Watching silence eat away it makes me wonder
Why can't I be the sound that breaks the ice?
Every time I try to move closer
Your reaction is a roll of the dice
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The last time I did what I thought best
And you tried to kill me
Why not put my emotions to the test?
After all what harm could there be?
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Perhaps you think the feelings don't exist
I let the silence violate you more
I'm just too hurt to care right now
Just too hurt to look at you
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I'll hide away inside myself forever
Let you think I've gone away
If ever you should find me here
Know that I never left in the first place
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So damn confused
I don't understand
Wondering alone in here
No one holds my hand
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I want to see somebody smile
Let me hear them laugh
Cause all I see is crying
All I hear is screaming screaming
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Tell me how to stop myself
Show me how to help not hurt
Make me know what the hell I'm doing
Give me another chance
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I think I'm far past crazy, psychotic, imbecile
Hallucinations my reality in slow motion
Rewind the clock and set back the sorrow
Make me wish I was never born, masochistic suffering...