A/N: Noah & Jesse do not exist in this story, but Frannie still does.
"So, a yoga retreat in Costa Rica," the older brunette says to the blonde. "It was the furthest I could get away from New York and Atlanta. It was good," Amanda cheesed a big grin sitting there having coffee with Liv. "Did you work through some stuff?"
"Yeah, It was therapeutic. We were meditating on the summit of this volcano, and the yogi comes over, and taps me on my shoulder. I didn't even tense up." Amanda smiled after taking a sip of her coffee.
Olivia smiled a big grin looking at Amanda being so happy once again, "good for you, and now that you're back, you'll continue with therapy-," Amanda quickly cut off Olivia. "Look, I am so sorry for what I put y'all through." Amanda frowned, Liv put her hand on Amanda's reassuring her, "No, Amanda. I'm sorry for what you put yourself through," her voice just was so soothing to the blonde. She felt like she finally had a female friend at work again. Amanda's eyes wander to Liv's hand which had still been on top of her own. Liv noticed and quickly pulled away, "sorry..," Olivia murmured softly. Amanda just kept on smiling, "it's okay Liv. I'm just glad we're getting to be friends outside of work. It's nice to have a friend that is female and is actually willing to socialize. I'm not always a very social person."
Liv's eyebrows furrowed in confusion, "but yet you're an SVU detective." "I'm from Georgia, I like kicking bad guys' asses and helping victims get justice." Amanda gulped the last of her coffee down.
"Well, it looks like it's getting late...," Olivia looks at the time. "Mm, yeah. I should probably get home as well." Amanda notes as she gets up from her seat.
"You can walk with me if you want to," slowly and subtly inviting the blonde to spend more time with her as she smiled. Amanda needed no more invitation, she grabbed her bag and stood by Liv's side. She didn't speak. Both women are walking through a parking garage to get to Liv's car. "Do you want me to drive you home?" Olivia asked. Amanda nodded, not saying anything after that. Her mind raced and she shuddered at the sudden chill. Her eyes darted around the parking garage. Liv looks over at the young detective, "hey, you alright?" Her eyebrows furrowing in concern. The blonde's head jerked back to look at Liv. She forced a smile. "Sure! Everything's fine," she didn't know if she sounded convincing or not. In fact she'd been awake far too long now. Sleep hadn't been easy for Amanda for a few days since she got back. Liv stepped in sync with Amanda and she grabbed Amanda's arm lightly as they walked. "You know you can talk to me about anything, Amanda." She softly murmured, having been the first time she referred to the detective as Amanda. The blonde had taken her lip between her teeth, chewing it nervously. "I.. I know that" she paused, looking down at her hands. "I'd rather talk about it at your place.. If that's okay..," the pretty blonde detective was slowly unraveling, coming undone. "Yeah sure. That's okay with me," the ladies arrived to Liv's car. Amanda silently sat herself in the passenger side of Olivia's vehicle, strapping herself in the seat. She immediately locked her eyes out the window. Olivia started up the car, "do you need to stop anywhere before we go to my apartment?" The brunette looks over at Amanda who's focused on looking out the window. It took Amanda a moment to respond and when she did it was soft, pained. "No.. Just drive," her command seemed off somehow. It wasn't the Amanda that Liv knew. "Okay," the brunette softly murmured as she started up the car and drove around the parking garage and out into New York's famous traffic. 'Oh, traffic. Fun,' Amanda thought to herself as it gave her a chance to avoid conversation for a while, escape back in her mind for a time. She said nothing as they drove. Liv kept looking over at Amanda occasionally, eventually she veered off to a side street, taking a shortcut to her apartment. Amanda let her mind run wild and free, her eyes closed slightly. She basked in the setting sun and how it made her eyes heavy. She was exhausted. Her body seemed to go limp, breathing more softly now. She was trying to calm down before they stopped in front of Liv's apartment.
