Summery: Sasori has always been with Deidara as a partner. What will happen if he died because of Sakura. What if Deidara lived. What would happen[One-Shot
Disclaimer; I don't own Naruto. I don't own Diary of Jane by breaking Benjamin.
A.N – Due to my writers block on my Please Jashin Samama I will do one-shots for a bit XD Don't kill me.
Sand Diary - One-Shot – Deidara's POV
I listened to the ninja talk to each other trying to figure out if they should keep looking for me or not. I heard the pink haired girl talking I thought she was fighting Danna. I grinned my teeth as I heard them talking., They decided to go back to Suna. I slowly got up. I felt the small lint fall form my clothing and to the ground and felt a rock fall onto the dirt. I stepped out of the cave. I was stumbling over the different land forms around me. I wanted to see if he was alright he had to be. My Sasori had to be ok. I fell and tripped into the sand. I felt the sand enter my shoes and go into my mouth. It tasted terrible. I got up slowly brushing the sand off and wiggling my foot to get the sand off. I walked being wary of seeing Danna. I wanted to see him there and for him to say it. I wanted to hear him say: Come on you baka time to go back to the base., I don't like to keep people waiting. I really hope he will be there and I don't want him to be dead I really don't But i was 99.5 sure he was dead. I loved Danna but if he was dead. I would have never been able to tell hi I love him. I felt my heart racing inside me. I felt it slowly beating afraid to see in the cave. I hoped onto one of the rocks. Looking around for him. No Sassy. I dashed over the rocks and in the cave. I saw pieces of his puppets all over. I saw his cloak. I picked it up and held onto it as I looked around. I saw his body. Laying there lifeless. I widened my eyes and my hair was sticking up. I knelt done and touched his corpse. Nothing. No hand jolting up to grab my wrists. No yelling. No life. I put his cloak down and cried. For once I cried. I felt the black eyeliner and shadow around y eyes run down my face. Leaving black lines. I didn't care. My love. My crush Dead. I looked at his face. Eyes shut. So Lifeless.
If
I had to And I
don't mind No!
I would put myself right beside you
So let me
ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll
ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
I wish I was there with him. I wanted to be with him. Would he like it if I took my own life to be with him? Would he Like It….? This is the last time I will see him. The Last time I will see his face. I want to know if he ever liked me like that. No I will never find out. No I will never hear his voice again. I felt the black makeup sticking to my face as more tears came from my face.
I remember all the time we fought on art. I would say that art is quick lasting and he said no its eternal. I find it funny now that we fought. I wish we never fought. It seems so silly now. I think that I did it all wrong. I was so childish. I stood up and looked at Danna. I placed his cloak over him as I cried again. I looked at the ceiling of the cavern. I felt so bad about all the trouble I caused him.
"I am so sorry Sasori no Danna yeah." I said with tears going down my face so I sounded real sniffled. I looked at Danna again and took the cloak. I walked out and tripped over the rocks. Falling down. I stood up wiping the blood off my face. I walked down the rocks and into the forest as well as I could. I stopped under a tree.
Something's
getting in the way. Try to find out what makes you tick. There's a
fine line between love and hate.
Something's just about to break.
I will try
to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should
be.
As I lie down
Sore
and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
And I don't mind.
Just let me
say that
I like that
I like that
It seems like everyone gets in the way every time. Every time I fall in love. Damnit! I need to find my place out there. Somewhere I will be loved. But I loved Danna and he died. Damnit. I wish he was here to tell me how I should be. He always had the answers. I wanted to find out what made you love. What you liked. I tried getting into ur art. It never worked. I was sore and sick of trying to love you. But did u like it? Did it turn you on Danna? There is a line between the hate u had for my art and your art. We had differences between our views of art. But I knew you loved me for liking art. I don't mind that u never shoed me emotion but I wanted to let you know. I like it., I really do like it. I like it a lot.
I stood up and carried his cloak as I felt the cold breeze. I walked and kicked a rock or two as I sighed. I knew I was being watched over by him but I wanted him back. Wanted to feel him. Wanted to see him. Wanted to kiss him. I never would and will now…
Something's
getting in the way. Desperate, I will
crawl Something's getting in the
way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try
to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As
I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of
Jane.
So tell me how it should be.
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for
anyone
What have I become?
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my
place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look
the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
Something was bound to get in my way of loving. Being a Akatsuki . Something was bound to happen and break down. I still gotta find my palace in life. Find my place out there. I wanted to burn all my memories of him now. I just had to look that way. TO become gay. To be gay. I have to find my place in the world. I want to be told how life should be done. I was waiting so long to hear the words I love you but I never had. No love anywhere. No love to have. SO I would be dieing for no one. But Him. What have I become?
I walked into my room to get ready to fill out the damn report. I looked druid and found Danna's diary. It was called Sand diary. I opened it and flipped threw it stopping on one entry. It aid: I think I love this fool. I didn't bother to finish reading it. He loved me. He never told me. SO what would have happened if he didn't die? I don't know I hid the diary in my drawer and I went to go fill out the report…
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