Sometimes I walk down the hall to where the training center is just so I can pretend I'm watching him ,Tobias, train the new intakes. I know that sounds creepy but I just miss him so much. Every night I go to sleep hoping ill wake up and it realize it was all just a terrible dream. Some nights I don't sleep at all I just sit on his bead in his room thinking of what I would say to him when and if he comes back.
Christina my best friend always stops at the tattoo place at the end of my shift because she thinks one of these days she thinks my feelings will overwhelm me and I will end up jumping into the chasm. Even though I promised her a million times I wont. She still doesn't trust me.
Its 5:30 pm the end of my shift and I see Christina waiting by the door with Uriah. Uriah! I haven't seen him in forever. I miss him. It seems like I've been missing a lot of people lately.
"Uriah!" I yell as I'm running up to him. He opens his arms waiting to accept my hug. his arms collapse around me in a big bear hug. Tobias used to hug me like that. When Tobias hugged he would make me feel so safe, so protected from the world but now I'm off on my own.
"Tris. I've missed you. so much" Uriah whispers still holding me so tightly.
Still holding him I nod thinking I've missed you so much too. I feel myself starting to cry so I don't let go because I can't let anyone from Dauntless see me cry. I just wipe my tears on his Dauntless black V-neck T-shirt which shows off his muscles really well.
I pull away because I feel Christina staring at us. "Come on guys you know the rules no PDA" she teases. "We have to go eat diner anyway."
"yeah she's right we have to go eat." Uriah says putting his arm around me and walking to the cafeteria.