AN: In this story Bella isn't an only child she has 3 older siblings; Nathaniel (Nate) he's 7 years older than Bella, Jacqueline (Jackie) she's 5 years older and Louis (Louie) he's 3 years older. Bella's family have a secret, they're protectors; they protect mythical creatures i.e. vampires, werewolves, witches etc. they are not told until their 18 birthday about this when they transform into one of these creatures (whichever one they are, is the one they protect.) so in this story it was Bella's 17 birthday when the Cullen's left.
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse, they all belong to Stephenie Meyer, if I did why would I be writing fan fiction about my own story?
Days had drifted into weeks, and weeks had eventually drifted into months…
The pain I felt had not dulled since that day he hadleft me, in fact it had only magnified.
I spent my days in endless routine, never stopping to take in any of what was going on around me. My nights I spent in the dark and terrifying place that were my nightmares, forced to relive the day the love of my life left me. My body ached, the pain in my heart ached so much I often found myself holding my chest afraid what was left of my heart would shatter in to millions of little pieces.
However, there was a light at the end of the tunnel. My friend Jacob Black, he saved me from myself and helped me to live again. He was my own personal sun. In time, I began to look at him in a different light. I wondered if maybe someday I could love him, but I still loved him. I tried to let him go, he did not want me, but I could not he held my heart, and truthfully I never wanted to let go. I never wanted him to let go…