Within a few minutes, Olivia pulled up to the complex, "okay, good news. We're here!" Liv grinned as she shut off the car, trying to stay positive for Amanda. Amanda looked toward her boss, trying her hardest to smile. She managed a small one, for Olivia's sake. "Good," the blonde said simply, undoing her seatbelt and opening the door to step out. Both women walk up the sidewalk to the building, Liv unlocks the building door, holding it open for Amanda then stepping in after her. Amanda made an immediate beeline for the sofa, she situated herself on it and folded her hands on her lap, waiting for Olivia to join her there. She kept her eyes on the door, waiting for Liv to lock it behind her. Olivia took her jacket off, hanging it on the coat rack, taking a seat on the couch, "okay, we're here at my house... what's going on Amanda?" Olivia looked at the younger detective with concern on her face and a soft voice. Amanda shied away from her friend, glueing her eyes to her hands. She shrugged, struggling to form words at the current moment. "He found me," the blonde muttered. "He found me.." Amanda licked her lips, saying nothing more. Olivia couldn't help but scoot closer to Amanda and reach out for her hands, "who? Who found you Amanda?" Liv's voice filled with so much worry and concern, her face matching the tone of her voice. Tears started streaming down her face as her voice cracked, "Declan..." She lies, Amanda's mind was reeling. But Liv's face went in shock, "what?" Olivia whispered, looking at Amanda. "He.." She dared not speak ill of him, he scared her. She looked to Liv for just a moment. Her blue eyes dim and dark. "I'm sorry..," Amanda whispered. Olivia bites her lip out of fear, knowing how Amanda is about this, "it's okay Amanda, take your time." Olivia extends a hand to Amanda for her to hold. "Just in case it gives you strength. My fearlessness is powerful," Liv nervously smiled. Amanda grabbed her friends hand, squeezing it rather hard. She found herself fighting off tears as she tried to speak again. "He.. He cornered me. Grabbed me.." She bit her lip quite hard. "Told me to be quiet." Another pause, Amanda just shook out of the memories coming back to her. "Then he dragged me to his car," her voice in a broken whisper.
Olivia quickly scrambled to her feet, letting go of Amanda's hand pissed as hell, "where the fuck is that sonuvabitch I'm gonna put a bullet in his fucking head." She scowls as she paced back and forth. "Liv," Amanda whispered. Olivia looked over at Amanda, who had tears streaming down her face. Olivia calmed down a bit, she knew she shouldn't have but she enveloped her arms around Amanda, hugging the younger woman. Amanda didn't hold back when Liv held her. Tears soaking her shirt as she held Amanda. Liv's hand soothingly rubbed across Amanda's back as she soothed Amanda through her sadness. "Just say the word and I'll kick his ass," Liv says. Amanda sat up, wiping her tears away. "You sound like Fin."
"We are a part of a squad. We all have each other's backs." Liv says. Amanda smiled. "Thanks Liv." Amanda replied softly. "Always," Liv smiled. "If you need to, you're more than welcome to stay the night here if you don't feel like being alone tonight. I can see if the guest room is all made up and everything." Amanda looked at Olivia, "really? I don't want to feel like I'm an annoying burden or feel like I'm doing this for attention." Liv reassures Amanda, "don't worry Amanda. It's okay with me, I don't mind. I've been there before."
Olivia gets up from the couch and goes down the hall to the bedroom to make sure the guest bedroom was all ready for the night. "Okay, bedroom is all ready for you. I have some clothes you can wear, they're laying on the dresser." Olivia says walking down the hallway to the living room. "You hungry Amanda?" Olivia asks. "Yes, as a matter of fact I am." Amanda says quietly. "Okay, pizza or Chinese?" Olivia asks. "Hm... what do you think Liv?" Amanda looked up at Olivia.
"You are a guest in my house, so therefore, you get to pick dinner. End of discussion." Amanda suddenly got triggered, "where's the bathroom?" Amanda asked Olivia. "Right around the corner." Amanda rushed into the bathroom as her anxiety built up. Olivia didn't think much of it, so she went into her bedroom to get her phone. After noticing that Amanda was in the bathroom for nearly twenty minutes, Olivia got up and lightly knocked. "Amanda? You alright?" Nothing but silence. Olivia jiggled the doorknob, "Amanda it's me open the door." She knocked again. Fearing the worst, she knocks her shoulder against the bathroom door. Amanda sat in the dry bathtub, fully clothed with her knees up to her chest. "Amanda," Liv whispered as she knelt. "I'll do what you say," Amanda mumbles. "What?" Liv wasn't sure what Amanda said. "I know you don't take no for an answer, I'm cooperating." Amanda mumbles, Olivia heard a part of what she said. Olivia petted Amanda's hair, knowing she's not aware of where she is, "Mandy, it's me." Olivia says. "L-Liv?" Amanda said quietly, causing Liv to grin. "Yes, it's me, Olivia. You were saying something earlier, honey, about knowing I don't take no for an answer... honey, you said that about Patton. Never about Declan." Amanda stayed quiet as Olivia said it. "Amanda...," Olivia says softly. "Hm?" Amanda was zoned out. "Did Patton hurt you again? Is he the one that found you?" She asks as she sets her hand on Amanda's arm. Amanda's eyes met Olivia's hand, then up to her eyes as they welled up. She couldn't speak, so Amanda nodded her head. Olivia's heart broke, "wh-when was this?" Olivia raised her eyebrow. Amanda bit her lip, chewing on it in thought. "Early.. Very early," she checked her watch, thinking back. "Like.. 3AM or so," the blonde had been on her way home. This would also explain why she was late for work today. "I-is that...," Olivia paused, trying not to get too emotional. Olivia cleared her throat, "erm, is that why you were late this morning?" Olivia's voice murmured softly, Amanda nodded her head once again.
