HEY! This story is of a newborn who runs from rileys army and finds the cullens. She trys to get jasper to trust her like the others do. will she get him to be her friend or...more? jasper and alice never fell in love so there only brother and sister XD

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Rileys assistant, that's what all the other newborns called me. All I do is run notes from Victoria to riley because there thoughts aren't safe, but mine are.

I sat in my small cuborded that I use to hide from the others, my skinny pale legs pushed up tightly against my chest. The screams from the other newborns ripped my ears. I hated this life, I hate what I have become.

I was a 17 year old model who lived in new York but came back to Seattle to vistit my dad but I never got to see him because Riley found me. He changed me because I was different from other people and I was good at hiding my thoughts and appinoins and Riley needed that.

"Mia! I have a note!" Riley screamed at me, I quickly stumbbled to my feet, my straight brown hair had the slightest flicks at the bottom and I flicked my side fringe out of my face. I quickly pushed the cuboared door open and ran passed the newborns who wolf wisled at me as I ran.

"Here" Riley passed me a small peaice of paper, I took it but I could feel Rileys eyes raking up and down my body. My whole life men have been doing that, stairing at me like I am a price, treating me as a trophy they could hang on there wall for all there friends to see. "Thank you..." I said quickly and ran out into the dark of the night, I followed a path which led up into the forest to find Victoria.

I was not meant to be a vampire, I wanted to grow old, have kids and die. I had the whole world infront of me, I was a growing model in new York and life was great but it all ended so quickly.

No...no..please no, a all too familare smell hit my noes, I quickly stop in my tracks and stopped breathing. "Hello there?" a man, in his 40's stood about 5 metres in front of me, he was wearing hiking gear. "ma'am are you ok?" he asked, he looked conserned, I was wearing rileys old shirt because one of the new borns tore my shirt up, my black skinny jeans were ripped on accident and covered in dried blood. "Are you lost?" he stepped forward, the wind pushed the sent of his blood up against me. I could hear his heart beating, pushing the red slosh around his body. "Im so sorry..." was the only thing I could mutter before I lungded at him, my pearly white teeth sunk into his neck and the sweet blood fulled my mouth.

He was dead before I was full, but it was always like this, no matter how many people I murder I am never full. Buzzzz, I quickly snapped out of my thought by the mans cell phone ring. I leaned down and rumaged through his pockets till I pulled out a phone, incoming call: Kelly was lit across the screen in bright blue letters.

I sighed and pushed accept and held the phone to my ear. "Hi Hun, I just made dinner how long are you gonna be?" I heard a sweet womans voice, "Im sorry but he's not coming back..." I said in my most sorry voice. "What? Who is that?" she asked. "Im Mia...he's dead...I just killed him...I'm so sorry.." I said, I couldn't see this women but I could feel her confusion and sadness. "No! Your horrible! Why would you joke about that?" she screamed at me, I dropped the phone and stepped on it. I kneeled by the body of this man, I quickly grabbed a pen and wrote on his hand. 'I'm sorry, Rest in peace - Mia' I always write it on people I have killed but this time something was different.

This man, was old, he had dreams and a job and a wife. He might have had kids and I had taken away someones world. He was trying to show kindness by asking if I was lost and I killed him. I was a monster.

I quickly stood up, I quickly ripped up Rileys note so small that not even I microscope could read it. I turned my head towards the thick forest and ran, I don't know where to but I ran.