Lyrics To Mend A Broken Heart Chapter 1: Collapse on Stage

Summary: Shuichi has had much success with his Bad Luck. But with him recently breaking up with the famous novelist Yuki Eiri and the pressure to have an explosive follow up album, it's taken so much of a toll on the singer that he collapsed. Can he overcome this on his own or will a certain long-haired bandmate help him realize his true feelings?

Author's Note: Hey peeps! Sorry it's been a while. Just got back to school and I'm stressed about everything! I mean, AP US History, AP World Civ, PreCal, Accelerated Algebra II, and the fact I'm taking Chemistry and Physics despite the fact I hate science is just sooooooo time consuming!! But it's all good. I was hardly in school today due to the fact that I sliced my foot open today and had to have them cut off the chunk that was still attached and…well it's gory and it fucking hurts. And a shot today so It's not been going well. So I want to put Shuichi in this sorta pain XD

BTW It's going to be like one of those fics that has short 25 chapters in it just cuz. XD

Song Credits: The Rage Beat by Kinya Kotani

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"2 minutes till we're back on the air!", someone with a headset had yelled out. Shuichi sighed, popping his neck by turning it side to side and moving his shoulders up and down. If anyone didn't know any better, they would have thought that the pink-haired drama queen was about to prepare for the biggest fight of a boxer's life, instead of being a rocking pop sensation vocalist of an extremely popular band.

"Ready, Shu?", his best friend and fellow bandmate Hiro asked with a reassuring hand on Shuichi's shoulder. Hiro had dressed in the shirt that Shuichi had gotten him for his birthday two years ago of two Fender guitars with his new leather pants but Shuichi didn't bother to turn around. The last couple of weeks have been the best and the worst weeks of his life. They're album had shot straight to the top of the charts and they even managed to go on a European tour, which they were starting it off in London. But it didn't matter now that Yuki was gone from his life. Not for a few days like he does on a regular basis but several weeks. It was clear that Yuki was not coming back and he moved on.

"Shindo-san?", Suguru, the youngest bandmate walked next to Shuichi. "We're about to go on. Are you alright?" Shuichi snapped out of it and nodded slightly. He moved up to where the microphone stand was and closed his eyes. Just smile, he thought to himself. Smile so no one knows how much you are hurting inside, this will avoid the suspicion from the press or worse, the record company.

Hiro exchanged glances with Suguru who merely shrugged and walked over to his keyboard while Hiro went to his guitar.



"In Five, Four, Three, Two, One!"

"Welcome back to TRL (A/N: I don't know if TRL is in England but who cares?). This band has been a tremendous success in Japan with their debut album sky rocketing up the charts and now they will be having their first European tours which kicks off right here in London. Give it up for BAD LUCK!!" The crowd of mainly girls squealed as the camera spun around to Shuichi as the song became and he started the lyrics.

obieta mezuki de iradatsu omoi uwaki na kaze ni hakisutete

hibi-wareta rojou ni toketa SHIGUNARU wa kizuato dake nokoshite-iku

madoronda NOIZU ga asu o keshi-saru mae ni

yabou ni hibiku kutsuoto o oikakete

Shuichi almost stopped singing but continued to as he was losing himself in his thoughts. This was the song. The song that he finished for Yuki. Out of anger no less but it was still written for him. It was basically his song. So why does it odd to be singing the song he wrote?

doko ni mo tomaranai

mitasanai Emotion SHIKATO kimete oikose yo

furueteru SHAI na seikai no nuke-michi o neratte

tadoritsuku basho e I Want New World

Shuich couldn't believe it. Why hasn't Yuki tried to speak to him again? Why was he ignoring him? Sure, it's happened before, with threats of kicking the guy's ass and never wanting to see him again, but this time it was different. Yuki said and did nothing. Absolutely nothing. He just left. I mean, doesn't he know how emotional Shuichi is about being neglected by his lover? Especially, doesn't he know that he truly cares and loves his Yuki? Apparently not.

muragaru fuan ni tsume o tatereba mishiranu uso ni hajikarete

mote-amasu jikan ga sabitsuita machi o warubirezu ni kazatte-iru

berubetto no KOIN dake o PAKKU ni tsumete

meiro no you na yume no chizu wa iranai



Maybe it was his fault. Maybe it was something he had said. Shuichi knew he shouldn't have encouraged Yuki to go to New York to face the demons of his dark past. That's what it was. It was him it was all his fault!

saka-maku kodou kara

kirakira gin no Passion kakehiki dake no yuuwaku

kowaresou na kimi no hitomi ga ikeru DOA tataite

sagashi-tsuzukeru You--

Suddenly, the unthinkable happened. Shuichi just stopped singing. Just stopped. Hiro and Suguru started freaking out. What is going on here? Before anything else was done, Shuichi's eyes rolled to the back of his head and he collapsed to the ground. Some of the fangirls started screaming in shock of their favorite idol. Hiro practically threw down his guitar to run over to Shuichi. He lift Shuichi's head up while Suguru landed next to him.

"Shu? SHU! Wake up, man! Wake up!"

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A/N: So how was that?? XD I was writing this because I thought of this person that I'll never get to have for myself. Oh well.

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