.

"Wait she will come round when she's ready"This voice was also familiar it belonged to a very kind and thoughtful doctor but when I get my hands around his neck he won't be thoughtful and kind then because he will be let Wanda kill herself he helped her oh he was most certainly dead.

I felt angry tears run down the sides of my dirty face and it seemed that Jared noticed.

"Doc look she's crying, can you hear me baby girl?"

My eyes flew open searching for the face behind the voice I found it ,tanned and gold flecked eyes that sparkled when the light hit them and lips that could make me melt but as much as I was thrilled to see him I couldn't get past the hatred of what these two men did to Wanda ,my friend,my sister"you"I said pointing at Doc.I started forward coming so close that are our chests were touching.I looked up at him and said in the most livid way possible"Why did you do it?".

He put his hands up"she asked m......."I shoved his chest ,he thought he'd change tactics"I love her like I love any other human here, Mel I wouldnt have Done it but she asked me." I wasn't having any of that crap if he truly loved her he never would have let her give up her life.

"Whatever you could have stopped her you didn't have to agree with her. It was for all your selfish reasons"I tried to get closer to him but that was impossible because I doubt you could place a piece of paper in between I stepped closer he would step back so by now he was pressed against one of the hospital cots .He stumbled a bit and lost his balance and fell back onto one.I felt my anger subside a bit as I looked into his remorsul emerald had been part of me for so long now that I would have beaten the crap out of him by now but she was a gentle creature who wouldn't hurt anybody so some of her habits has rubbed onto me .Doc's lucky.

"Mel calm down everything's going to be OK"I looked up at the love of my life and felt my anger come back ,here he is acting like everything is brilliant because he's got me back every thought of Wanda blown out of his head.I looked at his perfect face that I loved so much and I felt disgusted"Because your back"at those words I lost all control there was none of Wanda's kindness left in me now As I pounced at Jared with a scream.

So what do you think ? Please review its my first time writing fan fiction and I welcome complements and you think I could improve on anything just tell me :)

Sorry it was such a short chapter ,its going to be a really short forgive any spelling or gramer mistakes.

Next chapter is going to be Ian POV:)Yay