My Shining Light
Disclaimer: If I owned Pokemon would I really be writing this fic if I did?
AN: Hello again this is Twilight Smash, now I should be updating my other fic but I've been 1)Having writers block on it and 2)I've been lazy on it too. The reason why I'm writing this is because it's been nagging me and I've been having writers block.
AN2: This will be using the Japanese names so if I misspelled the names then forgive me. This will be told in Shinji (Paul) point of view. Oh yeah this is my first fic in 2010.
My Shining Light
Hikari
That's the perfect name for you
Your smile just like light
It's just radiant; the light of it would put the suns light to shame
I love when those sapphire blues look upon on me
Even when it's in anger
I lie and say I forgot your name just so you can look upon me.
The reason why I act the way I do to Satoshi
Is not because I think he's weak
It's because you travel with him.
The reason why I act so cold now, isn't because of quest to get stronger
It's because I can't hold you in my arms,
I'm not the reason why you smile,
I'm not the person you get dressed up for to cheer on.
I wish I could be the one in the stands cheering you on in your contest,
The one you run to when you lose,
The one you hug when you win.
But one day I hope that I be the one you cheer for and not Satoshi,
That I could be with you at your contests,
That you could be my Shining Light but alas I know that wish won't come true
But if I truly love you then I have to be with the one you love, even though I know it's not me
My heart is colder then it have ever been, I stand in the shadows knowing that I will never stand in that Shining Light of yours, only in shadows of it.
Hikari
That's the perfect name for you
"Love is patient; love is kind
and is not jealous;
love does not brag and is not
arrogant, does not act
unbecomingly; it does not
seek its own, is not provoked."
-Corinthians 13:4-5
Ok I know its short but it's almost 1:00 a.m. over here and I'm tried, I needed to do this or I wouldn't be able to sleep, I hate nagging ideas, another thing this really wasn't meant to be a poem its just Paul thoughts.
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Until next time ;)