To be hit:

To be hit...

To be beaten...

To be broken as ones self...

To wish to be dead after the yelling...

To wish to die as the yelling begins....

Then to be stuck...

To feel helpless anger.....

To feel pain of emotion....

To cry until nothing comes but to continue to cry...

To believe that there will be a happy ending....

To believe that it would be the last time....

To slowly die from the inside out....

To crack....

To dive...

To fall....

To believe that there is no one else but yourself....

And to be once again stuck....

To love:

To love...

To believe in the heart....

To believe in an endless power...

To believe in happiness beyond any comprehension..

To believe in an endless, timeless emotion...

To be loved in a way no one else would know....

To feel nothing but happiness with the one person....

To fall in love...

To love....

To be finally happy....

" I hope for all time that no one will be as alone as I am now..."