CHAPTER 1: THE BEGINNING!
A perfect relationship doesn't necessarily mean no fights, no misunderstandings and no cool-offs. From the simplest to the worst reason of every stupid and non-sense flights are worth it in the end.
But, what if you encounter a type of guy that is way different from the Prince Charming haunting you in your dreams every night, and yet you can't seem to let go of him... Because you f*cking love him too much!
The LOVE story that your about to read is kind of different from those "love/ relationships" stories that we know and always encounter until the Fifty Shades Of Grey came.
Year 2011, summer, I graduated from High school. That only means two months of free and fun , Few weeks after my graduation, I'm already bored like hell so, I decided to use my yahoo messenger just to chat with someone. *CLEAN CHAT OK?!* Then I met a guy from New York. He's a naturalized American and working as an engineer. He's handsome and oh! his eyes.
*I GOT SCARED ok?!* If you're think I didn't. :) oh well.. Let's continue.
That day, we chatted like for five hour and like how normal people do to know each other for the first time... And yeah we video chat too.
After days, weeks, and months of knowing and chatting with him, I felt something that I can't explain. I felt happy and loved when I'm chatting with him, but there's also something that punch my heart and slap me. The truth. The truth that he's so far and older than me.
BUT WHO CARES! AGE AND LOCATION DOESN'T MATTER RIGHT?!...RIGHT?!
FAST FORWARD TO YEAR 2014!
The year I realized that I'm still chatting with a stranger from the other side of the world. 2012, 2013 came, something has changed, we trusted each other more and we've been sending sweet messages and pictures to each other, but we're still FRIENDS!
I'm not saying that he should propose to me now and let me be his girlfriend. I just wanna know if I'm doing the right thing, because for my four years of chatting/ talking with him, I locked my door to the guys who like and love me, because I kept to myself that he's the one and the guy who will love me forever.
DON'T CRY YET.
January of 2014, I celebrated my birthday with my family, close friends and enemies. I received ton of birthday greetings, but the greeting/message I'm waiting for him didn't came. I was so devastated, because seriously forgot my special day.
*I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE RIGHT?*
I cried the whole night and woke up with swollen eyes.
That moment I opened my eyes and looked at the mirror, I decided to write every good or bad moments I'm going to have with him until I or he decided to clear and stop everything we have.
If you want to know more. Please review this so I could continue sharing my crazy story to you guys.
PS: In the next chapter, I will explain why this story is kind of Fifty Shades of Grey.
Than You. :)
Ax