Mature content warning. Some scenes are not for everyone. This story contains scenes of rape and abuse. This story is a work of fiction. If you have any problem with this story no one is forcing you to read.

***Bella ***

It had happened. He had finally killed one of us. Well technically she had kill herself. She drowned her sorrows in whiskey and dilauded. I wish she had killed me too. I wish she would have killed us all. She could have poisoned the soup, but she chose the easy way. She chose to kill herself and only herself. Selfish bitch. Now here I was sitting at her wake trying to ignore all the fake sympathies from people who turned a blind eye to what was happening in the house. All my teachers were here to ''support'' me, they had all seen the bruises. Where was all that ''support'' then? I don't even know why anyone was here, they say they're here to say their finale goodbyes but they all had to know it would happen eventually.

I had said my final goodbyes when she was still alive. I said them every night. I knew one of us wouldn't wake up eventually. Now it was just a body in a coffin. I had gone up to the coffin to see her before. It wasn't her, she was gone, she wasn't in the coffin. All that was in the coffin was a cold body wearing a lipstick color my mother would be caught dead wearing. Which was suiting because she was dead. Phil had picked out the outfit so of course it was ugly. Her body didn't even look like her. I had even tried to smell her before her ''friends'' showed up. But Phil had walked in the room, I didn't want to be alone in the room with him, even if my mothers body was in there with us. It was dead, so it didn't count. It couldn't help me if I cried out. Not that my mother had ever helped when she was alive. I think I might be sadder that I don't know if she smells the same dead than she did when she was alive than I'm sad that she's dead.

I think I had loved her at some point in my life, she was my mother after all. When it had just been the two of us, after my dad Charlie had kicked us out and before she meet Phil. I was to young to remember much of that time, but I think I remember being happy and loving her. My dad kicked us out when I was 4, my mom and him had barely known each other when she got knocked up. He hadn't wanted a kid back then, still doesn't want one I think, I wouldn't know I haven't heard from him since then. If I had been a boy maybe he would have kept us, my mom use to say that he was sweet when she was pregnant, always planning what he would do with his boy. He had even made little wooden figures for his boy. I wasn't allowed to touch those when we were back in forks. When we left I had stolen 1 of those figures, a little wooden marching man. He was always with me, I kept him in my pocket or my purse when I had to wear a stupid dress, like the one I was wearing now. I don't actually know why I kept him, he was just a stupid reminder that I wasn't wanted. But I kept him with me everywhere I went.

'' Excuse me? Ms. Swan.'' Some lady I had never seen interrupted my rambling thoughts. She was probably another one of my mother's ''friends''. I just stared at her as I waited to hear her fake support.

'' My name is Mrs. Cope I'm with CPS. Child Protective Services. I know this is a tough time for you, and I hate to make it harder for you. But I'm here to take you to your dad in Forks.'' That's when Phil decided to show up.

'' Excuse me, I don't recognize you from around here. Were you one of Rennes old friends?''

'' Hello, you must be Mr. Dwyer. I'm sorry for your loss. I'm Mrs. Cope I'm with CPS. I was coming to see you after I had a talk with Isabella he- ''

''its just Bella'' I hated that name.

'' I'm sorry, I was just coming to talk to you after my chat with Bella here. Perhaps we could go somewhere more private to talk?''

'' Here is fine. What are you doing here? At my dead wife's funeral? Talking to my daughter, a minor, before you come and see me? Who called you? Isabella? She's been very distraught about her mothers passing. I don't know what she's told you, but she has a very big imagination. If you like we can make an appointment to talk at a more appropriate ti- ''

'' Sir, no one has made any accusations. I'm here to take Bella to her biological fathers' home. He is the next of kin. You and Ms. Higgenbottom were never legally married and no petition for guardianship ever brought forward. And as I was informed Ms. Higgenbottom never wrote a will, so in the eyes of the law, Bella's legal guardian is her father, Charlie Swan.'' I knew they had filled in those papers years ago. My mother hadn't sent them… I couldn't believe my ears. My mother had finally helped. After all the years of abuse and me crying out for help, she had finally helped. She had heard my pleas and freed me from Phil. That retched man had stolen my childhood, my innocence.

