Disclaimer: here's some Fax MR poetry for you all…yes, I know I suck, but no need to think it.
If I had said something,
It could have been different.
I should have told you.
I should have
Said what
I felt.
But I waited.
Until it was too late.
And now you have another.
Not me, but a new girl.
Not the girl you've
Known
For your
Whole life, but
A girl who you
Picked up at a bar.
Not the girl
Who loves
You with
Her whole
Heart,
Her spirit,
Her soul.
Not the girl
Who thinks of you every
Moment of every day,
Thinking and hoping
That you would make the
Empty spot in her heart
Finally go away.
Not the girl who cries of what could have been.
Not the girl who cuts herself out of depression.
Not the girl who doesn't feel any pain
Because of all of what you have done
Subconsciously
To her.
Not the girl who misses you,
Who misses the talks that
You used to share
Together when everyone
Was asleep and the sun was about to rise.
You don't talk to her anymore.
Every time I see you with her,
I die a little inside.
You're too busy with your girlfriend.
The girlfriend who's probably
Off cheating behind your back.
You deserve better than her.
Max could have given you love.
She gave you her heart,
And you broke it.
She gave you her soul,
And you smashed it.
She gave you her thoughts,
You crupled them like trash.
How is the girlfriend
Better than what
You had all
Along?
But you wouldn't know,
Because you're eyes simply
Look straight
Through
Her:
The one that has saved your life.
The one that has been by
Your side the entire
Time.
How could you?
You have hurt her.
You have hurt her so much
That she will never recover.
How do I know?
Because I am that girl.
The girl you have
Hurt so much.
I loved you
Fang,
But
I
Guess
You
Don't
Love
Me.