"I know you don't want to...," Liv's voice was quiet. "But you need to go to the hospital for a rape kit." Amanda's eyes locked onto Olivia's, fear showing in her blue eyes which were bloodshot from crying. "Don't worry, I'll be there the whole time. I promise." Amanda shifted away from Olivia, "no! No... god, I wish I hadn't said anything," Amanda's eyes dropped to the floor of the bathtub. "I'll just let it be." Amanda felt totally helpless, just like last time, because Patton was a threat to her. "Just like last time," Amanda shrugged.
"But this time, you have me. I'll make damn sure we catch this prick and put him away for good." Olivia scowled, knowing Patton had struck again after the recent case against an APD detective. Olivia scooted back some on the bathroom floor, for Amanda to sit besides the older woman, with her arms open for an embrace. Slowly, Amanda gets out of the tub and besides Olivia, leaning into the older woman's arms, flinching. She was still in pain, fearing the contact of someone else touching her, "how? No one will believe me...," Amanda spoke in a soft whisper as her voice broke. Olivia looked into Amanda's eyes, "I do. I believe you Amanda. If you'll do the rape kit, the evidence will be there. I'll get TARU to go over surveillance and I'll make sure that bastard never sees the light of day ever again." Amanda nodded, "you'll be with me the whole time?" She asked. If she really did have to go to the hospital, she damn sure didn't want to go alone, as blue eyes searched for brown. "I promise Amanda. I'll be there for you, and I'll even have a hand for you to hold on to," Olivia looked at Amanda with true sincerity. She swallowed, slowly standing. She knew Liv was right about this. She knew she had to do this. "Alright." The younger woman said gently, softly. She was indeed nervous. Olivia stood up after Amanda did, letting both women exit the bathroom. Liv grabbed her jacket off of the coat rack, throwing it on, extending her hand out to the blonde. "Ready to go?" Olivia asked, making sure the blonde wouldn't back out. Amanda took the other woman's hand, she held it tightly as they walked together. She had lost herself in her thoughts. She said nothing as they walked to her boss' car.
Both women get into the car, taking off for the hospital, "I know you don't want to do this, but I appreciate you cooperating Amanda." Olivia spoke up while driving. Amanda could only nod. Her eyes once again glued to the world outside her window. She knew this was important but thinking about it sent a shiver down her spine. "Of course I know we need evidence," the way she said it, in a monotoned voice, was all business. Like nothing happened. Liv frowned as she looked at Amanda before starting the car, "Amanda... bottling this up isn't healthy. I know it's hard but you need to talk to someone. Even if it's just a friend." Putting the car in drive, zooming off to the hospital.
Amanda shrugged. "I'm not you," the blonde said softly. "I'm not someone who can't let go of things." Amanda said, sounding harsh. She hadn't meant it that way. In fact she didn't know where the sudden outburst had even come from. And just like that she felt bad. "I'm sorry..," Amanda said softly. "Don't worry about it Amanda," Olivia accepted the apology. "A lot worst has been said to me in my many years of working in SVU." Silence filled the car once again as Liv drove through New York to the hospital.