'' Wait, I have been caring for Isabella since she was 5. I have treated her as my daughter for all these years. She's my only family left. And you would take her away from me? She doesn't even know Charlie. I'm all she has left. She's a disturbed child. Change isn't good for her. She like order.'' He had grabbed me by the shoulders at some point in his shitty fake speech. His fingers were digging painfully into my shoulder, he was sending me a message to play along with his sick game. Today I didn't feel like playing, so I wouldn't.

'' Sir, I understand where you are coming from. And I will provide you with all the necessary information to contest the courts ruling. But for now, I'm going to have to take Bella. Her father has been notified and has expressed his desire to be reunited with his daughter as soon as possible. We must leave soon. We have a plan to catch. Bella please go pack your belongings.'' That was my que to escape. When I tried to leave Phil only dug his fingers in deeper.

'' Can I have a moment alone with Isabella?''

'' Of course. We have to leave for the airport in an hour. I'll go make some calls and will be back in an hour to get Bella. A moving truck will be available if she needs. But all furniture she will need will be in forks already.'' She left to go make those phone calls, leaving me alone with Phil.

'' Let's go pack your bags upstairs together. We only have an hour left together. Let's spend some father-daughter time.'' This wasn't a request, it was an order. I knew what father-daughter time was with Phil and I didn't want any. But this was the last time I told myself then I would be across the country from him. I tried to go up the stairs as slowly as possible to waste as much time as possible in the hour we had but Phil wouldn't have that. He pushed me up the stairs at running pace. When we made it to my room he pushed me to the bad and slammed the door shut. He put the bolt in place and turned to me.

'' I was planning on fucking you over your mother's casket tonight. But now we're out of time and there's still to many people downstairs. '' he kept his belt in is hand after he took of his pants. He was still soft, so I knew he needed to hurt me to get it up. Phil got off on my fear and pain. Since I had no fear now knowing I was leaving he had to use pain.

'' You seem to think this is the end of us. But you are so wrong. Ill get you back whether its now or when you're 18 and no longer under his roof. You think he's gonna keep you longer than necessary?'' the metal part of his belt was hitting me over and over. But I refused to make a sound. As soon as I would make a sound he would get hard and then he would hurt me worse than that belt ever could. The belt was ripping at my dress and at my back. I could feel the blood starting to run down my body.

'' You think anyone would ever want a stupid slut like you? You'll come running back to me like your mother always did.'' He had stopped with the belt. He knew he couldn't do to much with it or he would get caught. He threw the belt on the floor. He was starting to get hard. The blood was helping even if I didn't make a sound. He ripped open what was left of dress and ripped of what little I had left.

'' Red looks so much better on you than black.'' He was spreading the blood all over me. Phil liked to taste my blood.

'' You were always prettier in red than your mother. She was no fun. As soon as she saw the belt she would cry and plead with me. You. You always resisted. So when you finally break down its so much sweeter. You remember the first time we made love? You were so small I thought I had ripped you in half. And that made me so much harder. I could feel your blood running down my cock. It was like a waterfall.'' He had started digging his fingers into the cuts he had just made with the belt. I couldn't do it anymore. I had to make a sound. Just a small sound. Just a little whimper. Maybe he wouldn't notice. He did. He always does.

'' Ah. There she is. My little slut. I know you like this as much as I do.'' He took his dick in his hand and used my blood to pump himself into a full erection. As he slammed into me he took my breast in his mouth and bit hard. Hard enough to break the skin.

'' That's so you can see you mine every morning in the mirror.'' He told me as he shuddered and finished inside me.

