As I laid motionless on his chest while he sang softly to me I couldn't hold back the tears, they began to roll down my cheeks before I had processed I was crying. Will stopped,
"what's wrong JJ?"
"Nothing..." I lied, hoping he couldn't sense the doubt in the back of my mind.
"Look JJ, I don't need to be a profiler to see there is something wrong"
He was right, I had a million and one thoughts going round in my head, the feelings of nerves, apprehension, fear. Of course I was exited as well, my tears kept streaming onto his chest. Gently, he moved my head, which I saw as a clue to sit up. His gazed penetrated deep into my eyes and he wiped the tears off my cheek with his thumb.
"It's going to be okay, we will make this work" as he did his best to console me.
"What if it doesn't, what if this all turns out to be a terrible mistake"
"JJ, don't talk like that, yes the circumstances aren't ideal but we can make this work, I want to make this work, you're my baby but this is our baby"
"Who says its yours" I joked back to him trying to hide my vulnerability.
"Well then, you're on your own" I gave him a sharp dig in the side and we both laughed. "But seriously JJ" he said, with his eyes locked on mine, "I'm here for you, both of you"
I felt so much security in the way he looked at me, I knew he was here to stay.

I must have drifted off after that because I woke up the next morning with my head on Will's chest still and the feeling of him brushing through my hair with his fingers. "Good morning beautiful" he said in an almost relived manor, I guessed he hadn't moved since our conversation last night as we were both in the same position. "I thought you'd never move from here Cher"
"Sorry, I was so tired, how long did I sleep? are you late for work? You should have woken me"
"I don't work here anymore remember and it's just so precious to watch you sleep, anyway you'll need to store your beauty sleep because as soon as that thing comes we ain't getting no sleep"
We both laughed
"I gotta go to the bathroom though cher, 10 hours is a long time to be in the same position" as Will proceeded to get up, I attempted to get up with him but as I did I felt a feeling of nausea serge through my body.
I passed will in the hall as I made a dash for the closest bathroom, he darted out of the way as I ran passed him and then followed behind me.
"You alright there Cher?"
Wiping my mouth, I nodded back to him even though the truth was I felt no better.

At breakfast

"So jj, what are we doing today then" Will enquired sipping at his cup of coffee

"Nothing" I groaned as I sat back down on the sofa. Will put his coffee on the side and sat down next to me.

"Well we could, but I have someone coming to view the house later and I don't want them thinking you're part of the furniture" he said light heartedly. In reaction to that a gave him a slap on the arm, "Oi moody" he joked to which he received another slap. He got back up off the sofa and picked up his coffee, after taking another sip he the asked "we couldn't go into the town and look at cribs and stuff". My face lit up, no matter how rubbish I was feeling I always loved a bit of shopping, "sounds like a plan, but not to early though"

"Cher, the estate agent is coming with the possible buyers at 12, and given its 10:30 now I think soon is the only option"

"Garrr, I guess it is" I groaned, suddenly less inthusiasticly at the thought of having to actually leave the house in the near future.

"C'mon lazy-bones" he said helping me up of the sofa, "I've given you an hour and a half warning, I'm sure you can get ready in that!"

"Maybe, It could be tight though" I teased.

"Go and get ready, and I'll put on a fresh pot of coffee"

The weather outside was a little chillier than normal for mid April but it was such a beautiful day and the sun was so strong it warmed you in an instant. We trawled through multiple baby shops,looking at cots, clothes and prams we took a break for lunch and stopped at a magnificent little French cafe. Will looked tired, " can't keep up with my amazing shopping pace eh?" I joked.

"I seem to recall I was the one up most of the night with someone lying on me"

"Don't pretend you didn't like it" I teased,

"I didn't say I didn't" he said softly placing his hands on top of mine on the table.

Our eyes met across the table and I just stared into his deep brown eyes getting lost I side them.

"What..." Said will in a somewhat confused manor.

"Nothing, well actually everything, I'm just so glad that everything is going to work out"

"Jay, in my mind it was always going to work out, I couldn't think of anything that I could want more than you and this baby. Any way, seeing as I'm selling my house I guess it's certain that I will be moving into your place, I will get to wake up everyday and see your beautiful face"

"Well I was thinking..." Will's phone rang interrupting me mid sentence. I couldn't hear the person on the other end of the phone but from what will was saying I could tell it wasn't expected.

"Yeah...uh hmm...seriously...next week...well, I will have to talk to my girlfriend but I can't see a problem with that...okay, thank you so much" Will hung up the phone.

"Who was that" I enquired as soon as he put down the phone.

"That was the estate agent, the people who came to view the house today loved it so much they have offered the asking price for it" I felt my smile grow from ear to ear. "JJ, I can come up to DC with you soon and we will be a proper family"

I didn't say anything, I didn't need to, he knew what I was thinking. The waiter came, we paid our bill and began to walk back to Will's. As we walked back to his we walked through the park he had taken me to the first time I came to his. He placed his arm round my waist and pulled me close . He reached his arm round my waist and placed his hand on my bump ,which was slightly visible by now. He pulled me closer, and whispered what he had said to me last night "you're my baby but this is our baby"

"Thank you" I said softly resting my head in the crook of his neck.

"What for?" He asked very curiously.

"For begin you, for being perfect in every way, most men would have run a mile if I dropped I bombshell like this on them, yet you didn't, you gave up everything to be here for us. I just can't think what I did to deserve you"

He didn't reply in words, he turned his body so he was stood in front of me and kissed me slowly, I felt completely weightless in his arms.