Olivia found a parking spot as she pulls into the hospital parking lot. Both ladies get out of the car, Liv locks it. The alarm blares to ensure it's locked. Both ladies met at the trunk of the car, Amanda gripping onto Liv's hand. "Deep breaths Amanda, it'll be okay." Liv murmured softly as they headed into the hospital. The receptionist recognizes Olivia, "hey Lieutenant Benson! What can I do for you today?" "Hi, I need an exam room open for a rape kit," Olivia whispered. "It's for one of my detectives." The receptionist frowned, looking at Amanda and Liv, then picking up the receiver. "If you'll fill out this form, the doctor will be in shortly." The receptionist says as she hands a clipboard of paperwork to Olivia. As both women take a seat, "shit." Amanda muttered. "What?" The little silent outburst caught the Lieutenant's attention. "I didn't bring a second set of clothes," Amanda whispered to Liv. "Don't worry I've got a change of clothes in the trunk of my car." Amanda eyed Olivia. "What?" Liv asks. "You're such a mom," Amanda scoffed gently as she takes the clipboard and pen away from Olivia. "Excuse me?" Olivia raised an eyebrow. "As a matter of fact, it's always a good idea to have a spare set of clothes with you Amanda. You never know." Liv chuckled. Amanda finished filling out the paperwork. "There's nothing wrong with being savvy when it comes to you, does it?" Amanda states. "Excuse me? Look who's talking Miss Georgia Peach," Liv snaps back. It drove Amanda nuts when Liv called her that. It had only been the second time Olivia called her that and it was weird how she reacted to it. "Can you not call me that?" Amanda said coldly. She wouldn't usually act like that but she wasn't understanding her emotions at the time.
"Amanda Rollins?" The doctor called. "Yes, that's me," Amanda scrambled out of her chair, walking over to the middle aged woman. "Hold on," Amanda says as she turns towards where Liv was sitting. She motioned for Olivia to be in the room with her. "Is it okay if she's in the room with me?" Amanda asks the doctor. "She sure can!" The doctor smiles. Amanda takes a seat on the exam chair as Olivia sits in a guest chair besides the exam chair. Amanda grips Olivia's hand for safety. She didn't like doing this one bit, but she had to do it, to protect herself. "Okay, so according to my nurse and your paperwork, you are here for a rape kit?" The doctor says. "Y-yes ma'am," Amanda whispered as her grip tightened on Olivia's hand, trying to surpress the emotions and memories. "Okay, I will go get you a gown, and the kit and we'll start from there." The doctor smiles as she leaves the room. A long sigh left Amanda as the doctor left the room, "is it too late to change my mind?" Amanda looked at Liv. "Amanda, I know you don't want to put yourself through this but it's for your own good. You're an SVU detective." Olivia reassures Amanda. "You're right, you're right." Amanda says softly. After waiting for about fourty-five minutes, the doctor finally returns to the exam room. "Sorry, there was an emergency and a procedure had to be done. But I'm here now and I'm all yours." The doctor says as she hands Amanda the hospital gown. Amanda gets up and goes into the bathroom to change. Putting all of her clothing and shoes inside the bag marked for evidence. She looked at herself long and hard in the mirror after changing into the hospital gown. The gown was awfully baggy against her small frame, as she partially doubled over the gown so her backside doesn't show. She stepped out as she handed the evidence bag to the doctor. Olivia stood up and went up to the doctor as Amanda took a seat. "Please test this kit, I'll pay for all the medical expenses for it to be tested," Olivia whispered to the doctor, who just looked at Liv with sincerity as she nodded. Setting the evidence bag down, the doctor turned towards Amanda, "okay so we are going to swan everything for DNA. Under the bed of the fingernails, your hair, your-," "I know how the process works, I'm a damn SVU detective," Amanda quickly interrupted the doctor, getting upset. "I'm sorry," the doctor murmured. "Can you please lay down then?" The doctor asks, and Amanda does lay down, grabbing ahold of Olivia's hand once again. Amanda's breath got very shallow and shaky as the anxiety builds up. They scraped Amanda's fingernails gathering the evidence from there and started working on her hair, she broke down in sobs. "Excuse me, can you give us a moment alone?" Liv asks the doctor, she nods as her and the nurse step out of the room. "Amanda are you alright?" Liv murmured softly. "I can't believe I let you talk me into this," Amanda huffed as she wiped away the tears. "It's shredding me of the dignity I have left." "Amanda, I know you didn't want to do this, I know how painful it is. I've been through it several times but he, Patton, needs to be stopped once and for all. This is the third time he's struck. Granted, it was you, then the other girl, and you again; it's still a pattern. I don't want anything to happen to you. I'll be damned if I let you get hurt again. I saw your pain the last time he was here. I thought letting you take some accrued vacation time would be good, let you clear your mind but you still got attacked," Olivia's voice was breaking as tears streaked down her face. "I'll be damned if I lose you. You remind me of me when I started out in SVU," Liv whispered. She wiped away the tears as she took a deep breath. "Okay." Amanda murmured. "Okay what?" Olivia said, feeling confused. "I'll continue with the kit. You and Fin are my family and I can't lose y'all." Amanda said softly. Olivia smiled, "I'll go let the doctor back in."
