Faster Than a Speeding Bullet

"Yeah, how'd that happen, anyway? Though you were supposed to be faster than a speeding bullet."
"I wish." If I was faster than a speeding bullet, we wouldn't be here, now would we, Logan? None of this would have happened in the first place. I would've beat my clone, we would've come home and celebrated. Everything would be perfect. Well guess what. My life isn't all happily-ever-afters and fairy tale romance. My life is the kind of thing nightmares are made of. And I have to live with the fact that I'm poison, and to top it all off, I can't even tell you I love you. This sucks. If only....there are so many 'what if's and 'if only's....too many. We just gotta face the here and now and deal with alla life's shit. I just wish it wasn't us, that it could be someone else. But I wouldn't wish this on anyone else, not even Asha. Ok, maybe I would. But only her!
I could blame this on you, y'know. It was your damn cause that gave me a freakin' conscience, and now it's landed me in the hospital. But I won't. I can't, after the way you took care of me and rushed down here when the nurse called you. I guess OC was right. I guess you do love me. I like that. So even if I'm not the one who's faster than a speeding bullet, and even if you sure as hell aren't, I still got my superman. Faster than a speeding bullet. Yeah, don't I wish.....