Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading.

From all the things that we are

But are not saying

Fang-

I loved her. No, I love her. Maximum Ride. But she didn't return the favor. It has been two years since I've seen her, seen the Flock. I know they're still alive, I've kept my blog going and they post sometimes. That's what kills me. They know where I am, the School, but they haven't come for me. Probably never will. Why am I at the School you ask? Well, two years ago the Flock and I were flying over one of the Schools, so Iggy could drop a bomb on it, when they shot my left wing. I started to drop and Max caught me. I looked at her. She looked at me. I leaned up and kissed her, then said " I love you". She let me drop. I thought it was because she was shocked, maybe it was. But the thing is, the Flock and Max flew away. I fell to the ground, broke my arm, leg, and almost bled to death. The whitecoats got me.

Can we see beyond the scars,

And make it to the dawn?

They fixed me up, tested, torchered, you know, basic whitecoat stuff. They decided that I could just wait around and wait for my experation date to show up. Apparently, it wasn't to long now. They gave me a laptop and left me to die. I get fed and everything, not enough though. I walked over to my bed (yea BED! They couldn't fit me in a crate anymore, so they settled for a 6x6 jail cell) and got my laptop. I went to my blog and read the latest post.