Olivia cracked open the door and motioned for the doctor and nurse to come back into the room. "Sorry y'all. My emotions got to the best of me," Amanda apologized sincerely. "It's okay, rape kits aren't all that good. It's uncomfortable and time consuming. It breaks my heart to do these but I help collect the evidence to make these guys go away," The doctor smiled as she continued to gather evidence from Amanda's scalp.
After a few excruciating hours, the rape kit was finally over. "I'll be back in a minute, I have to go to the car and get the spare set of clothes for you Amanda." Liv says as she steps out to go to her car. Bringing the spare set of clothes and running shoes for Amanda back into the exam room, "you feel up to grabbing a bite on the way home?" Olivia asked Amanda. "No shit captain obvious!" Amanda cracked up in a smartass response. "Okay, okay, we'll stop by and grab something then." Liv sat in the chair waiting on Amanda who emerged from the bathroom a few minutes later. "You got a ponytail Liv?" Amanda asks. "Course I do!" She smiles as she dug into her purse, pulling out a scrunchy, "that's the best I've got in here." Liv says sounding sincerely apologetic. "It's okay Liv," Amanda softly smiled. Both women head out to Olivia's car and got in, taking off to a drive thru for some takeaway.
The women picked up late night supper and drove off to Olivia's apartment. It was about two in the morning. After settling in and eating takeaway on the couch, Olivia spoke. "Hey, I know you just got back, but you've still got vacation time left. Take a couple of days off. I can take the time off with you as well," Liv explains to Amanda. "I know you mean well but you don't need to baby me Liv." Her voice drawled. It drove Liv up the wall every time they were alone and Amanda's voice would drawl like that. She still can't get over the time Amanda went berserk over Brian staying at her apartment when he was a possible suspect for murder. She got irritated by why she was feeling so weird around Amanda. Maybe it was just something different about their friendship. Maybe Olivia was starting to feel bad about how close the two got in the beginning of Amanda's days at SVU and then slowly diminished. She would be damned if she let that happened again. Amanda and Olivia both got ready for bed as Amanda stepped into the guest room and lays down. Liv goes in and falls asleep after a few minutes. Later on that day, Liv called in and told Fin to take over for the day.
After the investigation on Amanda started, no one knew but Amanda and Olivia. Amanda would come into Liv's office with a daily report and they would talk. After the first few days, Fin was curious about it.
"Yo 'Manda, why do you go to Liv's office everyday?" He asked in a low whisper. "To ensure to her that I'm keeping my sobriety. Is that okay with you, dad?" Fin and Amanda broke into a chuckle. "Yeah, just had me worried something was going on between you and Liv," his voice steadily in a whisper. Amanda's eyebrows furrowed in confusion, "what? No. Liv and I are friends and she's worried about me. I can start keeping you in the loop now if that's what you want." Fin nodded as they went back to working on their DD5s. Then got report of a young lady on a train. "Let's go," Fin says to Amanda as they pair up again. Amanda managed to lure the young woman, known as Esther, out of the train and started a bond with the young woman. She just felt protective of young Esther, despite being 27 years old. Amanda went to Esther's family home and broke in, which quickly turned into a hostage situation but the father of Esther had let Amanda go. Amanda had called in SVU who called in ESU and the hostage negotiation team for backup as well, shots were suddenly being exchanged, all of the sudden the father surrendered after Esther had been shot. Amanda lost her mind in interrogating the father.
"Amanda! My office, now," Olivia said sternly. She exhaled raggedly, "Amanda, I know this is hard-," Amanda quickly cut off Olivia. "Hard? Just imagine how hard those kids' lives were.
And then to have to sit there and listen to that zealot use God to justify it!" She was spirialing, Liv could tell that Amanda was about to hit a brick wall, especially with what she had to say to Amanda.
"I get it, Amanda. But I need you to get your head on straight," Liv tried sweet talking her. "I'm fine," Amanda gritted through her teeth. She had forgotten all that Liv and her went through, their frendship.
