***CHAPTER ONE***

Bella's Choice

" Edward where is my bag?" i asked shuffleing through my stuff. " under the coat hanger,love." He answered in that loving voice i dreamt of when i first met him. I used to dream of Edward holding me. I never dreamed of children untill one day. On that one day i dreamed of Edward saying " oh children what did i say?" and then they reply as a group " When inside keep your voices down because mommy is sleeping." Then i woke up kissed each of their heads and kissed the one person in the world that would love me forever. That was as far as that dream reason it stopped there is one: Why be a mother? second: I would be a horrible mother. and third: Its impossiable with Edward. Also why think of all the things that couldn't happen when i could just lay my head on Edwards chest and say " I Love You." I wispered. I couldn't belive we were moving. Some how Alice had found this nice big house on a island. Its not Isle Esme. Its Isle Bella. How sweet.

"Love are you worried ?" he said surprised by the look on my face. " No why?" i asked though i knew why he asked."You have a weird expression on your face." he said. " Oh! I was starring .....off into space." i said. even though i planned my answer i still didn't say it as perfect as i want to. His answers are so perfect! Not that i'm jealous. Ok! fine im jealous. I looked back at the cullen house. i grabbed my suitcase my bag and my husband. "lets go. i am just so anxious to go to my new home." i said surprised." now Bella when are you anxious? the only time i ave seen you anxious is when you wanted to get away from Jacob or Charlie. Not thats its bad to be anxious just different." he said surprised. " I guess i'm just looking forward to the rest of my life with you."