A/N: I wrote this to Hamlet-972 'cos she deserves it..... I love ya, honey! I know that ya know that but it's just so fun to tell ya..... So when I wrote that I was thinking about her, not any characters from harry potter, but 'cos I wanted everyone to see it I decided to add some hp to it....

and by the way these are Snape's thoughts

"She was an good auror, that Tonks.... Really talented one..."

"Indeed she was, professor Dumbledore, indeed she was...."

And much more than that... so much more... and now she is gone...

"It's a shame... she was still so young... whole life ahead..."

"Yes, headmaster.... such a shame..... "

Yes whole life ahead... Whole life with me! My life is over with her life.... Once in my life I was happy and then it was suddenly all gone... gone with her.

"Are you okay Severus? You look little weak.."

"I'm fine... Just will you please excuse me, I would like to spent some private time with her."

"Sure... and Severus"

"Yes headmaster?"

"Goodbye"

What's that supposed to mean?

"Just go, please"

He's gone.... Finally...

"So Nymphadora, we're all alone... You have a really nice stone on your crave... Minerva has such a good taste..."

My knees are weak... I can't stand anymore... Thank God, there's no one to witness my fall....

"God, I miss you Numphadora.... I miss you so much and it is killing me!"ยจ

Literally

And there was only Nyphadora Tonks' grave to witness that only time when Severus Snape cried...

And when he did, his tears weren't shiny and bright like raindrops... they were heavy and deep red...

He cried blood...

He let out a desperate scream when bloody drops raped the snow white gravestone.... and then there was nothing... just silence and a cold wind whispering a story.... their story...

Colours

Blood red fingernails,

drawing circles on my back.

Somewhere child cries,

between white and black.

Red rivers on pale skin,

writing words of doom,

You can smell the sin

when bloody cuts bloom.

Sky blue toenails,

drawing stars on the floor.

Somewhere she cries,

hiding her heart so sore.

Red lakes on white sheets,

reminding you of me

and when your heart beats

lakes will turn to sea

Night black lips,

drawing scars on the wall

somewhere he weeps

silence echoing in the hall

Red stripes on windows

sending a message of pain

You know what it shows

when knife brakes a vein.

End

A/N: Just review.... I'm gonna be so so so sad if ya don't.... like I wouldn't already be....