"Okay, you think you can do that?" Liv raised an eyebrow. "Yes," Amanda gathered herself together. "Because when this case is finally over," Amanda suddenly interrupted once again, "it is over." She huffed.
Liv frowned. "I wish that were true...," her voice softened. Amanda was confused. "Preliminary ballistics came back on the siege of the Labott house." Amanda was surprised, "that was fast." Liv hesitates but had to say it. "You fired the bullet that killed Esther LaBott..." Olivia murmured. Shock went throughout Amanda's body. Liv's voice echoed throughout Amanda's head. She started to break down. "N-," she sobbed trying to speak. "Oh, oh god..." Amanda's sobs got more heart wrenching and achy. "Amanda," Olivia whispered as she knelt down, "you know the drill. You're gonna talk to the force investigative group and you're gonna talk to IAB, and I am confident that that you're going to be back on the job in the next few days.. I'm sorry," Olivia rubbed Amanda's shoulder, "I'm sorry," she whispered once again as Olivia stepped into the interrogation room, taking over for Amanda. While Olivia accompanied Fin in the interrogation room to dismiss the case against William LaBott, Amanda took off. She didn't leave a note or even say a word.
After William LaBott was released, Liv noticed that Amanda was nowhere to be found in the precinct, she figured Amanda must've went home. Her badge and gun were on the Lieutenant's desk. Amanda hadn't even put up a fight. She was already involved in her own investigation for her rape and now she's under investigation for murder. She was in self-destruction mode as she quickly pulled up to the liquor store close to her house and bought several bottles of Jack Daniels. Amanda purchased the bottles and went home. She waited for a friend to come and pick up Frannie for the night so Amanda could have peace and quiet. Amanda finished two bottles of Jack, she went into her phone and saw she had messages from Fin and a message from Olivia. She hovered her thumb over the phone icon on Olivia's contact in her phone. Amanda hesitated to call Olivia, but she pushed the back arrow button and decided to call someone else. As the phone dialed and connected the call, she pursed her lips and cleared her throat. The call was picked up, "hey, it's me," Amanda said softly into the phone. "I'm really lonely and could use a friend right now... can you please come over?" She bit her lip as the voice on the other end agreed to it. "Okay you'll be coming around in a bit?" Amanda asked. "Okay, see ya then." She hung up the phone and then made another call, "hey, I know it's late.. but I wanted to say sorry. If you want, come over whenever you can. Bye." She hung up the phone.
Within a few minutes, there was a knock on the door. She opened the door and smiled. "So, you missed me eh?" He said as Amanda let him in the apartment. "Yes Declan, I did." She'd admitted, trying to not slur her words. She went into the kitchen to clean up the mess she made. Declan came into the kitchen behind her and she noticed him step into the kitchen. He'd walked up to her and put his arms around her waist as she worked on cleaning dishes. She softly gasped in surprise as he tightened his grip on Amanda's hips as he pressed his hips against hers. Declan worked his hands up to her breast, causing Amanda to moan softly, removing her hands from the sink and drying her hands with a dish towel. Amanda walked out into the living room and sat on the couch. Opening an invitation for Declan to join her. He swiftly made his way over to the couch, suddenly greeting her with a kiss. He got settled between her legs as the kiss intensified, grinding his body against her, warming her up. She kept moaning softly in the kiss here and there. He then took her shirt off and left trails of kisses here and there on her chest, Declan then snuck his hand beneath the waistband of Amanda's pants, as he teased her bundle of nerves, but they were quickly interrupted by Olivia opening the door and stepping in. "What the hell is going on here?" Liv asks. "She called me and asked me to come over," Declan explains. "Get the hell out or I will kick your ass," she growled softly. Declan scoffed as he left the apartment. Olivia looked at Amanda who was laying on the couch. "Where the hell is your shirt?" Liv asked. Amanda mumbled. "What," she had a hard time understanding the other woman. Amanda then pointed to the floor where her shirt is. Liv handed Amanda the shirt, she could smell the booze. "Amanda... have you been drinking?" Liv asks. "Olivia, I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore," Amanda slurred an apology. "Everything was hurting and I just didn't want to hurt anymore... but do you want some alcohol?" Amanda giggled. "No, Amanda, I don't want any." Olivia said as she sat on the couch and went to put Amanda's shirt back on her. "Livvy," Amanda stopped her. "What Amanda?"