'' Get yourself cleaned up. You have 15 minutes left to get ready. Don't take any of the things I got you. Those things stay here till you come back.'' I was in so much pain. I hadn't realized how long I had held out before making noise. With the belt this was maybe a personal best. But it was over. This was the last time. I would never come back here, I would kill myself before I did. I grab my school bag and emptied what was in it. I grabbed my favorite gray hoodie and my first aide kit and went to clean myself up. I didn't have much too pack anyways. I would need that much time.

When I was cleaned up as much as possible without help I put my hoodie on and went back to my room. Grabbed what little was mine and put it in my bag. Everything hurt as I moved. I grabbed my purse and reached in for my little marching man. He was all I really needed to bring, I slipped him into my hoodie pocket, so I could feel him against my stomach and continued to pack. When I was done packing I had my backpack filled, my purse filled and a small half full gym bag. I didn't want anything else. I walked down the stairs to find everyone gone from the wake. Phil and Mrs. Cope were talking near the front door.

'' This is the number you can reach me at, if ever you have any questions on the paper work for the appeal.'' She handed him a card and turn towards me.

'' Is that all you have Bella?'' she looked at me with sad eyes.

'' Yes. It's all I need.''

'' She talks! I was starting to think you didn't like me.'' She told me with a smile. I realized I hadn't said a word to her since meeting her. Oh well. I'm supposed to be sad about my mother.

'' Say goodbye to your step-dad and then we'll be off. Ill go wait in the car. Give me your bags.'' She stepped out of the house with the only things I owned. I tried to get out with her, but Phil stopped me.

'' Think of this as a vacation. Don't get too comfortable, you'll be back. I'll get you back.''

*** Edward ***

I'm so bored. This guy was telling me everything I wanted to know. I liked it better when they didn't talk, that way I could have some fun.

'' Emmett, you and Jasper can stop asking questions I want to have some fun.''

'' B..But I've told you everything you wanted to know! You said if I talked you wouldn't hurt me'' the guy was pissing himself. If he kept this up I would piss myself from laughing.

'' Riley, Riley, Riley. I believe my exact words were. If you talked and I liked what you said I wouldn't hurt, you. However, I'm bored, and I don't like being bored. Now Riley what do you think brought on my boredom?''

'' …''

'' you have no idea? Emmett. What do you think is making me bored?''

'' I think that Riley is boring you cuz you're a crazy fucker that likes to play with people.'' Emmett always had a comment to say about my state of mind.

'' Emmett stop insulting Edward, one day your friendship won't be enough. Edward you told the kid you weren't gonna hurt him. Don't go around breaking your word. '' Fucking Jasper always trying to reason with me. Too bad I didn't care right now.

'' Fine. I did say that. I said I wouldn't and I didn't but now I'm saying that I will hurt him. So if you don't want to watch... leave. I have new toys I want to play with.''

'' Eww. Edward TMI. I do not need to know what kind of sex games your crazy mind is into.''

'' Emmett. I'm already in a mood cuz this guy is a pussy if you don't leave you'll die too.'' Apparently, that was enough for both Jasper and Emmett to be on their way.

'' Edward, Alice told me to be at your house for dinner at 6. Don't be late you know it upsets your mother and sister. I don't have nice evenings with my girlfriend when she's upset. So please do me a favor and be there on time. Its 3 now so you still have a couple hours before you have to clean yourself up.'' Shit I forgot about supper with my mom tonight.

'' ye. Whatever Jasper I'll be there. But please don't talk about nice evenings with my baby sister. I don't want to kill you.'' That made them both laugh but it also made them both leave. Good.

'' Riley. Looks like its just you and me. I got a set of carving knives for Christmas. Wanna see them?''

'' Please, Edward we went to school together. I told you everything you wanted to know. Don't kill me.''

'' I won't kill you till you and I both want you dead. You will be begging for death soon, don't worry. As for the fact that we know each other well that's besides the fact. You sold shit that wasn't ours in our territory. Why would you do that? You stupid fuck. I actually prefer playing with people I know. I get a good laugh while they beg for their life. Just like you're doing.'' This was going to be fun.