A/N: Just something that had bugged me for quite some time so let's take a break from Purt smexy times. This fic was inspired by one of my favorite songs of all time..I Miss You by Incubus.
Disclaimer: Yes, I don't own Glee. Sucks right? And the song too.
I have never imagined that someone like him will like someone like me. I've been an asshole to him the whole time and it was funny how the world changed because here I am, deeply in love with him. He's the last person I thought about before I go to sleep and the first person in my mind when I woke up.
To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real.
I padded quietly downstairs and found him cooking breakfast. Last night had been wonderful. The union of our bodies was one of the greatest things that happened to me. As our bodies met, I couldn't stop myself and whispered words of love in his ears. I was scared that he might not feel the same way but when he told me that he felt the same as I do, it was the most amazing thing in the world.
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold utopian dream.
That happened before the huge fight. He accused me of being a coward because I don't want to bring out our relationship in the world. I accused him of being narrow minded because he didn't understand the consequences that might happen. He told me that he was having second thoughts about the love I have for him because I'm too scared of what people might think. And shit he was right because I didn't even try to defend myself and let him walked away. It had been ten days, since the fight and I haven't had the courage to talk him. I longed to kiss him and hold him. I thought that this feeling will just go away but seemed like the saying 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' was my case.
You did something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line, if I said, I miss you?
"I don't know if I want to believe you Noah." He said firmly as he pushed past me in the hallway then he stopped and turned around to face me again. "You're too straight to be with me, just go find someone else who can keep up with you." And those were the last things I heard from him.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days but already I'm wasting away.
"Dude, you got to stop drinking. Mr. Schue's been worried about you. You've been missing Glee a lot." Finn told me but I just pushed him away. "And you've been missing classes and hell dude, football. Coach's gonna kick you out." I told him that I don't give a fuck of what they want to do about me. All I wanted was for Kurt to take me back.
"What?" Finn asked incredulously. "Kurt? I don't understand dude."
I grabbed the front of his shirt. "I'm fucking in love with him and he hates me." Finn's eyes went wide with my revelation.
"I…I've no idea."
"Of course."
I know I'll see you again, whether far or soon. But I need you to know, that I care and I miss you.
I waited for him. This was now or never. The rain felt heavy on my skin but I dared not to move or I might miss him. And then I saw him walking towards his car with his umbrella. The shivering cold stopped as I saw him. It was amazing how one person can take away all the pain.
"Kurt." I called out to him and I was scared that he will not turn around but he did. He looked at me with those blue eyes that could melt every part of my soul. "I miss you." I said with every ounce of truth I can muster.
Kurt smiled at me a bit and then shook his head as he turned around and walked away from me.
I knew from then on that I will never be the same again because when he walked away, he took with him a part of me but then I knew that time will come and he will forgive me. It was a good thing that it was raining. Nobody can tell I was crying.
A/N: So there…