Hey! Yume-chan here! Trying to share you guys my first ever fanfiction! Please feel free to comment on it… This is my first time so please forgive me if the story is not very good or there are typos and wrong grammars. As for now, I will only post a short preview. I will put up chapter 1 if there are people who want to read the story…

WHEN MY LIFE WITHERS LIKE THE ROSE

SUMMARY:

It was not always what the richest and infamous writer Amu Hinamori had expected, for she was always number 1. Everyday there were more than a million people who adore her; even the non-living things idolize her. But this was not it… What if, one day she finds herself a new rival, and then loses self-confidence, will she be able to continue on?

DISCLAIMER:

I do not own Shugo Chara! And I never will! But this fanfic IS mine!

CHAPTER 1: SUSPICIOUS MIND

At Seiyo Academy

"Ohayou, Amu-chi!!" A cute, yellow-pony-tailed girl said.

"Ohayou, Yaya-chan!" I said to her coolly.

"Ohayou, Hinamori-san!" A blonde hair boy said, holding my shoulders.

I blushed. My heart was filled with happiness that no one can ever give me. Tadase-kun and I had been friends since birth, we had been very close to each other. Years passed I have developed strong feelings for him, no one can ever stop me from loving him.

Yaya-chan stared at me with cute eyes. All of the students around us can feel the warmth between me and my beloved prince.

I looked at Tadase-kun with love-filled eyes. "Ohayou…" I said nervously.

"Uhm!" A green-haired boy behind me said, coughing loudly so that everyone could hear. "You guys are causing a commotion as always."

"Ohayou, Sanjou-kun." Tadase-kun said to him, sparkling beautifully that made my heart pound.

"Eh..?" Yaya-chan looked around.

"What is it?" I said in wonder.

"Rima is not here yet?"

"Oh yeah that reminds me…" Tadase-kun said, with sadness filled in his voice.

"What?" I asked curiously.

"Well it all started last Saturday. I was walking at the park that day and saw her sad…" Tadase-kun paused for a second, taking a deep breath. "She seems to be walking towards Seiyo so I followed her, and turned out to be that she was going to the royal garden…"

"Eh? On Saturday?" Yaya-chan shouted.

The students around us were staring at us.

"Uh…" I said nervously, sweating. "Why don't we talk after class in the royal garden?"

"Good idea." Kairi said.

After Class. At the Royal Garden

"Where was I?" Tadase-kun said. "Oh right… She left a letter here on this table" He pointed the table in front of us.

"What did the letter say?" I asked, my heart pounding like crazy.

Tadase-kun smiled. We were all shocked to see his face.

"So??"

"She said she was not able to buy Amu-sensei's latest novel, so she locked herself in her room." Tadase-kun laughed a bit.

"Huh?? That's all?!" Kairi shouted in anger.

"Hehe, yup!"

"Then why with the sad face before? You made us all worried!" Yaya-chan said angrily, but it was clear in her face that she was laughing inside.

Tadase-kun laughed.

I stared at him and for a moment he turned to me.

"What do you think of my joke?" He showed his prince-like face. He was so angelic! Oh gosh! Who would not be fooled by it!

I laughed a bit and he smiled at me, for a moment there I knew that smile was only for me, and I was so happy!

"Oh yeah, by the way." Yaya-chan said. "Do you know that I, a fan of Amu-sensei, bought her newest novel?!"

I got shocked for a moment there. Actually, I have been keeping a secret from them for a long time. And I guess they are too dumb to realize that it was me. Well, I guess that's for my own good.

Silence for a moment.

"Do you also know that her novel makes my heart beat really fast?! It was amazing!" Yaya-chan shouted with excitement. "It made me cry the whole time I read it!"

I looked at her with fear, but she was too busy talking about the novel to notice me.

"Amu-chi! Have you read it?!" She looked at me with anticipation.

"Uh…" I looked away for her not to realize what I felt.

"Oh yeah.. It is so strange that whenever we talk about Amu-sensei, you never join us…" She looked at me suspiciously. "Haha…" She chuckled. "Could it be that you are…"

"No way, no way!" I said suspiciously.

"That reminds me, Amu-sensei has the same name as Hinamori-san, it's also said that she is still a young writer, just about our age." Tadase-kun said, looking at me.

"Eh? No way, no way! There is no way I am Amu-sensei!" I felt really awkward. Not only that, I can't believe that Tadase-kun also suspects me! Oh god! I don't know what I'll do when they find out that I am "Amu Hinamori-sensei," the richest and infamous writer. I was even given the title, "The Legendary Writer."

"Hinamori-san?" Tadase-kun said calmly. "Hinamori-san?"

"Uh..! Sorry! I was thinking of something." I said.

"Geez Amu-chi! You're not yourself these days! No.. I mean since Amu-sensei became a famous writer!" Yaya-chan said cutely.

"Huh?"

"Is it possible that you have a grunge against her?" Sanjou-kun teased me.

"No way! I have no grudge against anyone!"

"You're really suspicious." He said to me, smiling.

He's so gorgeous! I thought. Then I snapped out of it. What was I thinking? Why did I think he is gorgeous? There is no way that I… Oh forget it!

"Uh…" I looked at them from left to right. "I'll be going home now!"

"So soon?" Tadase-kun said with his beautiful sad face on.

I tried to resist it to avoid further suspicions. "Yes! Good bye!"

I left quickly.

END OF CHAPTER 1

Well that's it... Stay tuned for the next chapter!