Yay I'm back! Ahh. Well here's my newest story 'The brave take chances'
Sometimes the only way we know some one really cares is through hating itself. Bottle up your emotions for so long to the point where there are some many cracks, one more tear can shatter it all.
Kagome laid on her bed, face sky bound. "If only…if only he could see…see that I…I love him." She finished her confession as she drifted into a land of fantasy and unreality, her years of wishing being her ticket through its gates. Inuyasha sat on the edge of the well, his mind in a civil war. 'I can't tell her. I can't. She needs someone better than me, I'm no good. I…I have to let her go. I'll only hurt her if this continues' he cast a sad gaze over his shoulder and down the well. 'I can't love her.' The silent realization causing years of pent up tears to be shed in one final attempt to ease their owner. 'But oh how I do' He stood and drug his love heavy heart back to the make-shift camp Miroku and Sango had set up when he stormed off for a 'walk'.
Beep beep beep. Kagome's alarm clock went off. "Ugh" She slammed a cream colored hand down on the offending alarm clock. She rolled over in her bed to see that it was 7:14. She rolled back over intending to go back to sleep. 1...2...3. "Oh shit it's 7:00. I told Inuyasha that I'd be back at 7:15." Kagome leaped from her bed with the speed of a gazelle. She rummaged through her closet and decided on loose fitting black pants and a white shirt. 7:09. She plummeted down the stairs and into the kitchen quickly throwing all the supplies she would need into her yellow bag. 7:13. She quickly wolfed down her breakfast her mother set down for her. 7:15. She jumped down the well and smiled lightly when the starry blue light enveloped her body.
Inuyasha turned his nose upwards and took a deep whiff. "Kagome is back. I'll go get her." He said commandingly towards Sango and Miroku. Miroku merely nodded and Sango shrugged her shoulders. Inuyasha ran with all due hast to the well and arrived just in time to see Kagome climb out of the well. "Your late wench." Kagome sighed in annoyance. She lifted her deep blue eyes toward Inuyasha,
'If only…' "Only by a few minutes so chill."
Inuyasha fumed. "I do not need to 'chill' Ka-go-me. You should have been here earlier.
'I can't Kagome, why can't you see that'.
Standing, Kagome looked at him through love filled eyes. "Trust me I tried to get here earlier so I could listen to your ranting. I really wanted to hear it."
'Why can't you see I love you?'
Inuyasha look at Kagome
Kagome looked at Inuyasha
"Kagome…I…I want you to stop."
"Stop what Inuyasha?"
"Stop loving me. I can't love you back."
Tears weld up in Kagome's eyes.
"It's because of her isn't it?"
"No…It's because of no one but me."
Tears made their way down Kagome's soft silk skin.
"What do you mean?"
Inuyasha balled his fists tight, anger gripping him.
"You know what I mean. Things never work out for me so why start something I know isn't going to work. Why cause myself that kind of pain?"
More tears fell like rain from Kagome's eyes.
"How do you know Inuyasha? Why can't you even give me a chance?"
Inuyasha looked down as he lowered his voice to a soft whisper.
"Chances are for uncertain fools. I refuse to be one any longer."
Inuyasha looked up and found himself alone and dazed. 'But I love you so much Kagome. So much I wish…I wish I didn't have a heart so it wouldn't hurt so bad.'
Kagome sprinted through the woods, her pain giving the extra speed to her undestined flight. ( I don't think undestined is a word but I don't care) Finally after an endless run Kagome clasped against a tree from fatigue. "What possible reason could a beauty such as your self have for laying on the forest floor crying?"
And behold…my first new work in I don't know how long. It feels good to be writing again. So all I can say now is read and review. Flames are welcome, they help me grow as a writer so bring 'em on.
Oh and I will consider writing more and revising my other works. We shall see. Until next time….
