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J.K has all rights to all Harry Potter Characters
Corey Tayler and Stone Sour have the rights to the Lyrics of 1st Person
1st Person.
27 January 2000.
When it started every one was fine. We were both happy and in love. I was quite pleased, I'll be honest, I thought she was the first person to truly like me in that way. All the other girls just wanted to be B-list celebrities; The Brave Neville Longbottom and his glorious girlfriend, you know, that kind of shit. Hannah was someone I valued as a friend, we bonded in Herbology and I had actually found her to be an interesting and intelligent friend, not just a simpleton with ideas of fame and fortune.
So when did everything turn grey? The emotions just disappeared and I feel so odd. It's like we're together purely because we were put together. And everything results in apologies and dilemmas. It's like we're hiding our emotions from each other.
I hate it, but I'm too bloody scared to do anything!
29 January 2000.
I talked to Hannah today. It didn't go all too well. Our relationship is decaying; we are literally falling apart. It's like I've had one shot too many of novocaine and I can no longer feel anything around her. Maybe that part of our brain is no longer there.
I know where this is going and I don't like it.
30 January
She lied to me. She fucking lied to me. And now I'm forced to choose to love her or leave her. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm going to sleep.
Why - is everything so grey - is everything so strange
Is everything so thrown together by mistake?
Why - is everything contrite- is everything a plight
Is everything so insincere and out of sight?
WHY - DOES EVERYTHING SEEM WRONG
DOES EVERYTHING LOOK DRAWN
DOES EVERYTHING SEEM BLASTED LIKE IT DOESN'T BELONG?
I wanna make it a way - I wanna make it a waste
I wanna make it a gross misadventure
I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL!
I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL!
I WANNA MAKE YOU... lie to me... lie to me...
When - did everything go bad - did everything fall flat
Did everything decay and lose itself so fast?
When - did everything succumb - did everything go numb
Did everything lobotomize what it's become?
WHEN - DOES EVERYTHING COME BACK
DOES EVERYTHING RELAPSE
DOES EVERYTHING SAVE FACE AND FIND ITSELF AT LAST?
I wanna show you the way - I wanna show you the waste
I wanna show you the worst misadventure
I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL!
I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL!
I WANNA SHOOW YOU HOW TO... die for me... die for me...
I wanna give it a way - i wanna give it the waste
I wanna give it the worst misadventure
I WANNA GIVE IT ALL!
I'M GONNA GIVE IT ALL!
I'LL NEVER GIVE UP!Lie to me... die for me...
Now - everything's a lie - everything's your lie
Everything's a face inside another lie
Now - everything's a side - everything's one side
Everything depends on just which side you're on...