"Do you think I have nice boobs?" Amanda giggled once again, as she looked down at her own chest, causing Olivia to roll her eyes. "How much have you had to drink?" Olivia asks. Amanda stands up, stumbling into the kitchen, bringing out the two empty bottles of Jack and bringing out another unopened one. She made her way to the couch, handing Olivia the two empty bottles. As she opened the new bottle, "this is the last one." Amanda chugged some of it. "Are you crazy?" Olivia snatched the bottle away from the drunk blonde. "No," she giggled. "Just horny." Amanda says as she slumps onto the couch besides Olivia. She feels Amanda's hand touch her thigh, "you've got nice thighs. They're so juicy and thick. Like a good steak." Amanda notes. "Maybe you should be put to bed, Amanda." Liv drinks a bit of Jack and then closes up the bottle. After Olivia set the bottle down, she sat back up, feeling Amanda play with her hair. "What are you doing Amanda?" Olivia raised an eyebrow. "I'm bored. Your hair is nice." Amanda said, sounding almost like she's in a trance. Olivia rolled her eyes, letting Amanda play with her hair. Amanda, slowly and discreetly, moved Liv's hair to the side as Liv was resting with her eyes closed. She was startled after she felt something touch her neck. It was Amanda's mouth. "Amanda, what are you doing?" Olivia asks. "You taste so good," Amanda husked in Liv's ear, causing her core to heat up. Amanda trails her tongue in a circle, "I like you.. a lot Liv," Amanda's mouth greets the older brunette's neck once again, finishing with a pop. "I kept denying it but now," she swiftly straddles Olivia's lap, "I know damn well what I want." Amanda said quickly as she let her lips crash against Liv's. Olivia went to protest, but there was something about the kiss, something different. There were... sparks. She moaned softly as she grabbed Amanda's hips and held on as she battled for dominance. Amanda reached behind herself as she undid her bra, tossing it to the floor. She grabbed Olivia's hands from her hips, to her breast. Amanda moaned as she felt Liv's warm, yet supple, hands touch her bare skin. Liv brought one breast into her mouth as she massaged the other, then switching. Amanda's breathing was really shallow. She put her hand below the waistband of Liv's jeans, Olivia gasped at the contact of Amanda's hand. "Amanda, we shouldn't be doing this," Liv says breathlessly as they kiss. "I can taste the wine beneath the jack on your breath Liv.. please, let me have this." Amanda muttered softly as she rubbed circles against Liv's heated, yet dripping core. Olivia took her free hand and brought it below the waistband of Amanda's pants as well. Amanda softly bit Olivia's lip as she whimpered, she'd been longing for the touch. Whether it had come from her or Declan. She just wanted to feel. Amanda could feel Liv's fingers curve inside her opening, moaning as Liv teasingly stroked her finger inside Amanda, adding a second digit. She continued to tease Amanda which was starting to frustrate her. "Ugh Liv, quit teasing," she whined as she pulled on Liv's shirt. Liv couldn't help but giggle, "it's too easy not to." She whispered. Amanda pulls off Olivia's shirt and unhooks her bra, tossing them both onto the floor. She gets ready to tease Olivia when a thought popped in her head and she gets off of Olivia's lap. "What's going on?" Olivia was confused, Amanda traipsed over to the front door and locks it. "Can't have anyone else interrupting now can we? You already interrupted once and I'll be damned if I don't get laid!" She states as she undresses herself on the way back to the couch. Liv's eyes darkened as her core yearned for passion. Liv couldn't take it anymore, she pulled Amanda up onto the couch and kissed her, hard. Gently biting her lip as her index finger lightly circled Amanda's clit. "Mm you're so wet Amanda," Liv said in a low, husky tone. It drove Amanda wild the way Liv was speaking to her. Just like she imagined. "You can still call me that name, but only in private." Amanda said. It clicked inside Olivia's head, the way Amanda snapped was because she was in denial of her feelings for Olivia. It made her feel different. Her lips met Amanda's once more as she inserted her fingers inside Amanda again, as she pumped her sleek, but slender fingers slowly inside of Amanda, causing her to rock against Liv's hand. Amanda moaned as she bit Olivia's lip, "fuck." Amanda says lowly. "Mmm," Liv chuckled as her fingers pick up the pace, causing Amanda to really rock against Liv's hand. "Oh... oh oh god, oh ugh fuck yes," Amanda