DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN GLEE OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS.
Kurt Hummel came out of the closet in 2006, he was 12 years old, at a young age he was certain that he was gay, and now it's 2010, and ever since that moment when he came out to his father, he has never shown a real smile, he would just fake smile sometimes so people wouldn't worry. This is because his father Burt Hummel, has been physically and verbally abusing Kurt ever since. If he ever caught him singing, 5 slaps on the face, if he ever caught him taking longer then 10 minutes to change, 2 whips on the arm, if he ever caught him reading a magazine that isn't about bikes or cars, he would get 3 whips and 4 slaps. If he ever caught him speaking in that high voice he used to normally speak in, he would get 5 whips on the legs. Kurt thought that when Burt married Carole Hudson in 2008, then Burt wouldn't abuse Kurt because he was happy, but he still done it, when Carole and her son weren't present. Carole hasn't noticed anything bad between the son and father, and her son, normally doesn't notice much anyway. Carole's son is Finn Hudson, the School Quarterback, and he pretended he didn't even know Kurt, every time he saw Kurt, he would just mouth 'Hi' Kurt gets thrown in the dumpsters by jocks and Finn does it with them and then before he walks away mouths 'sorry' Kurt hated Finn for this. Once Finn told his best friend, Noah Puckerman (Puck) that Kurt was his brother, and Puck agreed to stop picking on Kurt, but that didn't stop the rest of the Football Team who didn't approve of his 'gayness' Puck actually was probably more protective of Kurt then Finn after that, like they were brothers too, Puck would scold Finn for not standing up for Kurt so then Puck would be forced to do it himself, and sometimes he wasn't around and Finn was around and again… Did nothing. One time, Finn called Kurt the f word… No not fuck. He called him fag, Kurt pretended like it didn't mean anything because everyone calls him that, so he ran to his room and started crying… For some reason, the word coming from Finn hurt even more. When Carole and Burt got married, he thought Finn would be able to protect him and stop the bullying, and maybe even the abusing. But nope. As of this year (2010) Finn has stuck up for Kurt, but only in words, and it wasn't when it counted, when he was being shoved and tossed. Kurt wears long sleeve shirts to not show his scars, he never went to the beach, because then people would see his scars everywhere, his belly, chest, arms, legs, everywhere. One time Carole saw a scar on his forehead by Burt, but Kurt claimed he fell on a rock, Carole didn't believe him, but she didn't try to find out what really happened. In 2009, Finn joined the Glee Club, and you can probably guess that Burt didn't let Kurt join, one time Kurt confronted Burt on why he couldn't join and Burt said 'Because Finn sings like a real man while you sing like a little girl' So everytime Finn told him about Glee Club (pretty much every day) Kurt had to hold back the urge to break out into a song that they had recently performed, like Defying Gravity, which Rachel Berry apparently sang at Sectionals, and then Not The Boy Next Door which Finn himself sang at Regionals, then Don't Stop Believing that they all performed at Nationals, he wanted it so bad. Now this brings us to present day (but not for long)
Kurt walked down the stairs and saw Finn chewing on Coco Pops, so Kurt poured himself some Coco Pops too (Burt would beat him if he was caught eating some healthy cereal, which saddened Kurt, he couldn't even eat a salad)
'Hey dude, what's up?' Finn asked the older yet smaller brother
Kurt didn't appreciate being called dude.
'I'm okay.' Kurt quietly said.
Finn sighed, sometimes he did want to have a conversation with his brother.
'Mum said that we're going to the movies today so you need to get ready.' Finn informed Kurt
'Okay' Once again, Kurt quietly responded.
Kurt finished his coco pops before Finn (somehow) and went to get changed.
Kurt POV:
Just a casual sweater and jeans once again for the millionth time. I miss my old clothes… I can barely remember them. takes off shirt and looks in mirror Wow, look at all those scars, I don't want to look at my back, because it would probably be worst. I'm so skinny, that's the only thing about him that stayed the same over the years. Oh my god, I see Finn in the mirror, looking mortified.
'What are those scars about dude!?' Finn questioned
'It's noth- it's nothing.' I replied hesitantly.
'It is something! Did the football guys take it to far? I didn't know you were getting all these scars dude.'
Finn was actually concerned for me. It felt nice, I couldn't tell him the truth though.
'Yes, it was.' I lied.
'I'm going to get this all fixed! Don't worry! leaves and closes door' Finn reassured.
This is bad. He's going to tell Burt I know it.
He did tell Burt, and Burt doubled Kurt's beatings. Finn never brought it up again, and Kurt wanted him to, because maybe then he could tell him the truth, and things would be different. But he never did, he did stand up for Kurt when he was being shoved against the lockers, after what he saw, he thought that what the football team were doing was worse then he originally thought, so the bullying around Finn stopped. But Finn and Puck weren't always around, and things were worse, people thought Kurt told Finn that the Football Team were abusing him, and yes they were, but they didn't give him the scars, and the football team abused him worst. So things got worst for Kurt. He never told Finn, Puck or Carole any of this. He gave up… He had to wait until he was like 22. Because Burt won't let him go until he stops being gay. Kurt kept singing, he ate salads behind his back, he was speaking in his high voice, and he read Vogue, which Burt regularly discovered. Kurt didn't care, it was the only thing that made him happy… He got used to the abuse.
2 years later. It was 2012. Finn and Kurt graduated. And Burt never even took a picture with his son… There was a picture of Kurt and Finn, and then a picture of Kurt, Finn and Carole. Burt didn't let Carole take a separate picture with Kurt. It was like he was just Finn's friend, but no, he was their son, and Burt hated him.
Things were still the same if you were wondering, still the same… That sentence echoed in Kurt's mind all the time…
Hope you liked the intro! Things will look up for Kurt soon (Obviously) I think I will upload Chapter 2 in like 2 hours or something. Please review, favourite and follow, it means a lot, I have high hopes for this series.
