Betray me

by Shi Sendo

disclaimer: i do not own naruto or its characters.

The night's air is cold and filled with the sencet of earth. She sits there, crying and holding the kunai. Her tears stain her cheeks as she cries her heart away.

'why? i thought he loved me i thought he wanted this.' she thought as she cried, letting the night hear her cries of distres. The dirt under bare feet is soft and moist from the rain that had fallen earlier. Her clothes clung to her body and her pink hair was darken from its normal birght coloring.

Twenty three year old Haruno Sakura put the knife to her wrist, thinking of the last five years of her life.

Four Years ago.

Nineteen year old Haruno Sakura was sitting with her hokage, Tsunade. They were going over a medical book when a garud rushed in, breathing heavily. Both looked up and he relayed the message that Sakura had longed to hear. She ran out of there quickly as she heard the words spill from the messengers' mouth. She saw him being carried on a strecher and ran to him. She followed as the nurses took him in and set him on the examining table. The Hokage herself was there examining him along side Sakura.

Several hours later.

Sakura was sitting next to Sasuke, three anbus were in front of the door and several others were around the hospital. Sakura had a kunai on her lap, as she sat in the chair reading. she heard the slightest movement of sheets and looked up as Sasuke looked at her, his eyes were not focus. This as to be expected for he should have not woken up so soon.

"Good morning Uchiha, you were lucky to be found when you were." Sakura said formally, not showing any hint of the girl she was before. She was still in love with him, but would not show it to him, he who broke her heart over and over, who she should have stopped loving.

"Sak-ur-a." He said slowly as the drugs began to wear off. He moaned in pain and held his head as he leaned forward. "Where am i?" he asked through clenched teeth.

"you are in the Konoha hospital under heavy garud so i suggest you not try anythin more stupid and just plain fucking dumb as you have before." she said, her voice like steal.

Inner Sakura: you go girl! show him who's boss!

"Further more, you are under arrest and must remain in this room until you are fully recovered and then will stand trail for betrayin the village." Sakura said to him.

"I undersand." was all he said before the durgs she gave him in his IV tube took effect and he sarted to fall unconcious again. He tried fighting, looking at the girl- no woman who once declared her love for him before, act so cold. "Sakura...what happen...to ... you?" He asked before fallin back unconcious.

"I changed sasuke, everyone needs to grow up sometime." she said to him, knowing he could not hear. She sat back down and read her book again.

One year later.

Sasuke was given a seven year probation sentence for having been able to provide the location of sound and other intimet information about the village. This lead for Leaf and Sand to take revenge however, Kabuto and Oroichimaru, who had not taken sasuke yet, were still at large. People in the village at first were hostile with the Uchiha, but after six months they were less hostile and Sauske was able to become a Jounin within seven months after his arrvial back in Leaf.

Sakura, Kakashi, and Naruto were assigned to accompany him on missions and through out the village, restablishing their friendship after Naruto and Sasuke beat the shit out of each other and then Sakura beating the shit out of them both. This lead to the four moving in a large house.

Sakura was the one in charge and the other three listened to her. After a while things had a routine and people were soon able to visit the residence.

However the tables had turned for Sakura and Sasuke. Sasuke was now the one chasing Sakura, but in his own way of course. When they were alone he'd try many thing to pursade her to go on a date, she refused to him the same way he did to her in the past. To some it was considered his just dessert. To Sakura it made her happy to be the one to be chased and admired, rather than chasing and admiring him, though it took her entire will power not to say yes to him.

It was one nite when the two were alone, since Naruto and Kakashi were on a mission. Sakura was fixing dinner while Sasuke was setting the table. He came behind her and put his hands over her eyes and escorted her to the dinning room, there he had made it romantic and cozy, Sakura

couldn't help it as she sat down and he did everything.

"Sasuke you've changed over the past year havent' you?" Sakura asked sipping some of the wine.

"Well everyone needs to grow up sometime, dont they?" He asked sipping his own wine. Sakura nodded and looked at him, still notcing how he was more handsome than when he was younger, having filled out. His arms were muscled and well toned, but not enough that they'd be bulky, his chest was strong and firmed too, his body was completely filled out and nicely toned.

'I bet everything is nice and hard' Sakura gulped silently. 'fuck no i can't think like this no! no!' she thought to herself. Sasuke saw a look pass over Sakura then another.

'is she ok?' he thought and was about to say something when she stood up.

"Um..excuse me." she mumbled before walking quickly out of there and into her room. Sakura undressed and took a shower, trying to clear her thoughts and not think about how Sasuke could make love to her in the shower.

'that's it! i'm going to Ino's and Shika's in the morning and stay there till i can get these thoughts out of my mind. i can't be thinking like this...' she thought as she turned off the water and got out. She wrapped the towel around her and dried off in front of her mirror as she looked at herself. She too had develpoed and matured over the years. She had a body that was slim and toned and her breasts had develped, not the size of the Hokage but a nice round and good size none the less. Her hair was to her shoulders and was kept nicely trimed.

She turned and put on a large t shirt and climbed into bed. She closed her eyes and tried to sleep but a naked sasuke kept poping in her head. There was a knock on the door and she sat up.

"yes?" she called.

"Sakura are you alright?" Sasuke asked, opening her door a crack.

"Yea, i'm fine." she said gettin out of bed and went to her door. she opened it all the way and tried to keep from jumping on to Sasuke, she barely manage to surpress a shiver as she saw him shirt less and in a pair of black sweats. his six pack of wash board abs was just asking to be touched and caressed.

"I was going to bed and wanted to check on you to make sure you were alright." he said.

"Sakura are you alright? your face is a little red." He said putting a hand on her forehead. "No you dont have a fevor." He said and then Sakura pulled his face close to hers and kissed him.

to be continued...

sorry if Sasuke seemed ooc for the part he is in, but it'll work in the story. Hoped you enjoyed this please review. thanks

From our last chapter...

"Yea, i'm fine." she said gettin out of bed and went to her door. she opened it all the way and tried to keep from jumping on to Sasuke, she barely manage to surpress a shiver as she saw him shirt less and in a pair of black sweats. his six pack of wash board abs was just asking to be touched and caressed.

"I was going to bed and wanted to check on you to make sure you were alright." he said.

"Sakura are you alright? your face is a little red." He said putting a hand on her forehead. "No you dont have a fevor." He said and then Sakura pulled his face close to hers and kissed him.

Sakura pulled back to breath after a minute and looked at sasuke then at her feet.

'I can't belive i just did that!' she thought, however his arms wrapped around her slim waist and pulled her closer. She looked up at him and saw both love and lust in his eyes.