NCIS: Los Angeles...
If Only You Knew
Disclaimer: NCIS: Los Angeles and characters do not belong to me.
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
I'm not sure where this story is going yet, but I think it may become another Marty Deeks and Kensi Blye story.
I guess this is the start of another story for me.
I'm now working on a total of four stories.
I was working on just two stories.
I started a third one yesterday and this one makes four. So please be paient and I'm going to update these stories as often as I come up with ideas.
Hopefully I'll just work on these four and not come up with more. Anyway now I give you...
CHAPTER 1: If Only You Knew
DEEKS' P.O.V.
We work together as a great team...
Bad Ass Blye and Marty Deeks...
Everyone says we have a 'thing' and we tell them we don't.
I tap my pen and a lot of times try to annoy you.
When we are at our desk...
I look over at you.
Your beautiful smile, your mismatched eyes.
We bicker and banter...that's who we are together.
I have noticed I can make you smile.
The time we were trying to figure out who killed you father and you became a suspect...I told you everything would be okay.
By the way it really did seem longer when I wrote that, but it made you smile and that's something I love to see...
We partners...just work partners.
If you only knew how much I want that to change. To tell you I'm in love with you, but everytime I try things keep coming to my mind stopping the words...
FEAR...
I know there is a 'thing' bewteen us and I'm sure you love me as much as I love you.
I can't push you though, if I did something would happen...
In the field we watch each other's backs, if I told you and things didn't work out. I would not be able to work with NCIS and would have to return to the LAPD full time.
I can't do that, because lets face it I like NCIS better then the LAPD.
How do I get rid of this fear that I have and tell you how I feel? Is there a chance I might be able to actually tell you one day?