I can't control my emotions.
I read those two little words over and over again. Tears flow like a waterfall.
Why do I still keep this note? It's painful to look at, but I keep it dear. The thought of you drives a bittersweet knife though my heart.
I'm a masochist.
I can't control my emotions.
I hope you can hear me scream. Let the message reverberate within your mind that you broke more than a heart today. I don't care what the others think at this moment. I have to let it out.
I can't control my emotions.
Inanimate objects can't feel pain. The wall listens to my fist and the pillow doesn't care about being kicked. The tears soak my shirt now.
I'm inanimate to you, aren't I?
I can't control my emotions.
I've lived far too long. I wish I hadn't accepted your offer. You played me like a pawn on a chessboard. Now you're bored with the game.
I can't control my emotions.
It hurts, but I know it won't be for long. Nothing will hurt afterwards.
I can't control my emotions.
I'm somewhere else, watching down on you. He'll need you, you know. I can't be of use to him now. Give my regards to him. Tell him that I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I couldn't control my emotions.
Hmm. So this is my official first fanfic to be submitted here. I'd like to thank my lovely wife/editor leopardstarismyleader for editing my crap and giving me feedback against her will. I really like how this turned out to be more like a poem, even if it wasn't on purpose. lol
Pretty much my reaction to Chrome's situation in the most recent chapters. Poor thing's gonna have an emotional breakdown...