murmured as Olivia picked up the pace. She goes harder and harder as she feels Amanda's core clamp down against her fingers. Amanda buried her face into Olivia's shoulder as she rocks her hips, nearing to orgasm. Suddenly, Olivia removed her fingers, placing her arms underneath Amanda's legs hoisting the young detective up onto the back of the couch, holding her in place as her mouth worked its way on Amanda's core. She gasped sharply, her legs starting to quiver as Liv sucks on the sensitive bundles of nerves. She continues to suck as her tongue occasionally runs across her slit. Licking away as if she was eating an ice cream cone, Amanda lowered herself onto Olivia's face for a better ride. "Oh god, oh god, oh god, oh, oh... oh yes Liv yes!" She yelped as she starts to orgasm. Olivia inserts two digits inside of Amanda's core as she sucked the bundle of nerves. Olivia's fingers pumping as fast as they can go while she keeps an attentive care on Amanda's clit. The young blonde was just screaming expletives as she has multiple orgasms, eventually cumming. Olivia runs her tongue across the slit to lap up the cum so Amanda could come down from the orgasm. Olivia set Amanda down on the couch, her mind reeling of many thoughts. "Wow you cuss a lot when you have an orgasm." Liv states. Amanda was breathing heavily, trying to stay under control. "That...," she breathed deeply, "that was a first. Holy shit you know how to make a woman orgasm." Amanda says surprised. "I had a girlfriend back when I was in the police academy," Liv shrugged. "Well, you are very damn good at sex," Amanda brags. "Well, that's only because that was the first time I've ever ate a Georgia Peach," Olivia winked at the pun. Amanda chuckled and gave Olivia a kiss. "You'll get your turn in a minute, I just wanna make out for a second." Amanda crashed her lips onto Olivia's, daring to take the daunting, and intimidating chance of being dominant, but she ended up being submissive. Amanda's hands worked their way down to Olivia's pants, unfastening the buttons and pulling the pants down, along with the underwear. "Lay down," Amanda whispered. She didn't have a reason to be whispering but she did anyways. Olivia laid down on the couch with her head resting on the arm of the couch. Amanda took her index finger and teasingly stroked her finger against Olivia's bundle of nerves, she inhaled sharply, biting down on her lower lip. Amanda lowered her head and her mouth met with the brunette's dripping core. Liv started squirming in pleasure as she felt Amanda's tongue work against her clit. She pulls on Amanda's hair as she inserts two fingers inside of Olivia. Pumping her fingers as fast as she can, Liv moaning and rocking her hips as well. She throws her head back as her back arched during an orgasm. Amanda replaces her fingers with her mouth, finishing off Olivia's orgasm. The blonde woman then hovers above Liv, greeting her with a passionate kiss. Olivia loved tasting herself against a woman's mouth. Nothing turned her on more than tasting herself against another woman's mouth.
Amanda broke the kiss, "you wanna go lay in my bed?" She asks. "Since I'm still not sober, that's fine with me," Liv smiles. Amanda gets off of the couch and Liv follows in suit to Amanda's bedroom. "Do you want pajamas?" Amanda asks. "I prefer sleeping naked." Liv giggles. "Mmm." Olivia stepped closer to Amanda and wraps her arms around Amanda. Both women crawled into her bed, Amanda laid besides Olivia who had wrapped her arms around the young blonde. Liv brushes Amanda's hair away from her neck, letting her lips land on Amanda's neck. She bites down softly on Amanda's neck, causing the small woman to squirm. Liv's hands ran across Amanda's taut body as the younger woman tried to sleep. But Olivia wanted to go another round. "Livvy you need to sleep," Amanda murmured. "I finally have my chance to be with you, I'm making up for lost time," Olivia murmured. Amanda just couldn't help but roll her eyes as she laid on her back, "fine but make it quick." Liv giggled like a schoolgirl as she laid on top of Amanda, letting her lips meet Amanda's. She just loved hearing the low moans Amanda would release as Liv would kiss her passionately, taking Amanda's lower lip in between her teeth, Olivia's hand snakes down to Amanda's core, stroking teases to rile up the blonde. Her eyes closed, biting her lip as she moaned, Amanda couldn't help but smile. She was surprised by Olivia suddenly crashing her mouth against the blonde's smile. "I love seeing your smile," Olivia husked in a whisper between kisses.