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I look at her sleeping form. She looks so peaceful… just lying there. If only she knew that I watched her. Studying her in ways only a lover could. But we are not lovers. There is no way that we could be. To do that… I'd have to trust her. I can't trust anyone… But sometimes… when I see how other couple's look at each other, eyes filled with love and appreciation for what they have. I wonder, do my eyes shine like that when I'm looking at her? Is my face that carefree and serene?
No. It doesn't. I shouldn't think of her like this. She is the one person I can't have and wish not to corrupt with my influence… I smile… Knowing her, she would corrupt me, the wench.
Does she know how beautiful she is? Does she know how exquisite her face looks? How glorious her eyes are, how stunning her lips look, how gorgeous and lovely her body is…
I wonder if she knows… The way she moves, it intoxicates me. The way she speaks, it paralyses me. Her laugh, her smile, her humour and lively features.
If I had her alone… for one night… for one day… for one hour… What I could make her feel… Make her feel the way she always does to me. The euphoria, the light headedness, not caring whether or not anyone else is there or not. Making her want more than I will give. Torturing her and teasing her into joyful bliss.
The sight of her is such an aphrodisiac. She could beat chocolate any day. Her scent, left in the room when she leaves, is maddening. Control, control, I think. It wouldn't be right. She'd never forgive me for touching her like that.
I am her best friend and I always will be because I am too scared to take the next step… Just in case. I couldn't lost her friendship in exchange for a maybe relationship.
I watch her sleeping form and wonder… Does she think of me too? I roll over to sleep, hoping as always, for dreams of her… Does she dream of me too? I wonder…
Just a one-shot. Please don't ask. It was a random thing and I don't know where it came from!!!!