Do not own Tokio Hotel.
Well, where do I start? My name? It's long....but if you insist. Kinuko is my name: Kinuko Mami Yuna Matsumoto. Uhm, I'm Japanese,French, but straight from Tokyo, and I moved to Germany when I was 15. I'm 18 now, so I moved here recently. Well, I'm painfully shy, especially around my crush, the sexiest thing to grace the Earth. But before I get into detail, heres a weird fact about me: People never stop telling me I look like Fumina Hara, perhaps the most beautiful Asian model out there. My hair is long and straight,a wine red color, my eyes are...well, pretty big for the stereotypical Japanese girl, but brown just the same, with loooonnnnnggggg eyelashes.
Well, when I first came to Magdeburg, I was......not welcome. By all the girls here. Except for Gustavs sister Franziska( not sure if thats her name!). She was nice. One day after school, I was walking out from a teacher holding me back so I could copy down the homework, Toms old girlfriend and her bitches attacked me. You know, his OLD girlfriend. The one that looks like a hippo. If that doesn't help, I dont know what does. Anyway....
Flashback.
" Hey Bitch!" Damn, who is she pissed at? I was slammed against the lockers, my arm twisted behind my back, feeling like it was gonna get broken. " You been whoring around with my boyfriend!? Huh?! Answer me!" I was flipped around, never getting a chance to answer before 6 sets of fists were set upon my face, ribs and stomach,blood pouring out of the scrathes on my face,lip and , one of them pulled out a knife and scratched my exposed legs, not being very gentle about it either. " HEY! Dich fie Hures Verpiss dich!" ( You bitches piss off!) They ran like Rabbits during a wildlife roast. Franziska ran over to me, while Gustav, Georg, Tom and Bill were standing by the school entrance, only then comprehending what was going on.
I slowly slid down from the wall to the floor, groaning softly at the pain in my legs. " Oh my God! Are you okay?" I slowly turned my head around and gave her a look that said, 'Are you fucking serious?' " Oh right, of course not! Gustav! Get my car and drive it around to the front! Tom, you carry her. Georg, hand me my cell phone, and Bill, go with Gustav and put down the seats!" " No,no, I can walk!" I told Tom. He laughed and swept me off the floor. " Don't bullshit me, you can barely stand up." Then he smiled at me! Thats when you know you love someone: You melt at their smile. I let out a short, painfilled laugh, hissing at the pain in my side.
Well, that was what happened. I went to the hospital, got stitches, healed! The hippo was later suspended. Yeah, in case you didn't guess it, I like Tom. A whole lot. But he only did one night stands, and I wanted a full relationship. You would never think we could get together right? Wrong. I had stayed with the band so frequently that I knew what happened and when they happened: including one night stands. Unfortunately, I was unaware of what was going on in Toms bedroom. So I walked in on it. Now Tom knew that I liked him, I had found out later, but still, I walked in on one of his many groupies with her shirt off and jeans unbuckled. " Uhm, you know you're not supposed to be here." She nodded to the bathroom door. " He's gonna come out soon, I suggest you leave." She said with a smirk. God, I wanted to slap her and break down crying at the same time.
I was snapped out of my hate trance when Tom opened the door, and saw my eyes. He knew I was gonna cry. The last thing that I heard as I turned from the door to leave was " Get out." and I knew, or thought he was talking to me. I was always there for Tom: Picking them up at a bar when their driver was gone, doing things for Tom, helping him, consoling him, everything! You don't know how much I just wanted to just tell him to do it himself, see what he could do, but like O.A.R says, " I always turn the car around." How many times can I break till I'm shattered? Tom did nice things for me, buying me the most beautiful things for any holiday to give gifts. He was a sweetheart. But Damn him for those one night stands! I ran out of the house crying, ran outside and climbed up the huge Weeping Willow, ironic, isn't it? And climbed to the largest branch I could find. I really just wanted to jump off the top of this tall tree, the same way I felt whenever I heard his fans in the bedroom.
Bill, Georg, or Gustav always came to find me when I didn't show up for a meal. Those 3 are like my sons, I'm always taking care of them, even spoiling them. In return, I always got a 'Thank You' a hug, or even a kiss on the cheek. It was like we were all 5 at a point. Or even puppies! Once we had all fallen asleep after a long day of tests at Gustavs house, we all laid on top of each other like puppies, me on top of Georg, Bill on me, Gustav laid his head on my chest, which he later commented was a good pillow, and I laid on top of Tom. We slept for about a hour before Gustavs sister came in, bursting into laughter at the sight of 18 and 17 year olds on top of each other. But Tom, for some reason isn't as close to me as everyone else is. He seems distant from me, like I was the drunk girl at a party.
But back to the story at hand: I ran up the tree and just sat there, pondering whether or not today would be the day I jump off, I heard fight going on inside between...... 3 people? In the distance, I could hear my song play. " I always turn the car around." I sang. The front door opened, and I saw the girl from Toms room come out, her face red like she set her face in red soda and let it sit! ( Thats really red!) " Cherry!!" Georg yelled. ' Crap!' I mentally yelled. I scurried like a squirell up higher into the tree. " Cherry, I know your fear of heights," Damn you Gustav! ", so come down already!" Georg appeared under the tree, glaring at me. " What're you glaring at me for?! I didn't do anything!" I gulped and slowly climbed down the tree. I'm sooo never gonna hear the end of this.
Well, this is my new story. If you want it to continue, review!
