Affair of the Heart
Disclaimer: Unfortunately i do not own Harry potter, no matter how much i cry, scream and cry
"I….we need to stop this" Harry whispered regretfully as he buttoned his jeans and grabbed his shirt that lay on the polished floor next to Remus's jeans.
"Huh?" Remus questioned after his stomach gave a jerk
"We have to…" Harry repeated as the shirt went over his head, hiding the creamy well-muscled chest behind it.
"I heard that…" Remus interrupted in a sour tone, then bent over and yanked his trousers off the floor and hastily pulled them on, a bad mood already covering every inch of him. Remus looked at Harry with confused eyes.
"But why" He questioned softly, very afraid of the answer he new he was going to get.
Harry's looked at the floor, not wanting to meet Remus's eyes "I love Draco" he whispered and out of the corner of his eyes saw Remus's body shag in defeat.
Remus remained silent, Although he knew that Harry and Draco where dating and in love, the affair between Harry and Remus, had started just weeks after Harry and Draco's first date, had never stopped… not in the last 5 years. Remus bowed his head in defeat, he had grown accustom to Harry, very accustomed to him even if they only meet every Friday in the same dingy hotel. Remus slowly bent over and grabbed his shirt; the one Harry had brought him on their last 'date'. He played with the silky soft material in his hands, remembering, before putting on the shirt. Remus looked at Harry; maybe if Harry looked at him, he would see the tears that threatened to pour out of Remus's eyes.
"So tonight it ends" Remus spoke, his voice raspy and covered in emotion.
Harry looked up at Remus, his eyes pleading, pleading for what, Remus did not know.
"I do love him don't I?" Harry questioned in a small voice, if it had not been for Remus's hearing abilities he wouldn't have been able to hear it.
Remus looked at Harry sadly, his mind and even the wolf begging him to utter, 'Love me instead'
"If I love him, why do I come to you?" Harry questioned to nobody, but his eyes flickered to Remus, his green eyes, beautiful green eyes, emeralds, grand emeralds, those eyes boring holes into Remus demanding for answers.
"I don't know Harry" Remus replied truthfully, Remus knew why he came to Harry every Friday night, but Harry's reason were never known,. He was dating Draco Malfoy, what did Remus have that Malfoy didn't. 'Malfoy' Remus spat in his mind, Malfoy was a dirty word on his tongue now a day, because he had Harry and Remus was without Harry.
Harry sat back down on the bed, the bed messed from their previous activities, the mattress sinking underneath his weight. Then Harry looked sharply up at Remus, who seemed to loom over him and in the meekest voice, "I hate to admit it…but everything…I mean everything is better…with you"
Remus sat beside Harry, his heart beating horribly fast, making Remus feel more then just light headed, when he turned back to Harry, Harry was now a defeated and confused slump. Remus sighed and placed a hand on Harry's knee. "You need to go home Harry" He whispered and then stood rather abruptly
Harry just nodded dumbly.
Remus placed a chaste kiss on Harry's jaw before walking to the door, half way out he turned back and with his honey eyes took in every each of Harry, from his messy black hair to the scar on his left arm, trying to memorize him.
"I love you" He whispered to himself before leaving the room, and fleeing home to dwell on their past…and maybe to buy a dog.
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