a/n I've always loved John/Mary but this is the first time I've written for them, so I hope its okay. Freeverse, again, by the way! Please review, it'd make my day. :)
You've always been
a.l.o.n.e
d|i|f|f|e|r|e|n|t
s~t~r~a~n~g~e
No one e/v/e/r liked
Y
O
U
You got USED to it
to the whispers and the taunts
..
You g^r^e^w up
put a
-F
A-
-C
A-
-D
E-
up
And behind it
you
D.A.N.C.E.D
but no one saw
because NO ONE ever
k|n|e|w
what was
u
n
d
e
r
n
e
a
t
h
((you were always known as the
LIAR, LIAR))
..
You've lived too many
lives
been too many
people
for any of them to
m-a-t-t-e-r
apart from the l/+i/+t/+t/+l/+e
lost
girl
you used to be
and the grown up
WOMAN
You w.a.n.t to
B
E
..
You walk away
From everything you
w|e|r|e
runrunrun
AWAY
..
And the woman
you
wanted to be
finally exists
((but underneath
-you're
still-
the
LIAR, LIAR))
..
You are -happy-
Truly a/l/i/v/e
for the first time
in your
strange old life
because you're no
l-o-n-g-e-r
doing things that will
h:a:u:n:t
your dreams for years to come
things that are wrong
[[oh, so wrong]]
and it's just the way you like it
because you never wanted to
w|a|l|k
down that path
but you just didn't
have the StReNgTh to say
NO
..
You m.e.e.t
a MAN
and
s/l/o/w/l/y
but
s\u\r\e\l\y
you fall
in LOVE
even though you
D
O
N'
T
want to because
love is a
w:e:a:k:n:e:s:s
but for once
YoU dOn'T cArE
..
You let him walk straight in
And take the only
T
H
I
N
G
That's l-e-f-t
Of the l|i|t|t|l|e
lost
girl
((HER HEART))
And you don't
D:O
a thing to stop him
because
you
could
get
used
to
this
..
He is kind
And w/o/n/d/e/r/f/u/l
And for the first time
In your p-a-t-h-e-t-i-c
((not so pathetic anymore))
l~i~f~e
you relax
and live
and get
c
o
m
f
o
r
t
a
b
l
e
because he doesn't
KNOW
and he can't j/u/d/g/e what he doesn't know
..
He FALLS too
You can see it in his eyes
every s:i:n:g:l:e time
he
l-o-o-k-s
at you
In his eyes you can
see the loss too
for he lost his friend
((goodtrustedbest friend))
He doesn't
~talk~
about it
just like you don't
~talk~
about your past
{{though that's where the
S/I/M/I/L/A/R/I/T/I/ES
end
Because he was on one side
And you
The
Other}}
..
Soon
You realise that you can't
l.i.v.e
without him
nor want too
because you
LOVE
him
and he loves you
but one thing you've
l/+e/+a/+r/+n/+t
over the years
is that
hApPiNeSs
nevereverever
lasts
..
You want to walk away
From everything you
a|r|e
runrunrun
AWAY
but this time you
have
SOMETHING
(SOMEONE)
that makes you stay
(JohnJohnJohn)
so your past
(_with all its
h:o:r:r:o:r:s_)
catches up with you
the one time you
are
happy
and
content
and in
L
O
V
E
..
You guess
its just what you get
for being a
LIARLIAR
(TELL me t-h-e-r-e is a w/a/y out, this
T
I
M
E
?
)